Trip xD

Woots..last night I didn't sleep xD And I stay until 5am to bath..xD..I even drove car for more than 3 hours...LOLs I'm pro right? xDD Back to morning...I take a shower at 5am because they said have to go out at 6am...But all of them do not wake up LOLs...I keep call my dad, he just respond with some unknown words and sleep back = = LoLs..No choice, I open my laptop and online again xDD Finally, they woke up at 7am LOLs...They started to pack their things xDD Then, we start our journey at 8am @__@ Why from 6am delay until 8am? LOLs Whatever xDD We stopped at Batang kali to have our breakfast xDD I've ordered a fried kuew tiao ! It contains prawn and some "yu bing" inside... I look at the prawn, felt want to eat it LOLs That's abnormal right? LOLs Because I always throw it to my mum when I see any seafood xDD This time it's different ! I took the prawn and think...Should I eat or not? xDD Of course I think about you.. Opps...I started to bite the prawn LOLs...It do not have any strange smell..So I continued bite the rest of it xDDD My mum and my sister was shocked LOLs...They felt excited because I ate prawn LOLs The first time, being volunteer to eat xDD Then, my mum said "is it KL asked you to eat?" LOLs My sister said "of course is him xD" Then, my mum felt happy...She even suggest next time bring you along to eat seafood together = = It's too over right? LOLs...Whatever xDD I said your dad like to eat fish xDD Then my dad seems like a bit jealous...He said "dai wo lo...people's dad like to eat then you eat, we ask you eat anyhow also don't want to eat" LOLs Why am I so brave today? I'm not sure also...xDD Maybe this is what called "power of love"? xDD Opps...I think I'm mad xDD Because I ate seafood! LOLs It's impossible for me to eat seafood among 18 years of my life (I mean being volunteer to eat) xDD But you're the one, the only one who can make me to do so, not even my family can do so xDD See, you're so pro xDD (Smile? xD) As I said, I'm serious on you...That's why I will do so xDD Because I really hope to have future with you! (opps..too sweet xD) I want to go your house and have dinner with your family xD (Not so early xD) But I hope I will be able to eat fish at that time LOLs...So that you do not have to ask your mum to cook this or not to cook this xDD Just let it be..I just want you to be as usual, not change too much because of me xDD Opps...talk too far away...Let's back to my trip..xD After eating breakfast, we've a long journey again, heading to taiping xDD Why go for taiping? Because my dad bought a new car, he wants to go the temple and look for some luck? Not sure about it...xD He had bought a 四面佛 to be seated on the car...He said the 佛 can protect us when we drive o.O Actually what my family believe in? I'm not sure LOLs My parents used to be christian, but now they didn't go to church...They even go to temple to pray sometimes...What about me and my brother sister? LOLs We get influenced by our parents when we were child...So, we go church as well xDD But as we grow up, we didn't go to church anymore LOLs...So, what we are actually? My house have all kinds of different 神 somemore...">___<" But I think all the religious are same actually...they teach us to be good xDD As long as we're good, it doesn't really matter what religious we are xDD Just don't learn to be bad ^^ But I believe in Jesus...Sometimes I will pray too xDD Although I didn't go to church, but God still lives in my heart xDD And you too ^^ (happy? xD) Hope that God bless both of us xDD So, we will have a bright future ... xDD Opps...Why I always relate to so far away...= = Go back LOLs...After taiping, we went to find our grandma xDD She stay in my grandpa's sister's house LOLs...We take long time to look for the house xDD But finally we managed to met my grandma xDD She ask us to stay in the house for 1 night, my mum agreed but my dad do not agree LOLs...So, they decided not to stay overnight and straight back to bentong = = So..what's for we bring all the clothes? LOLs But it's okay also xDD At least I can back earlier and chat with you ^^ Somemore I'm quite tired too, because I didn't sleep last night ! LOLs And I keep on driving just now xDD Now back to own house sure will be more comfort xDD It's 5am already! LOLs I think I have to sleep..">___<" Anyway...I still love you as usual xDD Good night, KL ^^

Perak ">__<"

Today was another boring day...things go as usual xD Woke up at 12pm today, but didn't go out because my mum says she want to cook xDD When I woke up, she already finish cooking ">___<" Woots, it's my favorite fried chicken..xDD Of course, she also cooked vegetables..xDD Why no fish? or seafood? ">___<" She knew I didn't eat xD But I think I have to start learn how to eat fish and seafood xDD for you xDD It's not kidding! I really think of eating fish! xDD I'm improved because I didn't even think of it before LOLs..Hope that after 1 or 2 year, I can go to your house have a nice dinner with your family xDD Opps..I think too far away...">___<" No choice, I'm serious on you..That's why I will think that far xDD (happy? xD) Why I wrote so much and nothing was related to the title? LOLs Okay...let's relate it...xDD I will be going to perak tomorrow, with my beloved family xDD (Hope that the next time will be you xD) Yes, 2 days 1 night xD But I don't feel any happiness ">___<" I think what I will do is...keep on thinking about you xD or see my hp for incoming message? LOLs It sounds mad xDD But that's what I did everyday LOLs...(after I liked you xD) Today I'm a bit bad xD Because I do not sms you at first..I wait you to find me LOLs (bad right? xDD) Maybe I want to know whether you miss me or not xDD Then, I online for a while and I off my laptop...xDD I went to sleep at 4pm LOLs...Because I don't know what to do...and my parents went to kl to fetch my sister already...xD My house only left me and my brother ">___<" He was watching anime at that time xDD So, I told him I went to sleep..Then I took Bui Bui with me and went in my room LOLs...He also felt weird because I didn't sleep at evening usually xDD Don't care...I really go and sleep LOLs...After few hours, I heard my mum's sound xD She back from kl with my sister and dad xDD It's 8pm++ xD She was excited, because I slept LOLs...She asked me whether I'm sick or not = = .... Must be sick only can sleep? xDD Maybe normally I'm too pro..no need to sleep for so much xDD When I woke up, I quickly grab my hp xD Woots...I saw 2 incoming message ^^ .. I thought that you won't find me..But you did sms me xDD I felt so happy...You even worry about me LOLs Sorry ah...I not mean to let u worry xD Next time I will inform you before I sleep xDD Now I knew you really care about me xDD Keep on ah ^^ until we become grandma or grandpa LOLs...Opps..I think too far again xDD But this is really what I want ^^ Woots..It's 3.56am right now...5am I'm going to bath xD 6am we will be starting our journey to perak ">___<" I cannot chat with you tomorrow ">___<" But don't worry, I will miss you as much as possible xDD Just now you were tired, and you don't want to sleep ">___<" It's not good for health you know? xD (how about myself? LOLs) Actually I'm okay...you can sleep earlier...Don't make yourself tired because of me xDD I prefer you are healthy and happy xDD You said you and your friends might be come to Bentong when next semester break...xDD Welcome xDD That time our relationship should be 6 months already LOLs..And should be stable xDD But you said you prefer 1 year LOLs...It's true also xDD Next year 9th August will be our 1 year anniversary LOLs...Hope that we can make it for every year ^^ (opps..it's too sweet xD) Okay, stop it..Back to reality..xD So what? I still love you as what I think LOLs...Hope you are same too xDD It 4.05am right now...I think I have to go and pack my clothes now xDD Good Night, my boy xD

Opps..xD

Why people are becoming more relax and I'm becoming more gan jiong? xDD You passed your life normally, without any big feeling (I just guess xD) But I've gone mad soon LOLs I can't stop think about you ">___<" Is that what I want? xD Today I already tried not to find you xDD But my hand cannot stay, it must go and sms you xDD Or maybe this is just starting? After few months I will back to normal? xDD Then, what does it means? No more feel? ">___<" Hope it won't be happen xDD But I think I will be different from others...Initially I also think that I might be no feel to you after some days (don't sad ah xD) But after few weeks already, my feel didn't fade away....Instead, it become stronger....@__@ Don't tell me starting is like that LOLs...I've liked you for more than 2 months already ! xD (smile? xD) Or maybe we can't meet now? So I will miss you mucher? xD whatever....I just know that I love you at this moment, and it won't be change easily until something happen xD What's the something? xD maybe when you no feel? xD...I found out that whenever also I can think about you LOLs....Actually last night I'm quite sad xD I think I cried...why? I also not sure about it...xD maybe I think that you didn't like me as what I thought? xD or I think too much? xD So, today I asked you whether really like me ... lols... You replied so serious xD I never mean that you are play play...xD (don't emo ah..xD) I just wonder how you liked me? Because I'm good? ">___<" or because I liked you..then only you like me? @__@ or you didn't think about that, but just want to comfort me when I was sad? xD All of these nonsense surround in my mind yesterday lols....I felt that I'm too over...">___<" But I never mean that you didn't like me...just how? (I know that there may be no reason..xD) Why I asked the same question as you? LOLs ...that time you also asked me why I liked you...you felt that you are replacement..@__@ I also can't answer you right? Maybe we like each other for no reason xDD...It sounds funny right? This is what called human..xD unpredictable and undiscoverable LOLs...Each of us are unique and special xD Rather than thinking you like or not..I think I should think on how to make you like me xDD Am I right? xDD Okay, I will work hard on it...I won't think too much and make myself unhappy xD...Hope you will be the same too haha...I thought that you will forget to view my blog...because I do not mention about blog today...xD who knows...when I said I got to off laptop, you asked me why my blog post was so short LOLs...Suddenly. I felt quite happy xDD...Someone stalk me LOLs...But I like xDD...So, what's the conclusion for today? I'm in good mood...xD because of you xD (happy? xD) By the way...my sister is coming back tomorrow...I'm thinking where am I going to write blog LOLs....she sleep beside me xD...But never mind...as long as I want to write...nothing is impossible right? xD I hope I can maintain our relationship as well ~ There's only want or don't want...not possible or impossible xDD Let's work hard on it...Love you, my Boy xD...(don't act don't know ah xD) Good night xD...

