English !

Today was the English paper, I do not put too much hope on it because I knew that my coursework mark was quite low ">___<" Moreover, many seniors said that get A for english in TARC is nearly impossible LOLs If can get B+ should be happy already xDD Back to morning 1st xD Today woke up at 8am, and I sms you xDD But you were sleeping, so I sleep back xDD I woke up again at 9am, then I went for online ! LOLs I was thinking about you, scared that you still unhappy ">___<" I do not have the mood to study @__@ I thought about the incident yesterday, you were unhappy because I do not want to sleep ">___<" Honestly, yesterday I felt sad and regret because I made you emo ">___<" I nearly cried because you seems like don't want to reply my message LOLs (nearly only xDD) I do not know what you were thinking ">___<" Then you told me, you emo because I don't wanna sleep LOLs So I faster off my laptop xDD After I off laptop, my mind was all about you, but I take out my book and read ! LOLs (don't angry ah...) I not don't want listen to you, but maybe as you said, I really care about my result ">___<" So, I read generally for 10 minutes, then I went to sleep ! That time I really sleep xDD No cheating..just late a bit xDD But I still feel sad, I scared you still emo ">___<" So, today when I met you in library, I kept on asking you whether you have anything to say LOLs You said nothing, and then we kept quiet for more than 20 minutes, to study the English Grammar. I can't focus on what I read, but I kept looking at you LOLs At last I cannot stand for it anymore, I asked you to go out with me xDD So, we went to the old place ! LOLs There was no people, so I asked you. I felt that I like to ask you questions, am I annoying? xDD I think so ... LOLs You said you were okay already. You said that you 've made me do many things that I usually didn't do LOLs You scared I will stress? or fed up? But I don't think so xD I felt that I'm lucky because there's a people who concern about me, I do not feel annoying or fed up. I even feel that it's sweet xDD I'm willing to change better, maybe because of you, but without being force ! I'm sad because you were sad, not because of you force me to do things that I usually didn't do! Please be clear about that xDD Actually I'm just a normal girl, not too bad or good... Maybe before I like to sleep late and don't eat is because of no one care about me xDD So I want to get attention from you LOLs This is what called "Menarik perhatian orang lain" xDD So, if I changed better means I just go back to normal, not really changed alot xDD I hope you won't be unhappy ">___<" Don't ever make yourself sad ... You said I've make you like you were so "ba dao" LOLs But that's what I like xDD As long as it's not too over, everything will be fine ^^ After talked with you in old place, you become more happy xDD Sorry that I keep on "tuk" you, I know I'm so naughty, but that's the way I get attention from you ! LOLs It sounds funny right? xDD If we just talk and did nothing, it will be very boring xDD We went to sport complex when it's around 1.45pm xDD We 're in good mood already thanks god ^^ Hope that all the unhappy things gone faster and never come xDD We sat side by side today in the exam hall, I was so happy because you were beside me ^^ So, when I answer the question, I'm full of energy and spirit xDD I even smiled when I wrote the essay halfway, because of thinking about you ! LOLs Lucky there was no people looking at me, if not they might think that I'm insane xDD After finish exam, I don't want to back hostel, I want to have more time with you ">___<" So, we went for a walk and bought Teh Tarik at the machine outside library xDD We planned to go canteen 1 and eat, but the canteen 1 was closed. Too bad, so we found another place and sat down, near canteen 1. xDD Then, we talked about nonsense again. Everyday we are talking nonsense, but I'm happy about it xDD  That's why I said I enjoy the every moment with you, even just few hours ">___<" Finally it was 6pm++ and I have to back hostel, because my family sure looking for me at the moment. As what I expected, my sister get angry because I did not told her where I've gone xDD Luckily my mum didn't scold me, she just asked why I didn't answer her call. I told her I didn't bring hp to college because of exam xDD Then she didn't ask much... but my sister was quite angry, because she get scold by my mum LOLs Sorry lah xDD Next time I will tell her LOLs Woots, that's all for today. I'm relax now because the subjects that I worried are over xDD The coming 3 subjects which is IT, Pre Calculus and PCD are not as scary as the HE and English xDD Hope that 3 of them will be easy xDD Sem break is coming, I'm not really happy because I can't meet you during sem break ">____<" We have to wait sem 2, hope you won't forget me xDD