Raining xD

Hmmm...It's already 2.27am now but I'm still eating cup of "maggie mee" xD As I mentioned in the last post, I want to write the post in formal English. So, now is the time for me to take the action as the proverb says that "Action speak louder than words" xD I've promised someone that I will write at least one post everyday starting from yesterday, to improve my English level. Well, I hope I will not break the promise sooner or later. xD So, what I'm going to talk about today? Flashing back my memory, I was a bit nervous when I woke up in the early morning. Why? Because today I'm going to meet him, the person that influenced me so much, be it bad or good. But I think negative effects are more than the positive effects xD Before I met him, I still hope that the situation is not that worst. But I've totally changed my mind after I met him. Everything was changed, he has already give up. He has a "new" target, although I knew it earlier. Thing goes as what I expected, so I do not have any big response. xDD As usual, we went to the "old place", the place that we always go since I knew him. xD We sat down as usual, but what we think now is not as usual anymore. xD I take out my "PCD" past year question and start doing like it is very important. This is because I got nothing can do right now. xD He start talking to me, and I reply as simple as I could, acting like very cool. He feels it, and looks disappoint and sad. He continues to sms with the "new target" xD Of course, I continue doing my PCD PYQ xD Time passed really fast, what we talk is less than the 1st day we meet. Why? Because I do not want to confuse him anymore xD So, keep quiet is better than talk. I can feel the silence right now, as well as sadness. I tell him that this is the last time we meet, he replied NO. I got no choice, because my magic cube was at his there. So, I ask him to bring out the cube some day xD After he return the cube to me, I will automatically disappear in his life xDD I do not care whether he agrees or not, I just don't want to suffer anymore ! Okay, I think I have to stop writing about this issue xD As KL said, he is not worth for me to make myself suffer xDD After writing out all these nonsense, I feel more comfortable right now xD I hope this is the last time I write about these matter. God Bless Me xD I will be the new Carol after this ! An optimistic, joyful, and positive thinking Carol xDD Let's look at the time again... It's 3.13a.m. right now, all the negative things happen before this minute will be lost permanently. As a student, I should talk about my studies more than any other things. So, let's move on to my studies. xDD Regarding the PCD Lab Test, which I said it was quite tough, and makes me sweat all the time is now murdered by me ! Yes, I've got full mark for it. Thanks God and also my dear lecturer, Ms Lee. Actually marks doesn't really matter, but it does affect our overall results. The result is actually not really important too, but we are being judged by it. So, in order to proof that we have the skills, we have to, or in another words, We Must try our best to get a good result and not disappoint our parents and also ourselves. It's very nice that we are now in 21th century, whereby we have the chance to study, to gain knowledge and to become bad xD In the old centuries, they got no chance to study. What they do is working, working and working throughout all of their life. And because the old generation had earn some income, when comes to our generation, all the things become easier. So, we should always appreciate what we have. Parents pay for the fees, we have the responsibilities to study hard and if possible, become the best of the best. Moreover, if we get a good result, we can have a merit scholarship award and the tuition fees can be cut down by half, 75% or even free. Actually study is not too hard, compared to working. So, why don't we put in more effort and makes life easier? xD Although the laziness is appear at any moment of our life, but we can try to avoid it. How to avoid? Always remind ourselves the consequences of being lazy, then we will work more harder. xD I've wrote so much nonsense again xD Let's stop it. We move on to another topic xD (How many topics u have? LOLs) Why I tend to write so much today? Because someone says that my first post was not too long actually, so I try to make my second post become extra long. That's why there are many nonsense upside there. Back to my life, after met the "guy", I had go for my English tutor class. Almost 40% of our classmates was absent, the tutor was quite unhappy xD But the presentation is still going on, although I do not present. xDD Some of them even says that don't want to go for the Monday class and so on. This is very common when comes to the end of an semester, many students lazy to come for classes, as well as me ! But as I said, our parents had paid for the fees, we should not waste their money. Every credit hour is money ! So, I do not absent even once after I "came to college" xDD That means I always absent when in secondary school? Exactly! LOLs..It's because secondary school does not required tuition fees. That's the differences between a college and a secondary school. Humans are like this, we do not care much if it is Free Of Charge. xD Let's look at the time again xD It's 3.55a.m. right now and I 've write for 1 hour and the half ? Isn't it too long? No, for the sake of my "English" level, I should write more and more! Okay, this girl is gone crazy. Just let it be. What else can I write now? YES, about the cup of "maggie mee" I mentioned in 2.27am just now! LOLs... I've finished it and I wish to go and throw it now. But it's 4am now ! For the past few days, I 've tried going to toilet at 4am and I heard the sound of water, someone is taking bath at 4am! It's not just 1 time, but it happened few times xD I was thinking who was taking bath at such hour, so yesterday after finish writing my 1st post, I went to the toilet. When I reach there, there is a sound of someone using water! After I go into the toilet, I heard the water sound even more loudly. Then when I finish, the sound was gone xD I come out from toilet and go and see those room 1 by 1, there was nobody there LOLs So, who is using the water? xD Perhaps the water flowing system in the toilet got some problem, or maybe my ears got some problem. Never mind, it doesn't matter xD So, should I go and throw the maggie's cup now? xDD Yes I do !  Hmm...seems like my mood is getting better and better compared to last few days. I hope I can continue being happy xDD Again, Thanks KL ^^