Movies xD

Since I have 3 weeks holiday..I should fully utilize it right? xD So, today I copied some movies and drama from my brother...LOLs...Firstly, I can fulfill my boring time with those movies xDD The second reason should be...I can "learn" to watch different type of movies..So that next time I might have more topics to chat with you? LOLs It sounds funny right? xDD I don't know what type of movie you like to watch..maybe those action movie? or crime o.O Don't care...xDD I will watch all of it xDD Just now I watched Final Destination 1 & 2..It's quite exciting LOLs...Although some parts of the movie are quite disgusting, but never mind xD I'm not afraid of it...I think "Saw" will be even more horrible xDD But watching movie alone is not fun, I prefer that you watch with me xDD I think too much LOLs..It's not possible right now ">____<" What I've done today? xDD Nothing much special..xD Woke up at 12pm++ ... And I saw your message xDD I'm happy each time you send me a message ^^ It indicates that you do not forget about me xDD Maybe you miss me? LOLs...This is what called "Narcissism" xDD (from google translate LOL) Opps..Why I always relate all the things to you? LOLs..Stop it..xD back to my life...xDD After wake up from bed, I opened laptop and online as usual xDD Meanwhile, I sms with you LOLs Then my mum cook me a bowl of maggie xDD It's quite spicy ">___<" I can't finish it xDD So, she ask me to leave it there LOLs Isn't it wasting? ">___<" If you were here, I will sure be finishing it xDD After that, I got nothing to do...No choice, my life is sooo boring..LOLs Then, I started to watch Final destination 1 xD..Woots..2 hours passed...it's 6pm...So, we went out for dinner xDD My mum say let my brother drive the car, because I'm already expert LOLs...We went to the same restaurant where we ate yesterday o.O And have a nice meal xDD It's quite full ">___<" I think I can gain weight soon LOLs...Have to control myself xDD Then, we went to The Store again LOLs...Everyday going the same place, doing the same thing, with the same people, for 18 yrs...">___<" It cannot say to be boring, because they are my family xDD Next time we may be like that too, I cannot say boring too right? xDD Opps..think far away again...">___<" Stop it ! Then, we back home at around 8pm...continue to Final destination 2 LOLs...Not bad also, although got a bit 18sx content xDD You said you going out yam cha with friends xD Hope you can enjoy ^^ I finished the movie at around 10pm, I got nothing to do LOLs..I opened Maple and train for awhile...woots..I level up to 74 xDD 1 more level to go then I can equip 2 items xDD But I don't want to continue, because it's quite boring @__@ (Maybe I've play it for 6 years+ ?? xD) Then, I off Maple and proceed to fb xDD Looking at fb, I got nothing to do...xD Time passes slowly, especially when miss somebody LOLs...I wait and wait, but you still haven't online xDD I worry about you, then I sms you xD (I'm annoying right? ">___<") You replied me and said you are in cc xDD After make sure you're fine, then I continue my previous action xDD Look at my screen ~ OMG, I fall asleep xDD When I woke up, it's already 1am + xDD Then you said you coming back..^^ Thanks God you safe home xDD I know you're quite tired, but you still online...to chat with me ">___<" You're so good lols...Maybe I'm too free xDD I should have use my time to do other things instead of wait and wait? ">___<" Okay, I think I will change xDD If you're tired next time, you can straight go to sleep ^^ Don't make yourself too suffer ">___<" Tomorrow start I will start to use my time wisely xDD I have many things want to do actually xDD I want to revise the maths thingy..for sem 2's Calculus and Algebra...And learn more about C++ xDDD Or maybe learn some new technology? LOLs Maybe I will discover more on my Android handphone also xDD These are what I always do before, when I'm alone ">___<" So, I will back to my normal life soon xDDD You have your life and I have my life too xDD I should not always tie you up to chat with me right?(Although we are xxxxxx xD) xDD If not you will feel hard to breathe haha...But don't worry..It doesn't mean that I not care about you! I just don't want to make you feel too stress xD And also not make myself so gan jiong xDD I think I'm already too over LOLs.. Must back to normal's Carol xDD.. Again, nothing gonna change my love for you xDD Hmmm...I think that's all for today xDD Good night, KL..^^

Blog in HP xD

Woots...why blog in hp? It's because my parents are beside me.. Impossible I write about you and let them see right? xDD So I decided to write via application in my Xperia Mini xDD But I think it is harder because the keypad is not as big as my keyboard LOLS..But never mind...I promised you I will write at least 1 post a day xDD I don't want to break promise...xD Just now you asked me to see an article..It wrote about love ... They say many people's love will be fade after 3 month..~_~ I hope mine will not be the same...I know it's not easy to maintain a relationship...but I will try my very best to maintain it well, until we marry xD Honestly, I really want you to be my future husband..it's not secret anymore because I want to tell you loudly LOLs...xD Again, nothing gonna change my love for you ! I know talk is useless, so I will use my action to proof it ... since action speaks louder than words xD Maybe you will think that what I say now is just for temporary...But I still want to say xDD because you're mine xD please don't ever try to run away from me xDD If people who don't know us see my blog will be thinking 'a girl chasing a boy' xD Maybe I'm mad XD I did not do this to any other guys before..I mean talking about these 肉麻 words...that is not my style right? LOLs...But you're the only one that made me to do so...See..you influenced me so much xD (happy? xD) haha...I wish you can be happy everyday...I like to see your smile...I scare to see you sad @_@ Because I will be sad too ... I think you think the same right? xD It's hard for 2 people to love each other at same time..So..we should appreciate it well xD and maintain it well xD..Hope that we can pass this 4 years peacefully....xD after that...nothing can stop us xD opps...I think I wrote too much about this LOL I should write about what happened today right? xD LOL...okay...Actually today is nothing...I go out with my mum as usual...miss you as usual xD I think about you anytime any moment LOLs...it's quite serious I think xD...no choice...the God gave me this big present...I can't don't miss him xDD...We went to office to take newspaper ... then bought Nasi Lemak to eat...xD opps....modem is switched off...How am I going to post this thing? LOLs...have to use DiGi's data to online le @_@ Never mind...It's worth xDD (<--- mad xD) Okay...it's 4a.m. right now...let's stop xD Good night, my future husband xD

Secret..xD

Woots...Just learnt to encrypt text xDD Now try xD

Click to see Secret xD

The password you guess yourself ba xDD

Holiday xD

Today is the first day of my semester break xDD I woke up at around 9.30am, but not by myself, my mum asked me to wake LOLs Then, I go out with my mum by car, the Proton Wira that I drove for 1 year xDD I love to drive car, especially when drive at highway, with high speed xDD But it's just applicable to Auto Gear's car LOL...I can't drive Manual type, or else I might end up stop at halfway of the road xDD Because I cannot control the clutch well, maybe 1 year didn't drive manual car ">___<" That day you let me to try your kancil, I make it keep on trembling LOLs You sure thinking whether I really know drive car or not LOLs Okay, stop about car xDD We went to town as usual, found a parking..then, we went to the office to take a piece newspaper, the Sin Chew Daily News xDD This is what we always did before I come to college xDD I always fetch her go out to take newspaper (free of charge because she is reporter) and then walk around to find news xDD Of course, we will look for restaurant to take our breakfast too xDD (Don't worry about me in hometown xDD) I will definitely become fat after this 3 weeks ">___<" We ate Mee Curry today xDD As usual, my nose become itchy LOLs But never mind, I like to eat xDD I managed to finish all the things inside the Mee Curry today ! You know why? Because there's no seafood inside ">____<" LOLs I hope I will learn to eat all the seafood after some day xDD (Say only jek ~_~) Anyway, I will try my best to be a good girl ! (+fren) LOLs Today my mum and I keep talk about you...I felt that she is quite interested on you..xDD Maybe she think that you can be my future XXX ? xDD Hope that she really think so, maybe now she's happy because there's a person who can take care her daughter? XD I thought that she will not allow me to be close to boys...But now she seems like okay with it xDD Maybe I said you are good guy and gentlemen? xDD By the way, you are really gentlemen and caring (don't laugh ah xDD) She kept on asking me about your thing, your personality, your family and many things that related to you and me LOLs...But I didn't mention about our relationship xDD Maybe after 4 years I will tell her, with confidence xDD She still said "Next time you go out with him you must tell your sister ah..xD" What does this mean? She allow us to go out right? LOLs I'm quite excited actually xDD Okay..Stop..Back to Mee Curry LOLs (How come I talk so far away? = = ) After finish it, we went to the office again, her colleague says "Wah Carol, you become thinner each time I see you !" xDD I think so too, I want to be more thin ">___<" to suit you... So I should not eat too much right? ^^ Then, we went to another part of the town, there are few rows of new shops had been opened... The world is changing every second, Bentong had definitely changed after 11 years xD Be it the outlook or the peoples...But it still have the "kampung" feel LOLs Maybe all the teens and adult had moved to City and left the Old peoples here? I think so...xD Because we are the one who moved to City, to study or to work...When I was 7 years old, my dad brought the whole family to Bentong, because his boss ask him to work here. I felt so unhappy, because we are moving here and there always, making me to meet and lost my friends = = Yes, we do not have a stable house for many years LOLs..Even when came to Bentong, we still renting other people house..LOLs...I think we've changed 5 houses in Bentong LOLs...It sounds funny right? Some of my friends do not even change their house before xDD Until I'm 11 years old, then we have a house, even it is a "flat"..But I feel happy too...Because we do not have to move again..we have a stable house xDD That's what I want ! I want a stable life, not an exciting life, or life that have many many problems xDD After moving to Bentong, I'm a stranger to all the others @__@ I felt I can't mixed with them LOLs They can speak cantonese but I can't...they like things that I not really like xDD But it's okay after few years...I can mixed with many friends xDD I even changed 4 secondary school in Bentong LOLs That's why I knew many peoples ">___<" You said that I knew many "boys" ... It's all because of internet xDD After we moved to the new house, finally we can install telephone in our house, and also Streamyx xDD So I started to get in touch with all the internet things xDD I knew many friends via ICQ, Online Games, and also Friendster? xDD But mostly are boys..because I don't really like to talk with girls xDD They are sometimes hard to guess and small gas LOL (saying myself? LOLs) Boys are more simple and nicer, just like you xDD That's why I have so many male friends ">___<" But don't worry, they are just friends, I do not really care much about them, I just care about you ">__<" Before we get close to each other, I didn't care anyone...although I had a person that I liked, but I do not talk much with him, I just can stalk him via fb xDD So I do not have the chance to care about him xDD Now it's different, we are in same class, and might be together for 4 years...I have many chances to get in touch with you ! LOLs So, I will try my very best to let you happy all the time xD I don't want to hurt you like what she did to you ">___<" It's too bad..I will be a good girl xDD (opps...+friend) LOLs Hmmm...I think the post is quite long already...xDD Stop it here xDD Good night, my future "xxxxxxx" xD

