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Today is a normal day, things go smoothly. Tomorrow is my IT paper, but yet I'm still in chapter 4 LOLs IT consists of 10 chapters, which have lots of theories and definitions to be memorized ">___<" It's 11.53pm right now and I'm still in chapter 4? LOLs I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight, at least, until tomorrow. I know you will be worry about me ">___<" So sorry that I have to do so, maybe I care about my result more than my health ">___<" Please don't be unhappy because of worry me ">__<" I swear I will take care myself after this ! I really don't want you to be unhappy, although you always say you're nothing. Hope you're really nothing ! Just now I told you the story, and you seems like got many question. I admit all of these really happen too sudden, but it's so real. I immediately liked you after him? It sounds weird right? It's like I treat you like a replacement. Although you say you didn't think so, but I know you're full of questions in your mind.. Why I like you? How I can forget him so fast? How come a girl can accept another boy in a short time, especially after being hurt lols... Honestly, I didn't think about these questions before... until just now you asked... Then only I realize, it's really too fast. It's just in 2 weeks time ">____<" As I said, I didn't think about these questions, I can't answer you if you really ask me in real life. But it doesn't mean that I'm not real.. Let's back to 3 months ago, when I first noticed you this guy, you're just a normal guy to me that time, as any others. We had our PCD class, and the lecturer called the name from the name list to mark attendance. We do not know each other in class, that's why I keep on turn to behind, to see who is the name called. But all the lecturer call the name so fast, I always missed up your name. Maybe your name are too infront, so I can't recognize which 1 is you. But this problem was settled after few weeks. I started to know which name is which guy. Sometimes I even turn to back and see you guys, then tell out the name of you all 1 by 1 silently. All of you seems nice, I tried to pay attention to each of you and tried to understand you all. After 1 months, we're getting closer and have chat too. I even follow you all to TBR and eat. But I still not close with you. Maybe it's because you always stick with the few guys, and I have no chance to mix with you all. I just mix with W.J and K.V all the time, even assignment we're in same group. Time passed so fast, I've already added you all in my fb, I even go stalk each of you xD Then, I knew who is single and who is not available LOLs Am I so 38? xD I think so... When I first see your profile in fb, you're writing about the PCD test, you said you were so careless. I feel interested on you, because I think you might be pro in PCD too. I like guys that have same interest with me, although there are 188 people taking this course, but you're in same class with me, and you writing about that in your status.. So I look forward into your profile xDD I found that you were so famous xDD Because there are many girls reply to your wall post.. Then I go and see your pictures.. Your life is so wonderful xD full of friends and happiness... There are many girls who like to take picture with you too... Woots...that time I was quite envy about that... You seems like so nice and optimistic. It's too far for me, I think. xD I even think that you're just dream LOLs I scroll down your wall post, and I found that you wrote many things about love, I felt weird because your status was single. But when people reply your wall post, you said it's not about love. I felt more weird, it's really about love but you denied it LOLs After that only I knew that you used to have a gf, but she broke with you without a good reason, this make you sad for 4 months? I think so.. I feel not happy about that, you are such a good guy and she can broke with you ! ">___<" Anyway, I can't do anything at that time, because I think that you're too far for me xDD Why I think so? Maybe it's because there is no one will like me, I'm not pretty or have slim body? xD So I dare not to think about it, I just admire silently. Moreover, I feel that your EX is quite pretty, she's thin and small size somemore, which suit you ! Although you said she was not really pretty, but I feel she is better than me, at least. ">___<" So, after that I just forget about you. But sometimes I will look at you, while in class. xDD I like to see handsome guy, this is girl's nature. Your look make me feel that you're really good, perhaps a steady guy. When comes to English Role Play, you're in same group with me, I felt not so stress because you are friendly, and kind. If I was group with JR or those who very pro in english, I will be very stressed.. because I can't speak well in english ! That's the 1st time we have real communication? I think so... Before I didn't talk with you much, but just stalk you xDD Now I have