Life

Life is always unusual, things gonna be repeat. But I do not want it to repeat anymore ! Although it will...">___<" Okay, what's the main point today? It's about us again xDD I'm afraid that something might be happen, just like last time. Although you keep say that everything will be fine, both of us scare we will lost each other ">__<" It's a sad day today, I really felt that I'm useless, I can't do anything for you... I hope that I'm like other girls, can do whatever they want, without caring what others think. So that we will not suffer like now. You were sad because I blame myself, you said that it's not my fault. I felt more sad about that T______T Why am I not 21 right now? Why I have to scare? I hate it ! I really don't want to repeat it anymore, it's really hurt. I do not want to be separate just because of this stupid reason ! I hope we can last long T___T NO, NOT HOPE, I really want to last long with you ! I'm serious.. I knew that you're serious too, that's why I'm more sad... I scare if we really separate, you will be deeply hurt ">_________<" I don't want it to be happen T____T You're my Mr Right, I don't want to find another when I'm 21... Perhaps people may think that this is just temporary love, but I don't think so. As I said, I'm really serious. I never ever being so serious on this kind of thing. Whoever I liked before is just illusion, to make my life not so boring. You're different, I want you not to fulfill my boring life, but to grow together, play together, eat together, happy together, and of course sad together ! So, I do not want that stupid thing to be happen ! Unfortunately, I know it may be happen...So, what can we do? ">__<" I can't imagine that... But as you said, everything will be fine. T_____T I really hope that everything will be fine T__T God bless us ... Please don't let it happen until we are 90+ ... xDD Just now you worried that I'm still sad, I'm really sad but I do not want to make you sad with me, I do not want you to tired...Because you're going to drive car later...Don't let yourself get hurt, I can't help you if you need blood ">__<" We talked about blood type just now.. You said you are O type, but I'm A... I'm not happy because I cannot donate blood to you in case there is an emergency. ">___<" But you said you can help me whenever I need, it's so touching ">__<" But I hope both of us are healthy always, no matter we are together or not.. Okay, don't think about sad thing xDD Let's be happy... xDD It's 4.20am right now, I'm gonna meet you at 9am..Woots, isn't it fast? xDD As I said, I will turn to happy whenever I meet you LOLs Just like last few days, I was unhappy. But after you came and talked me, I turn to happy immediately xDD See, you're so powerful... That's why the first post I said that God had given me a big present after it taken away the guy. xDD I really appreciate the "present" xDD You're the greatest present among 18 years of my life ! I'm glad that I knew you xDD Because it's not easy for people to get to know each other, it has to be at the best time, best moment, and also the best environment. xDD Okay, that's what my heart told me today, hope that you'll be happy after reading this post xDD I will trust you, everything will be fine ^^ Final exam will be start on wednesday, let's work hard together xDD Our future are full of happiness xDD