Programming xD

Yes, today was my last paper, the main subject of my course, PCD xDD I'm very interested on it, that's why I do not worry much about it...xDD Although I felt it's quite easy, but I still studied it from beginning until the end, to make sure I fully mastered it ! LOLs This is what called Perfectionist? xDD Exactly! Initially I planned not to sleep until exam, but I felt I was really tired when it's 6am, so I kept all my notes and went to bed xD It's also because of you, you asked me to sleep earlier xDD But I knew that if I slept then I sure will wake up late after that ">__<" As what I expected, I woke up at 9am++ LOLs This is my turn to be late @__@ When you called me, I was still blur blur...Then I saw your name LOLs I quickly jump from my bed after answering your call xD My alarm did not carry out its job again ! I'm gonna change it when sem 2 LOLs...After end call, I rush to wash and brush, then returned to my room and change cloth ">__<" After that, I quickly rush to library to meet you xDD When I reach, you already sitting there...Today you dabao breakfast for me LOLs I felt quite happy although I didn't eat some of the food inside ">___<" Sorry that I'm so choosy ">___<" I will try to be more better ! After eat, we went to library and revise PCD, but you seems like no mood...I kept on asking you...At last you said you worry about our future ">___<" You said you don't know my food taste...@__@ Actually I'm quite simple ">___<" I just like to eat chicken xDD Please don't make yourself unhappy because of me, if not I will be unhappy too T___T We went to CITC to meet our classmates at 12pm++...xD At there, we chat about something that are very sensitive LOLs...It's all because of me actually, I started all these xDD Maybe I'm curious? Not sure xDD But I just chat with you about these and not other guys LOLs (happy? xDD) It's 1.30pm and we moved to block H to prepare for going into exam room...xD I started to panic, I kept on studied those theories and definitions..LOLs I afraid that it will be coming out like past year...Unfortunately, whatever I studied didn't even appear in the exam paper today LOLs ... I'm quite fed up because I used almost 3 to 4 hours to copy down all the definitions at midnight T_____T But luckily the paper was quite easy, I manage to get my answer all correct xDD Although got a little bit careless...for example...the answer should be 35.0 but I wrote 35..LOLs...Hope that my marks will not gone ">____<" After finish the exam, I'm so relax but not so happy ">___<" Why? Because I'm going to leave you for 3 weeks after this...T___T We went to wangsa to have our "last" meal xDD Then, you fetched my sister and her friend back hostel...Again, I've let my family know about you xDD Hope that they can understand you more and we can have nice future ^^ I think I have to stop now xDD Because my mum will be waking up anytime and scold me LOLs...I'm not in the hostel xDD Good night, my beloved KL ^^ I will try my best to write a post everyday for you xDD

Last day..

">___<" Today is the last day to play with you..I mean, together with you face to face xDD After that, we have to separate for more than 3 weeks due to semester break..T___T I'm so sad with it..Going back bentong will be very boring without you by my side ">___<" but no choice, I have to back...because my mum miss me so much xDD I have to back home to accompany her as a daughter ! lols...Hope that after 3 weeks we are still the same, love each other and care each other...and after 3 years also (opps...is after 30 yrs..LOL) Sigh...I think too much right? lols...A relationship is not easy to maintain...">___<" Although with perseverance and determination..but I will work hard for it xDD I will try my very best to last long with you ^^ Hope you will be the same too xDD Okay, let's back to morning xD Today you slept late again, because of your phone alarm problem..This time I became clever xDD I did not go library first, I wake up at 9am+ and wait for you to wake up xDD I sms you twice and you didn't reply LOLs I know you sure sleeping xDD So, I decided to call you xDD After ring for few times, you picked up my call finally xD Then I make sure you are awake, and I ended the call xDD Luckily you didn't sleep back...If not I might spam calling you LOLs...After that, we met outside library, then we go and have our breakfast, for the first time xDD You thought that I don't want to eat, but it's not..As long as you are with me, I'm willing to do anything, and I'm volunteer ! xD Don't ever think that you forced me ">__<" I know you want me to eat is for my own good xD After that, we went to CITC..Actually the purpose of going CITC today is to teach K.S on PCD...Sorry that I 冷落 you (OMG chinese word ! No choice, I do not know the word in english LOL) You looks so boring ">___<" I know you came college is just for me...But instead I teach him PCD for so long...Sorry ">__<" Luckily I finished teaching him at 2pm...xD Then we went to KFC..But I didn't eat, just ordered drink xD Today I knew 2 things about you ! That is, you like to eat cheezy wedges and the crab meat? lols not sure what is that..But too bad I didn't eat both of them ">___<" Maybe I will learn to eat after some time xDD After finish KFC, it's just 3.30pm... We got no place to go, so you fetched me back hostel xDD But I feel hard to leave you, so I stay inside your car with you LOLs...We chat in your car until 6pm, from 4pm...It seems like quite long time, but I felt that all of it happen just in a while ">___<" Maybe that's what people says "happy time passed very fast" @___@ I hope that time can stop just now lols...But it didn't...Instead, it keep on running...">___<" I hate the feel, when I leave you T___T Moreover, this is the last day we play ! I 不甘愿 ! So, I keep on tuk you LOLs...I knew I'm childish xDD But that's the way I get to touch you ">___<" Why I like to tuk you? lols...Maybe I don't know what else we can do other than that...xD Maybe after 4 years we can do whatever we want xD including ...... LOLs (Think dirty xD I mean that LOL) Hmmm...it's time to start study now...Aim A for PCD..xDD I know you aim for A too xDD So, we work hard together ba ! ^^ Love You, KL xD

Pre-Calculus xD

Today was the Pre-Calculus examination xD Last night I've studied for quite a long time, but the questions come out in exam was far easier than what I studied..LOLs... Thanks God I know how to solve the questions, but I can't confirm I can get the answers all correct...xD Let's back to morning xDD I woke up at 8am..Because you said meet at library when 9am...xDD I sms you and you replied me with some alien words xDD I know you're still blur blur...sure sleeping xDD Don't care, I settle all the things and go out at 9am, hoping that you will wake up faster xDD When I reach liibrary, it's 9.05am. I sms you indicating that i reached, but you didn't reply..xD I standing outside library and wait, wait for you to reply (opps..wait for you to wake xDD) after 10 minutes, my hp got no incoming message...wait again..xDD half hour passed...I still can't see you turn up.. ">___<" I started to worry...I afraid that something might happened...">___<" 1 hour passed...The sky turns blue and start raining...raining heavily...I more worry about you...">___<" I pray that you're really sleeping and not happened any things LOLs... Finally you replied my sms, you said your alarm did not rang xDD I felt happy and did not angry about that..because you're fine xDD Then, I asked you not to rush and bring umbrella xDD After 1 hours and 44 minutes, you appear xDD You kept on saying sorry to me lols...Honestly, I really didn't angry...Instead, I worried xDD Then, we went into library and revise Pre-Calculus...xDD K.S, K.V and others didn't turn up, they said they went to CITC LOLs...So we had a 2 people world for the whole morning xDD For the 3 hours, we were kept doing revision, of course, we have chat also xDD It was 1.30 pm and we left library .. xD Then, we head to block H, you kept on studying the trigonometry that tough question...Too bad I didn't teach u earlier, if not u might get to solve it just now in exam ">___<" Sigh...Anyway, good luck on your PCD exam xDD I know you can do it very well ^^ We work hard together, to achieve our target xDD After finish exam, I do not want to back hostel so early.. Cause I want to have more time with you ">___<" We walk around college to find toilet LOLs...just for spending time xDD Then, we went canteen 2 to buy wafer xDD I'm not sure since when I started to become like this...do not want to leave you, or separate with you...But no choice we have to separate ">___<" (I mean you back your house and I back my hostel xD) Today I purposely don't ride my bicycle to college, because I do not want you to walk so far ">___<" So, we walk to the DK ABA...xD Whenever we have to separate, I felt so uncomfortable...But I do not know what to say LOLs It sounds funny right? Don't want to leave but don't know what to talk xDD So, I keep on talking nonsense xDD But finally I have to back... ">___<" So, I walk faster and do not look back, if not I might do something to you LOLs...(don't worry, not gonna kill you xDD) In conclusion, I can't control myself to miss you and think about you LOLs...This is what called "in love" ? xDD Anyways, the same sentence, I still hope that we can last long ! xDD You've stepped into my life, don't ever try to leave me LOLs