chance, woots, I feel quite happy about it. We decide to find the contents and points for our topic, to prepared for the Role Play Test. Then when I online at night, I saw you were online ! But I didn't find you to chat.. xD But you message me, you asked me whether albert einstein a prominent and influential leader....I felt so happy because you talk to me ! LOLs I say I scared my role play will fail...because I didn't speak much English. You comforted me, and give me support xDD You asked me to try my best... Again, I feel you're quite nice. I like you as friend.. xDD That's our first chat .. in 26th June.. (don't get shocked, I found in fb message xDD) After that, we have a long time didn't chat in fb... xD But got 1 day in Badminton coco day, I was not feeling well. You came and ask me whether I'm okay or not. Woots .. You are so caring... I think you might be treat others the same too xDD First time have a guy care about me, before I know the guy. xDD I was quite happy, although my stomach was pain like hell that day. After that, I've went back to bentong and I 've a gathering with my old friends. One of my friends said that her like one was in same college with me, taking IT related course also. That time our PCD test is just over, so I asked my friend to ask the guy, whether he can do well in the test. Then, I say I'm quite interested in PCD and I've done my assignment 2. The guy say want me to teach him PCD, I felt weird. But my friend say she is okay with it. So, after I back to college, I go and meet him to teach him PCD. The story was begin like that... During that 2 weeks many thing was happened... The second time you chat with me in fb was at 17 July, you asked me about Assignment 2. I said my flowchart was 25 pages and you were shocked LOLs I said I'm mad, but you think I'm pro. LOLs You even interest in my source code, because I've used 11 pages to do it.. But at last your assignment 2 was better than me right? xDD So, I'm not really pro xDD Then we chat about other things, you asked me whether I got go gai gai with friends. I say only with girls... LOLs You feel weird and you asked more, I say my family was so terrible. They over concerned about me... xDD So we chat and chat, I told you about the things between me and the guy...and you said you have gf before but break... So, that time we 2 also agreed that too early pakto is not good xDD And should wait until we work only think. The day we chat for the longest among few months in college xDD Then, after few days, bad thing happened. I told you about that. But you cheer me up, I appreciated it so much ">___<" You asked me not to think so much, there's still many guy out there xDD Although the few days I still feel sad, but you've cheer me up. I was wondering, why would you treat me so good ? Then, 1 friday I went to school, to find the advisor, you finished BM class but you didn't back home. Instead, you've followed us go to SAS block, then we've went to CITC for studying. Woots, I felt you did that because you want to stay with me? maybe I felt wrongly xDD Then, the Cxx started to stick with me, and I feel worry. That day onwards, you started to protect me xDD I felt so happy about that, so I stick with you all the time, to avoid the cxx.. Maybe it's really because of him, then I started to like you.. You give me "an quan gan" xDD And you care about me... I like you because of this... Another week we went to CITC to study, but actually we're not studying.. Instead, we chat in notepad ! LOLs .. I talk about the guy.. you seems like not happy because he touched me before...">___<" Are you jealous? I'm not sure...After that, I started to become closer and closer with you.. Ofcourse, I like you more... xDD I'm smiling everyday...No matter you are infront of me or chat with me in msn...I'm smiling xDD You've gave me the feel that I didn't have before...Maybe..the feel of love? We've more conversation in fb...xD I told you that I got something to tell you, but I said I cant tell you until I graduate... LOLs By that time I think you already know what I'm going to tell right? Maybe you also like me at that time xDD It's 9/8 i think, I cant stand for it...I finally tell out.. LOLs I said "maybe we like each other, but nothing we can do" You felt so excited LOLs You also said you like me...Woots..We like each other...xDD It was the biggest happy news that I heard in my life xDD Actually what is the purpose of this post? I just want to tell you that my love for you is not come in sudden...it is slowly developed...by many issues...Ofcourse it might related to the guy...but it is also related to many other factors, such as your caring,the cxx, our classmate...and YOU yourself...I'm deeply impressed by you ! The second guy in my life...but the 1st guy who Love me also while I love him... Moreover, I know you earlier than the guy, at least 2 months..Although we are not close in that 2 months, but at least I understand you more  than him xDD So, don't think so much... I really love you...Ang Kian Leong xDD