Today is just a normal day 🙃
Why I have not written anything after broke up? 😿
Because I scared it will happen any time.. now or coming months...
Yes we got back together..
You said for one last time...
If it is really not working out..
Then we're done.. 😭
Okay stories go like this..
We broke up and got back the next day after went through hell of crying...
And still continue crying silently for next couple of days
Plus weeks of thinking whether I have made a right choice.. 🙃 (Because the 'get bck tgt' moment I'm not in calm mode, the finger act faster than brain without processing)
And yes.. After thorough consideration I have already appointed you as my first and last no matter the breakup happen again or not.. (Opps.. isnt it always that case? 😳)
And I have finally see through the relationship thingy.. I am not wanting for result anymore..(eg marriage, kids or future) I value more on the process now 😌
As long as we have experienced it.. There's no more regret if we didnt make it at the end.. 😿 There's only sadness 😳
Btw the heartbreak is real hurt.. I still cant forget the feeling.. and I tear automatically every time I thought of that moment. or when I sing the song 'Remember when' while driving to office (That's the song playing at the breakup day) 🙈
I wish I would not experience this anymore.. But life always throw lemon at us..so no choice but just deal with it accordingly.. 😿
So.. 1 sentence to describe my current situation? 'Live like there's no tomorrow'.. Try my best to nurture our small ship (relation) and hope it grow up stronger 🙃
They once said relationship will get stronger if u hv experienced breakup.. but there's another saying as well which is those who broke up will still breakup at the end.. 😳 I think it really depends on fate then.. 😿
Lets hope for the best 😏
From 🐻