Emo

Yo..Today is the 1st time I being emotional..I'm not sure why I will be like that ">___<" Maybe I afraid that something might be happen? lols...Our semester break will be start on this friday, I'm getting sad and umcomfortable.. ">___<" Today we do not have any exam, but we go college for discussing Pre Calculus.. We went to CITC discussion room.. You came too xD I was happy to see you, sincerely.. ">__<" Today you talked less, I thought you were not happy, but you said you are tired o.O I knew that, because you slept late because of me ">___<" But I still getting emo...for no reason? LOLs We went to TBR for lunch at 1pm++ .. xDD I ordered "kuew tiao" and you order fried rice o.o Actually you know why I only order that? Maybe I scared others food got many things that I do not eat ">___<" Then I will be wasting food lols...Although "kuew tiao" inside also got something I do not eat @__@ I felt I'm really worst... T___T You're so simple and easy, I'm so choosy and mafan ">___<" I found that I quite care what you talk.. ">___<" Before I'm not so sensitive, but now I don't know why I become like that @__@ Whatever you talk I will be influenced ">___<" When you say your family like to eat Fish, I really think about it seriously.. I even think want to start eat fish..Although I hate fish definitely LOLs... Before whoever ask me to eat fish, I will ignore them...If they force me I will be angry LOLs...This time different, I do not reject ">___<" But I think I can't stand the smell of fish, maybe have to take some time to overcome it... You'll definitely say that I can't do it xDD But I will proof to you one day, although FISH is my biggest enemy in food. ">___<" Opps...I haven't mention why I'm emo ? ">___<" There are few reasons actually...Firstly should be worrying.. ">__<" I scared to lost you T____T Although you said you won't leave me so easily ">__<" But there might be other reason will cause it to be happen... I know I think too much ">__<" Forgive me about this...xD The second reason might be about my personality ">___<" I hate myself..After they joke about it only I realize I have many "que dian" lols... YES, I'm so "yim jim"...and many complaints ">___<" Unlike you, you're so simple and no complaints... ">___<" I felt that I'm not good ... Hope that I will improve myself ... If not as A.W.S said, whoever marry me will be pity lols... I not really care about what they say, but I really felt that I need to overcome those thing ">___<" The third reason should be about you.. ">__<" I do not know what you're thinking @__@ I scare you are not happy... ">___<" Whenever I talk I will think twice, I scared hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable... xDD That's why sometimes I reply you abit xDD and not much...wakakaka...don't angry ah...LOLs... I really care what you feel... I concern about you every moment ">___<" Just now I went to Jusco with my sister and her friends.. I was quiet all the time... My mind was full of you.. I was thinking, what will happen if I lost you LOLs... I even feel don't want to back bentong @___@ My sister also felt that I'm unusual today, because I do not speak xDD Until now, I'm still quiet LOLs...I don't know what is going on @___@ Hope that I will be okay soon ">___<"

IT Paper @_@

Yesterday was the 2nd day I didn't sleep...">__<" I knew it's not good, but no choice, I have to do so, for the sake of my result...I knew you'll worry about me, but don't make yourself sad xDD I studied from midnight 2 or 3am to morning 9am...Then I went for bath xDD Actually yesterday I studied nothing, all my mind was full of you LOLs I kept try and try to focus on the IT notes, but my hand and eyes do not listen to me LOLs... I kept on chatting with you, maybe make you cannot focus also? ">____<" If it is, then so sorry ">___<" I admit I was mad yesterday xDD I've wrote the longest post among my blog posts LOLs It's okay, I've gone back to normal now xDD Today will be shorter xDD Back to morning.. After I bath it's still 10am... So I try to studied abit xDD But I felt I'm really quite tired, so I fall asleep xDD Until you sms me, it's already 11am.. so I kept all the notes in bag and go to college xDD When I reach library, my eyes was half closed LOLs But I keep make it open xDD Then you reached, A.W.S and KV also there... We went into library and go to discussion room xD We saw K.S there, then we sat down near the table xDD We started to revise IT...But I can't concentrate, maybe you were beside me? xDD And the discussion room is too noisy, we can't even focus. So we went to outside, which is much more quiet...After going out, I  think we should can focus, but I kept on playing with you, and didn't study much LOLs When it's 1pm, I started to be panic LOLs..Because I'm still in chapter 6 ">___<" although I was studying for second time..xD Then, I really focus study right now xDD We went out from library when it's 1.30pm xDD Then we head to block H, the block where our exam conducted..xD I was holding the notes and studying all the way to block H LOLs Why so serious at last minute? XD I should be serious since last night right? ">___<" Finally, we reached the classroom, I stopped study xDD Then we went into the classroom and we sat side be side xDD I'm not so confident because I knew I did not study well for this few days LOLs But you're beside me, so I got the passion to do my best xDD We look into the questions, there is just 4 questions, but with many sub questions inside LOLs I turn to my right side and you're shaking your head ">___<" I also felt that the questions was so challenging... The examiner announced that we can start answer the question. So, I start to blow water xDD I admit I understand all the question needs, but I did forget some of the definitions and elaboration... ">___<" Then, I created my own theories for almost 40% of the questions LOLs...Hope that the lecturer who mark my answer sheet would not vomit ">__<" I was keep answering the questions and I turn to see you sometimes ... You seems like struggling with the question ">___<" I'm sad, because it might be my fault... I kept on playing and chatting with you since yesterday, make you cannot concentrate on your studies ">___<" When I finished answer all the questions, you were still writing ... ">___<" I scared you can't finish it, but luckily you can xDD God bless you, hope that your result will be okay... I would not play play with you next time ">___<" You were quite down after the exam, I do not know how to cheer you up.. ">___<" Sigh..I'm failure ">__<" I can't help you on your studies ">___<" Although you said you're nothing with it, but I know you will sure be not so happy.. Hope that you can do well in the coming 2 exam xDD I will be serious from now onwards xDD (for exam only..xDD) So, what do you think about it? xDD Tell me your thoughts ">___<"

Questions?

Today is a normal day, things go smoothly. Tomorrow is my IT paper, but yet I'm still in chapter 4 LOLs IT consists of 10 chapters, which have lots of theories and definitions to be memorized ">___<" It's 11.53pm right now and I'm still in chapter 4? LOLs I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight, at least, until tomorrow. I know you will be worry about me ">___<" So sorry that I have to do so, maybe I care about my result more than my health ">___<" Please don't be unhappy because of worry me ">__<" I swear I will take care myself after this ! I really don't want you to be unhappy, although you always say you're nothing. Hope you're really nothing ! Just now I told you the story, and you seems like got many question. I admit all of these really happen too sudden, but it's so real. I immediately liked you after him? It sounds weird right? It's like I treat you like a replacement. Although you say you didn't think so, but I know you're full of questions in your mind.. Why I like you? How I can forget him so fast? How come a girl can accept another boy in a short time, especially after being hurt lols... Honestly, I didn't think about these questions before... until just now you asked... Then only I realize, it's really too fast. It's just in 2 weeks time ">____<" As I said, I didn't think about these questions, I can't answer you if you really ask me in real life. But it doesn't mean that I'm not real.. Let's back to 3 months ago, when I first noticed you this guy, you're just a normal guy to me that time, as any others. We had our PCD class, and the lecturer called the name from the name list to mark attendance. We do not know each other in class, that's why I keep on turn to behind, to see who is the name called. But all the lecturer call the name so fast, I always missed up your name. Maybe your name are too infront, so I can't recognize which 1 is you. But this problem was settled after few weeks. I started to know which name is which guy. Sometimes I even turn to back and see you guys, then tell out the name of you all 1 by 1 silently. All of you seems nice, I tried to pay attention to each of you and tried to understand you all. After 1 months, we're getting closer and have chat too. I even follow you all to TBR and eat. But I still not close with you. Maybe it's because you always stick with the few guys, and I have no chance to mix with you all. I just mix with W.J and K.V all the time, even assignment we're in same group. Time passed so fast, I've already added you all in my fb, I even go stalk each of you xD Then, I knew who is single and who is not available LOLs Am I so 38? xD I think so... When I first see your profile in fb, you're writing about the PCD test, you said you were so careless. I feel interested on you, because I think you might be pro in PCD too. I like guys that have same interest with me, although there are 188 people taking this course, but you're in same class with me, and you writing about that in your status.. So I look forward into your profile xDD I found that you were so famous xDD Because there are many girls reply to your wall post.. Then I go and see your pictures.. Your life is so wonderful xD full of friends and happiness... There are many girls who like to take picture with you too... Woots...that time I was quite envy about that... You seems like so nice and optimistic. It's too far for me, I think. xD I even think that you're just dream LOLs I scroll down your wall post, and I found that you wrote many things about love, I felt weird because your status was single. But when people reply your wall post, you said it's not about love. I felt more weird, it's really about love but you denied it LOLs After that only I knew that you used to have a gf, but she broke with you without a good reason, this make you sad for 4 months? I think so.. I feel not happy about that, you are such a good guy and she can broke with you ! ">___<" Anyway, I can't do anything at that time, because I think that you're too far for me xDD Why I think so? Maybe it's because there is no one will like me, I'm not pretty or have slim body? xD So I dare not to think about it, I just admire silently. Moreover, I feel that your EX is quite pretty, she's thin and small size somemore, which suit you ! Although you said she was not really pretty, but I feel she is better than me, at least. ">___<" So, after that I just forget about you. But sometimes I will look at you, while in class. xDD I like to see handsome guy, this is girl's nature. Your look make me feel that you're really good, perhaps a steady guy. When comes to English Role Play, you're in same group with me, I felt not so stress because you are friendly, and kind. If I was group with JR or those who very pro in english, I will be very stressed.. because I can't speak well in english ! That's the 1st time we have real communication? I think so... Before I didn't talk with you much, but just stalk you xDD Now I have chance, woots, I feel quite happy about it. We decide to find the contents and points for our topic, to prepared for the Role Play Test. Then when I online at night, I saw you were online ! But I didn't find you to chat.. xD But you message me, you asked me whether albert einstein a prominent and influential leader....I felt so happy because you talk to me ! LOLs I say I scared my role play will fail...because I didn't speak much English. You comforted me, and give me support xDD You asked me to try my best... Again, I feel you're quite nice. I like you as friend.. xDD That's our first chat .. in 26th June.. (don't get shocked, I found in fb message xDD) After that, we have a long time didn't chat in fb... xD But got 1 day in Badminton coco day, I was not feeling well. You came and ask me whether I'm okay or not. Woots .. You are so caring... I think you might be treat others the same too xDD First time have a guy care about me, before I know the guy. xDD I was quite happy, although my stomach was pain like hell that day. After that, I've went back to bentong and I 've a gathering with my old friends. One of my friends said that her like one was in same college with me, taking IT related course also. That time our PCD test is just over, so I asked my friend to ask the guy, whether he can do well in the test. Then, I say I'm quite interested in PCD and I've done my assignment 2. The guy say want me to teach him PCD, I felt weird. But my friend say she is okay with it. So, after I back to college, I go and meet him to teach him PCD. The story was begin like that... During that 2 weeks many thing was happened... The second time you chat with me in fb was at 17 July, you asked me about Assignment 2. I said my flowchart was 25 pages and you were shocked LOLs I said I'm mad, but you think I'm pro. LOLs You even interest in my source code, because I've used 11 pages to do it.. But at last your assignment 2 was better than me right? xDD So, I'm not really pro xDD Then we chat about other things, you asked me whether I got go gai gai with friends. I say only with girls... LOLs You feel weird and you asked more, I say my family was so terrible. They over concerned about me... xDD So we chat and chat, I told you about the things between me and the guy...and you said you have gf before but break... So, that time we 2 also agreed that too early pakto is not good xDD And should wait until we work only think. The day we chat for the longest among few months in college xDD Then, after few days, bad thing happened. I told you about that. But you cheer me up, I appreciated it so much ">___<" You asked me not to think so much, there's still many guy out there xDD Although the few days I still feel sad, but you've cheer me up. I was wondering, why would you treat me so good ? Then, 1 friday I went to school, to find the advisor, you finished BM class but you didn't back home. Instead, you've followed us go to SAS block, then we've went to CITC for studying. Woots, I felt you did that because you want to stay with me? maybe I felt wrongly xDD Then, the Cxx started to stick with me, and I feel worry. That day onwards, you started to protect me xDD I felt so happy about that, so I stick with you all the time, to avoid the cxx.. Maybe it's really because of him, then I started to like you.. You give me "an quan gan" xDD And you care about me... I like you because of this... Another week we went to CITC to study, but actually we're not studying.. Instead, we chat in notepad ! LOLs .. I talk about the guy.. you seems like not happy because he touched me before...">___<" Are you jealous? I'm not sure...After that, I started to become closer and closer with you.. Ofcourse, I like you more... xDD I'm smiling everyday...No matter you are infront of me or chat with me in msn...I'm smiling xDD You've gave me the feel that I didn't have before...Maybe..the feel of love? We've more conversation in fb...xD I told you that I got something to tell you, but I said I cant tell you until I graduate... LOLs By that time I think you already know what I'm going to tell right? Maybe you also like me at that time xDD It's 9/8 i think, I cant stand for it...I finally tell out.. LOLs I said "maybe we like each other, but nothing we can do" You felt so excited LOLs You also said you like me...Woots..We like each other...xDD It was the biggest happy news that I heard in my life xDD Actually what is the purpose of this post? I just want to tell you that my love for you is not come in sudden...it is slowly developed...by many issues...Ofcourse it might related to the guy...but it is also related to many other factors, such as your caring,the cxx, our classmate...and YOU yourself...I'm deeply impressed by you ! The second guy in my life...but the 1st guy who Love me also while I love him... Moreover, I know you earlier than the guy, at least 2 months..Although we are not close in that 2 months, but at least I understand you more  than him xDD So, don't think so much... I really love you...Ang Kian Leong xDD

Sleeping

What's so important about sleeping? To make yourself not tired. LOLs And give some rest to the organ inside our body xDD I slept at 2am and wake up at 5pm LOLs Isn't it too long ? That's the way I rest xDD Because I didn't sleep on Tuesday, and I went for HE examination xDD Luckily what I read was useful, so it's worth for me not to sleep xDD I think I'm gonna do that again for my IT paper ">___<" Hope that you won't be unhappy again xDD That's the only way for me to study for exam ">__<" I swear I will sleep as much as possible after my exam xDD Besides, I will eat a balanced diet too (Are you sure you can? LOLs) xD I hope that my body will be healthy enough, for our future xDD To have healthy kids xDD Isn't it too over? LOLs I think too much xDD But it's really what I hope ">___<" So, you have to take care yourself too! You must be healthy also until we are 90+ xDD Keep yourself strong and happy always, that's what I want. xDD Everything will be fine then... LOLs.. What I going to write actually? Not sure... LOLs Stop ba xDD
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Woots, I'm back again LOLs It's 6.34am right now and I haven't sleep? OMG..You're gonna emo again ">____<" I planned to study just now, but what I've done? LOLs Still in chapter 1 of IT ! @___@ It's really impossible right? xDD I also not sure what I did in this few hours xDD Just now after you slept, I studied 5 minutes of IT, then my hand lost control xDD It caught the mouse and start clicking xDD So, I back to online again LOLs I went to see your blog xDD Isn't it stalking? LOLs No choice, I wish to understand you more xDD After finish reading your blog posts thoroughly, I found that you were really had an very sad period before ">___<" This make me like you more deeper xDD (opps..it is love xD) I wish I won't hurt you like what other did ^^ (opps..not wish..is definitely won't LOLs) Why I don't continue study and doing nonsense there? LOLs I don't really know what I'm doing xDD Today was a special day for me xDD I've become mad...I don't know what I'm thinking right now @__@ I'm neither sad nor happy LOLs I'm in normal mood right now xDD Don't worry, it's doesn't mean that I'm thinking bad thing. xDD I'm thinking how to like you more LOLs (nope, it's love !) So, I didn't sleep now and I not going to sleep tonight @__@ Will you unhappy? ">___<" LOLs I think too much xDD Hmmm...actually what I'm writing now? LOLs Nonsense, definitely xDD Just hope that I can see you right now. But I know it's impossible for now LOLs Because you are sleeping now and you are staying in your house, how can I see you? xDD Perhaps I will meet you in dream, but I haven't sleep, how to meet? LOLs So, I transfer the feel to your pictures xDD You said you're just normal, but I felt you're just so handsome xDD I like to take your pictures LOLs But I do not let you take mine, why? Perhaps I'm pai seh? Or cannot stop laughing when infront of you? If keep on laughing the picture taken will be not nice xDD (So many excuse, shy then shy lah LOLs ) Next time okay? xDD Wait I get prepared 1st LOLs It's 6.53am now, going 7am xDD You said you going to college at 8am, so you will be wake at 7am right? LOLs Why I care about this? What time you wake up doesn't relate to me today right? Coz I not going to college today xDD Unless you say you want to meet? But I think you will be going back home after your BM paper. Coz tomorrow will be the IT paper, which have 10 chapters to study ! So, it is impossible to ask you stay with me until evening right? And I always doing childish thing xDD Hope I sleep until 5pm again, then it's over xDD I can concentrate on studying IT xDD OMG..What for I wrote so much here suddenly? What's the conclusion? Okay, keep it simple and short.. I Miss You ! That's all xDD Woots, 7am now xDD Time to sleep? Not sure...It depends on the level of "miss" xDD Okay, stop talking about these nonsense, later you will be scared LOLs Coz I also don't know why I become like this @___@ Maybe I think too much xDD Hmmm...I think I stop now xDD See you tomorrow, I mean IT xDD

English !

Today was the English paper, I do not put too much hope on it because I knew that my coursework mark was quite low ">___<" Moreover, many seniors said that get A for english in TARC is nearly impossible LOLs If can get B+ should be happy already xDD Back to morning 1st xD Today woke up at 8am, and I sms you xDD But you were sleeping, so I sleep back xDD I woke up again at 9am, then I went for online ! LOLs I was thinking about you, scared that you still unhappy ">___<" I do not have the mood to study @__@ I thought about the incident yesterday, you were unhappy because I do not want to sleep ">___<" Honestly, yesterday I felt sad and regret because I made you emo ">___<" I nearly cried because you seems like don't want to reply my message LOLs (nearly only xDD) I do not know what you were thinking ">___<" Then you told me, you emo because I don't wanna sleep LOLs So I faster off my laptop xDD After I off laptop, my mind was all about you, but I take out my book and read ! LOLs (don't angry ah...) I not don't want listen to you, but maybe as you said, I really care about my result ">___<" So, I read generally for 10 minutes, then I went to sleep ! That time I really sleep xDD No cheating..just late a bit xDD But I still feel sad, I scared you still emo ">___<" So, today when I met you in library, I kept on asking you whether you have anything to say LOLs You said nothing, and then we kept quiet for more than 20 minutes, to study the English Grammar. I can't focus on what I read, but I kept looking at you LOLs At last I cannot stand for it anymore, I asked you to go out with me xDD So, we went to the old place ! LOLs There was no people, so I asked you. I felt that I like to ask you questions, am I annoying? xDD I think so ... LOLs You said you were okay already. You said that you 've made me do many things that I usually didn't do LOLs You scared I will stress? or fed up? But I don't think so xD I felt that I'm lucky because there's a people who concern about me, I do not feel annoying or fed up. I even feel that it's sweet xDD I'm willing to change better, maybe because of you, but without being force ! I'm sad because you were sad, not because of you force me to do things that I usually didn't do! Please be clear about that xDD Actually I'm just a normal girl, not too bad or good... Maybe before I like to sleep late and don't eat is because of no one care about me xDD So I want to get attention from you LOLs This is what called "Menarik perhatian orang lain" xDD So, if I changed better means I just go back to normal, not really changed alot xDD I hope you won't be unhappy ">___<" Don't ever make yourself sad ... You said I've make you like you were so "ba dao" LOLs But that's what I like xDD As long as it's not too over, everything will be fine ^^ After talked with you in old place, you become more happy xDD Sorry that I keep on "tuk" you, I know I'm so naughty, but that's the way I get attention from you ! LOLs It sounds funny right? xDD If we just talk and did nothing, it will be very boring xDD We went to sport complex when it's around 1.45pm xDD We 're in good mood already thanks god ^^ Hope that all the unhappy things gone faster and never come xDD We sat side by side today in the exam hall, I was so happy because you were beside me ^^ So, when I answer the question, I'm full of energy and spirit xDD I even smiled when I wrote the essay halfway, because of thinking about you ! LOLs Lucky there was no people looking at me, if not they might think that I'm insane xDD After finish exam, I don't want to back hostel, I want to have more time with you ">___<" So, we went for a walk and bought Teh Tarik at the machine outside library xDD We planned to go canteen 1 and eat, but the canteen 1 was closed. Too bad, so we found another place and sat down, near canteen 1. xDD Then, we talked about nonsense again. Everyday we are talking nonsense, but I'm happy about it xDD  That's why I said I enjoy the every moment with you, even just few hours ">___<" Finally it was 6pm++ and I have to back hostel, because my family sure looking for me at the moment. As what I expected, my sister get angry because I did not told her where I've gone xDD Luckily my mum didn't scold me, she just asked why I didn't answer her call. I told her I didn't bring hp to college because of exam xDD Then she didn't ask much... but my sister was quite angry, because she get scold by my mum LOLs Sorry lah xDD Next time I will tell her LOLs Woots, that's all for today. I'm relax now because the subjects that I worried are over xDD The coming 3 subjects which is IT, Pre Calculus and PCD are not as scary as the HE and English xDD Hope that 3 of them will be easy xDD Sem break is coming, I'm not really happy because I can't meet you during sem break ">____<" We have to wait sem 2, hope you won't forget me xDD

Exam xD

Today was the first time I took exam in college, and I'm quite panic xDD I afraid that I cannot wake up on time, so I decided not to sleep yesterday xDD I studied from afternoon 3 or 4pm to morning 6am LOLs It sounds crazy right? But I did it xDD Although I studied for so long, but I still can't memorize all of the contents ">___<" Maybe I'm not concentrate enough? xDD Because I kept on chatting with you all the time xDD Just now the objective questions were so easy, maybe because I've studied for many times...So I can get the answer at first sight LOL.. I'm fed up with the Hubungan Etnik thingy, I wish I could settle it faster LOLs.. When I do the objective questions, I do not have to look at the question xDD I just look for the answer and circle it LOL But I cannot confirm I will get it all correct, there's still 2 or 3 question I'm not sure about the answer xDD But at least, I know I will definitely pass. For getting grade A, then it has to be depend on my essay. The essay came out was totally same with the tips we got. But I admit I did not fully memorize the answer, that's why I cannot answer it well. I was writing all nonsense on my answer sheet LOLs... I've chosen question 1 and 2, which I can still remember a bit of the contents. The question 1 was well done, maybe I've repeat studied it for many times? xDD The question 2 was quite difficult for me, it asked about "Cabaran globalisasi" LOLs I did read it, but I didn't memorize ">___<" So, I totally cannot answer. I just refer to the objective question and copy the answer there xDD Then, I add on some nonsense LOLs to make it become 1 page. The question 1 and question 2 got a big different ! I used 4 pages for question 1, but only 2 pages for question 2 LOLs....I can confirm my question 2 will not get more than 15 marks ">__<" Although I just used 10 minutes for objective question, but I cannot finish my essay on time ">___<" It's really time consuming when you do not know what to write ! I've to think and think to spread out the very little contents = = And the Sport Complex was damn cold, lucky I got bring my jacket, or else I will really end up in becoming ice cube LOL After exam, we went out from the Sport Complex, it's so warm outside xDD The college is crowded today, compared to normal school days LOL...canteen 2 was full of peoples ! So, we went to canteen 1 to have our lunch xDD After that, they back to home and both of us went for walk. xDD We walk around the college like fool xDD Then, I said I want to buy the Hot drink near block V. We walked there while holding hands ^^ It's so sweet xDD But I'm timid, I scared others saw it. So, we dropped our hand ">___<" After buying teh tarik with RM1, we do not know where to go. LOLs We went to DK ABA, there was no people xDD We found a chair and sat down. We chat about our things, talk about you and me. I felt so happy, even we just chat about nonsense or didn't talk. Both of us were tired, but we do not want to back home so early, so we just look at each other. Although it's just few hours, but it's enough for me to happy already ! You're so brave, you've hugged me, although not the first time, but I'm still panic, or maybe feeling excited? LOLs It doesn't matter, I like it xDD The feel was really different. I thought it'll be itchy but it's not. It's quite comfortable and nice xDD Am I so naughty? LOLs I think we are too ever already ">___<" Since we just started not until 2 weeks LOLs Things happened really fast... I can't imagine how we gonna pass this 4 years peacefully... xD what you think? LOLs Anyways, all of these are just part of our life xDD We still have many other things to do ^^ Just don't be too over then it's okay already xDD I'm willing to fulfill what you want ^^ Tomorrow will be the English paper, I'm so relax now. Unlike yesterday, which I studied until mad LOLs. I even stand up and walk around in the room doing nothing LOLs.. I hope I will be fine today xDD That's all for today, thanks for reading xDD Good night, KL ^^

the day before exam

woots, today is the last day of studying HE xD I decided to write my post earlier because later I must focus on study xDD This will be the first time I write post before 12am LOLs Tomorrow start will be the same too...until the end of my final exam ^^ So, the date will become correct too xDD Today we didn't go library for study. Instead, I stay in my hostel and you stay in your house lols...But we chat via facebook, the greatest invention nowadays xDD This is the first time I saw you online for so many hours, although I online longer than you LOLs..But I'm happy, because you willing to accompany me to study. Honestly, I really cannot concentrate on my HE just now, I start to sleep after I see the notes for 5 minutes. LOLs But once I chat with you, I've gained energy, the sleeping feel was gone xDD It's so powerful LOL...I hope you're sitting beside me right now, so that I will have passion to study xDD But too bad, it's impossible right? ">___<" Never mind, it's doesn't matter...As long as we can last long until after 4 years, everything will be alright ^^ I trust you, and I trust myself xDD Just now you're sad because you think too much...I knew you scare being hurt again ">___<" Don't be sad, nothing gonna change my love for you, it's true you know ">___<" Every post I write with my real heart, with the real words ! I hope you will be happy everyday, without getting hurt by me ">__<" I will not mention about him anymore. My life is full of you from now on ^^ Please let me to love you, care you and cheer you up xDD We will be happy always ^^ I want to have future with you, have our sweet home, and also have our kids xDD Hope all of there can be achieve after some time xDD That's all for today, what I wrote is just for you, but not anyone else xDD To my beloved Kian Leong... xD

A&W

Okay, I decide to write the post now because I felt that I'm very sleepy right now. But I promised you I will write a post everyday ! So, I will not break the promise xDD Today I woke up late, maybe it's because I slept 5am yesterday LOL We planned to meet at 9am but I woke up at 10am ">___<" Lucky I didn't wake at 5pm xDD After wake up I went to library xD You said you all were in the library "old place", I wonder where was it xDD So, I went into library and look for you. Initially I thought it was at up stair, whereby you told me the "best" sentence there LOL But I can't find you there, so I went to the down stair's discussion room xDD Thanks god I saw kvin and you. I went inside and sat down beside you xDD You look normal and didn't feel unhappy xDD I was okay too, maybe you forgot about things that happened yesterday xDD It's okay, we have to forget the past and face the future ! ^^ I gave you the bear which I bought yesterday, you said it's nice but you don't know where to hang LOLs Because you didn't hang anything on your hand phone before xDD It's okay, as long as you keep it, then I'm happy already ^^ We stayed in library until 12pm, then we went to canteen 2 for lunch. The canteen is freaking less people, compared to 1st and 2nd week when I came to college, maybe all of them went back home and prepare for final examinations xDD It's benefit to us, as we do not have to queue for long time to buy food xDD I've ordered a chicken rice and it costs RM3.80 ! I thought it's as big as what the picture shown there, but OMG it was so little LOLs No wonder I will be hungry so early. xDD After lunch, we went to CITC discussion room, k.S joined us too. I became brave today, I agreed to take photo with you xDD K.S helped us to take few pictures, I felt really happy about it ^^ Then, the sky turned blue and started to rain. Woots, we decided to go Wangsa Walk at 6pm, but my bicycle was at DK X. So, you accompanied me to bring back the bicycle to hostel, the second time, with the same person, at a sweet moment ! Because it was raining, so we walk closely xDD You're so gentle, you helped me to move the bicycle and I just walked and hold umbrella LOLs We reach hostel and I parked my bicycle under my block, then I asked you to wait in canteen xDD It's impossible I bring you to the room right? Although there were no people xDD If I agreed, you also won't agree LOLs That's why I like you, you know what to do at the right time ! You've think about future, you're the Mr Right of mine xDD Then, I put down all my stuff and went down to find you, we walk back to college after that xDD Initially I told my mum we'll having dinner in TBR, but it was raining, so we changed our destination to wangsa walk xDD We walked outside college and look for your car, the cute kancil xDD Although it's just kancil, and it's not yours, I'm already satisfied with it xDD I know you 'll have your own car next time ^^ It's the fourth time I go into your car! Again, nice and comfort, with the nice person. xDD We reached wangsa walk and look for ks, kvin and w.shen, they were eating Roti while waiting for us xDD We walk around to see what to eat, then at last we decided to go A&W xDD 5 of us ordered Burger set, which served with french fries and drinks.. Then, my father called me and ask me for dinner. I told him I'm with friend in wangsa walk. Then, my mum called again LOLs She asked where am I and ask me to becareful...I knew all of them were worried about me. Maybe it's because I'm youngest + it's night time + it's July month for chinese LOLs Especially my mum, she kept on calling me and ask whether I finish eat or reach hostel or not. I told her I'm fine, and you'll fetch me home LOLs Then, my brother called me ! He asked me to becareful also LOLs There are really over concern about me, but no choice, it's what called family. I'm a bit unhappy because I can't enjoy with you too much and I have to back hostel, in order not let them to worry about me. It's quite "shao xing" right? ">___<" Although you said you're okay, but I knew you're not so happy too. After finish eating at A&W, w.Shen and 2 of them went back. Then, we went to buy Rocky again xDD Actually I just want to have more time with you ">____<" If not we have to back, it's too early ! After that, you went to pay for parking ticket, then we look for your kancil. xDD When on the way back to hostel, my mum called me again LOLs... I felt that you're really not happy with it ">___<" I really hope that we quickly passed this 4 yrs ! So that I can be more confident and tell the world, you're my Mr Right ">___<" Okay, that is the end of today...It's 2.13am and I'm not as sleepy as just now, because I think about you... xD Whenever I write the blog post, I will gain much spirit and I will write out every thing that related to you, even it's just a small thing, I will write about it xDD I want to record all the moment I spent with you, be it 1 second or 1 minute, it's all worth xDD It's the first time I have the determination to continue writing the blog post for more than 10 days LOL I get shocked when I view back my blog, I've written 13 posts since 3rd August xDD I've broken the record among so many years of blog writing in my life LOLs Before I wrote just for fun, and I've nothing to write usually. Now it's different, everyday is a new day, although with the same person, doing the same thing, but the feel is different xDD You've entered into my life and changed my life, so I won't give you chance to leave me ! xDD Hope that I will continue writing my blog post everyday. If you found that I stop writing it, it doesn't mean that my love for you have been decreased, it's just because of my laziness xDDD As I said, nothing gonna change my love for you, it's the truth and the fact ! At least, for now it is. xDD I think you'll think the same too xDD I'm gonna change my blog url again, to not let too much people view my blog, except you xDD What I wrote are all for you ^^

Life

Life is always unusual, things gonna be repeat. But I do not want it to repeat anymore ! Although it will...">___<" Okay, what's the main point today? It's about us again xDD I'm afraid that something might be happen, just like last time. Although you keep say that everything will be fine, both of us scare we will lost each other ">__<" It's a sad day today, I really felt that I'm useless, I can't do anything for you... I hope that I'm like other girls, can do whatever they want, without caring what others think. So that we will not suffer like now. You were sad because I blame myself, you said that it's not my fault. I felt more sad about that T______T Why am I not 21 right now? Why I have to scare? I hate it ! I really don't want to repeat it anymore, it's really hurt. I do not want to be separate just because of this stupid reason ! I hope we can last long T___T NO, NOT HOPE, I really want to last long with you ! I'm serious.. I knew that you're serious too, that's why I'm more sad... I scare if we really separate, you will be deeply hurt ">_________<" I don't want it to be happen T____T You're my Mr Right, I don't want to find another when I'm 21... Perhaps people may think that this is just temporary love, but I don't think so. As I said, I'm really serious. I never ever being so serious on this kind of thing. Whoever I liked before is just illusion, to make my life not so boring. You're different, I want you not to fulfill my boring life, but to grow together, play together, eat together, happy together, and of course sad together ! So, I do not want that stupid thing to be happen ! Unfortunately, I know it may be happen...So, what can we do? ">__<" I can't imagine that... But as you said, everything will be fine. T_____T I really hope that everything will be fine T__T God bless us ... Please don't let it happen until we are 90+ ... xDD Just now you worried that I'm still sad, I'm really sad but I do not want to make you sad with me, I do not want you to tired...Because you're going to drive car later...Don't let yourself get hurt, I can't help you if you need blood ">__<" We talked about blood type just now.. You said you are O type, but I'm A... I'm not happy because I cannot donate blood to you in case there is an emergency. ">___<" But you said you can help me whenever I need, it's so touching ">__<" But I hope both of us are healthy always, no matter we are together or not.. Okay, don't think about sad thing xDD Let's be happy... xDD It's 4.20am right now, I'm gonna meet you at 9am..Woots, isn't it fast? xDD As I said, I will turn to happy whenever I meet you LOLs Just like last few days, I was unhappy. But after you came and talked me, I turn to happy immediately xDD See, you're so powerful... That's why the first post I said that God had given me a big present after it taken away the guy. xDD I really appreciate the "present" xDD You're the greatest present among 18 years of my life ! I'm glad that I knew you xDD Because it's not easy for people to get to know each other, it has to be at the best time, best moment, and also the best environment. xDD Okay, that's what my heart told me today, hope that you'll be happy after reading this post xDD I will trust you, everything will be fine ^^ Final exam will be start on wednesday, let's work hard together xDD Our future are full of happiness xDD

1 day Trip xD

I've been to Time Square and Low Yat today, with my sister and her friends, but without you. Our aim to time square was actually the BBQ Plaza, which offered discount for 1 student ID per table. We've ordered a set of flesh to be cook by ourselves. LOLs It was so fun, we kept on taking pictures (you go for eat or take picture? LOL) Then, I had fried chicken as my side order because I do not eat much of those flesh xDD For the whole meal, I've only eaten 2 pieces of chicken flesh LOLs..It sounds funny right? I went for BBQ Plaza and I do not cook. Instead, I ate the fried chicken that already being cooked. No choice, I'm "yin jim" xDD Then, we shopping around the time square and look for a thing to be hang on my new Xperia Mini xDD We walked around and I can't find one that suit me LOLs...Then we proceed to Low Yat because my sister's friend wanted to buy a new Digi Prepaid number. So, we went to Low Yat for about half hour and then proceed to a store which sells many toys and dolls xDD Finally, I found a pair of cute bears which can hang on my hp xDD I choose the pink color to hang on my hp, the blue color bear I reserved for you xDD Although my sister said she want it LOLs Yes, this is the 1st time I bought a thing for you xDD Hope that you will like it ^^ You said that you're so happy because I'm willing to buy you something. xDD I'm also happy xDD Although today I go out without you by my side, I'm still happy because we can sms xDD We were telling each other what we doing on that time xDD You said you go to grandparent's house while I go for KFC for dinner LOLs Hope that next time I can accompany you to go for dinner xDD (Don't be so sam gap, still got a long way to go xDD) Just now my sister said that tomorrow she may be going out with her friend, she asked me to find you for dinner. I was shocked because she asked me to do so LOL She even asked me to go your house for dinner xDD (But I know she was joking about this xDD) At least she allow me to have dinner with you, this was out of my expectation LOLs I thought that she would not ask me to find you. Maybe it's because I've go out with you for few times, and she've seen you in college before xDD She felt okay to let me go out with you? xD Not sure about this.. I told you about this and you felt so excited LOLs...Seems like you really hope to have dinner with me...That's what I think too ! LOLs ">___<" But too bad, my mum will not allowed me to go out because she said it's danger @___@ Maybe after this month will be okay? xDD We still have many time right? xDD There are 4 years to go...We would have many chances xDD So, don't feel sad about that ^^ I'll always be with you no matter how. We can last long, trust me ^^ LOLs Why from buying "Bear" talk until these thingy? @__@ Back to the contents..xDD After buying our bear and something, we went for Sg Wang and ate KFC. Again, we took many pictures xDD This was the first time I took so many pictures LOL It's all because of you xDD Because you asked me to take more pictures for you to see LOL I even took picture with a poster of the "KLCC" xDD My sister asked about it, I told her our class created the "KLCC" stories xDD Then, we took a rapid bus and back to hostel ^^ That's the end of our trip today xDD It's quite okay but not too happy, because without you LOLs I believe it will be more fun and happiness if you'd go also. xDD Next time okay? I want to go with you ! Although it's just in college library or "old place", it's already more than enough xDD Again, I enjoy the every moment with you, even just SMS...xDD Okay, time to sleep ^^ Good night, my KL..

Memorable Day

Woots, it was the first day I going out with you. I'm really happy for what you've done xDD I woke up early in the morning and I sent a message to you xD You said you just finished bath, I asked you to sms me when you going out LOLs..Although today was feeling not well, because of the stupid stomach, but it's alright after I've met you xDD At 8.50am, I started to go college. It was really lucky today, we reached library at the same time ! We even wear the same color of shirt and pants LOLs It's like couple style xDD But before this we didn't said what color of shirt to wear. Maybe it's because we have same thinking xDD I'm so happy with that xDD We go into the library and head to the discussion room. xDD It was quite cold there, but I can stand for it xDD We started to do the pre-calculus tutorial question xDD Today was better, we can concentrate on the tutorial question finally xDD Maybe because I'm serious and you're serious too LOLs...You're so handsome when serious, so I took picture when you are doing question xDD I like whatever pose of yours, with any angles LOL We had fun, we had joy until 11am++ Someone came into the discussion room, it was him ! LOLs I looked at him for a while because I was thinking something, I felt that you're not so happy after he came in ">___<" Maybe you worry about me? xDD But what I can say is, I've totally clear him out of my mind already ! Don't worry and be happy xDD My mind is mostly all about you since my first post, at least 50% and above xDD Then, we decided to go out, because there is so cold, or maybe for another reason? xDD Don't care about that, what was important is we're now together and it's enough xDD After went out from library, the air was fresh and nice xDD We went to canteen 2 to help my sister to collect her notes from her friend. Then, we go out of college and look for your kancil xDD You said I'm good because I'm willing to walk with you to find your car even when you parked it far away. It's because I do not want to leave you alone xDD (smile? LOL) I will try my best to be a good "xx" LOL What's "xx"? Figure it out yourself xDD This was the third time I go into your kancil, it's still nice and comfort although it was so small and cute xDD I accidentally knocked my head when I go into the seat, but it's not so pain because you've "sayang" me LOLs .. After that, we were thinking where to go. I was kidding and I said go to your house, you felt so excited xD But we didn't go at last, because it's too rush isn't it? LOLs We should be go through those step 1 by 1 xDD Then, you just showed me where is your house and we go to Jusco xDD This was the 2nd time we go Jusco xDD We walk around the complex to find for foods LOL..Finally, we go into Old town. Maybe it will be quite expensive, but compared to McDonald or KFC, it's actually the same. We ordered 2 nasi lemak which cost RM7.90 and do not order any drinks xDD To save money ^^ But the nasi lemak was not bad, the fried chicken was quite tasty although it's too small ! LOLs You took my picture and you said it was nice, although I don't think so xDD In facts, I think that you're more handsome, that's why I like to take picture of you LOLs After finished it, I have to buy McDonald for my sister, because she was waiting for me in hostel. You looked not so happy because we haven't "da ji" xDD Don't worry, we still have many chances next time, 4 more years to go xDD Then, I decided to go and buy Rocky, actually I just want to try shopping with you LOLs You said this was the first time you shopping with a girl xDD I'm so happy that I'm the first girl you shopping with xDD After bought 4 Rocky we returned to hostel xDD I take the McDonald for my sister and come down to find you xDD You let me to try drive your kancil LOLs I drove it so weird, making it keep on trembling, maybe I cannot control the clutch well xDD Lucky I do not bang on others' car xDD If not you're gonna kill me LOL...Then, you parked the car outside hostel and we walk to college xDD On the way to college, you've make mi shocked LOLs You did something xDD But I like it xDD This was the first time we doing so in college, aren't we so brave? xDD We planned to go library study again, but we changed mind after that LOL..We walk a big circle to get my bicycle and put it back to hostel xDD You walk with me back to hostel, through the short cut way xDD Then, I locked my bicycle under my block. I even brought you to the hostel canteen LOLs Both of us are so dare xDD But luckily the guard didn't noticed you xDD We head to college again after that, going through the short cut way again. LOLs Aren't we doing nonsense? Yes, definitely, but I enjoyed all the moments with you xDD It doesn't matter where we go, as long as we're together, then it's more than enough ^^ We went to the "old place" and have a rest xDD then, we chat about many things xDD Everyday we can have the same topic, with the same sentences, without feeling boring LOLs This is what most of the couple do, right? LOLs But we're not couple? LoLs, I hope that I'm 21 years old right now so that I can confident to tell others, you 're my Bf ! xDD How about now? We can just declare that we are friend xDD Maybe a special friend...xDD But it's alright, as long as we have the same thoughts, that is, last long until 90+, then my life will not be meaningless anymore LOLs Lastly, I've to thank you for giving me all of these unforgettable memories, and also endless cares xDD I will treat you the same too ! We should work hard for our final exam now ^^ +u +u !

Xperia Mini xD

Woots, I've a new handphone again, and it was the latest Xperia Mini ! After using iPhone 4 for few months, I feel that it's actually nothing special LOL...Android suit me the best no matter how xDD Maybe it's because I like to play around with the apps and customization. Okay, back to my life. Today was a happy day too, we have a nice moment in lecture hall xDD whereby only have about twenty student attended the last revision class LOLs We knew that we will go there for nothing, because we were just chatting and laughing all the time while the lecturer was teaching xDD But it was quite fun, we even talk about some sensitive topic, which make us feel embarrass LOLs Although it was just chatting, but I feel that it was really happy, because of the existence of you ! xDD I've found that your eyes are really attractive, it attracted me strongly and that's one of the reason I like you xDD Especially when you look at me, it was just so nice xDD You've said that the relationship can be last long and this will be the last time you pakto, it was quite touching ! LOLs I hope that all of these are real and true xDD I'm glad that you wish to bring me back to your house to meet your parents xDD Is it too over? LOLs I think that we still have a long way to go, in order to reach that stage xDD But hopefully we can achieve what we want ^^ I know today the post was too short, because I was playing xperia mini all the time just now LOLs and it's already 4.28am..quite late right? xDD So, do you allow me to sleep first? xDD I know you 'll allow for sure ^^ LOLs (lazy girl xDD) Good Night my KL xDD I hope we will have a nice moment later xDD

Nice Words xD

After the incident yesterday, I felt that I'm getting serious. I've already treat you as part of my life, this is the fact, and also the truth. Although some problem might be occur, but I think we can handle it. Let's work hard for our future xDD Today was a nice day, because you're with me. When I woke up early in the morning, I felt quite sad because think of the incident which happened yesterday. No choice, life have to be continue no matter what is happening. My alarm ring at 8am but my class start at 9.30am. I knew that I will be switching off the alarm that's why I set 2 alarm LOLs ... The first alarm switched off by me and I saw no message in my inbox. So, I continue to have my dream (feeling not so happy xD) Soon, I woke up because I cannot sleep back again. I kept of thinking about you. I'm worrying about you, I knew that you were upset, because of me ">__<" I went to brush my teeth and returned to my room. It's still 8.40am. So, I wait for the time to pass xDD After 10 minutes, I started my journey to college, with my beloved bicycle ! On the way to college, I still thinking about that. I parked the bicycle near DK C and walking like usual to B103. When I reach B103, you're not there yet, because it's just around 9am. There was just K.S one people. I take out my notes and go into the lab. I hope that you came earlier xDD As what I expected, you came just after I sit down for 2 minutes! You came in and sat down at 3rd row, which is behind me. I thought that you would not talk to me, but suddenly you came beside me! You looked so down, but you were still concerned about me. You asked me whether I'm okay or not ">___<" I don't know why I became happy after I've seen you LOLs... All the bad mood was gone, and it's my turn to ask you "are you okay?" LOLs You answered okay but your expression showed that you're not okay, maybe because you worried about me? But I can say that I was really happy after I've seen you and talk to you. xDD I opened Wi-Fi and show you the last post I've written. You saw it and you seem better right now xDD I'm happy too ^^ After the class, they decided to go to PizzaHut at GK, it was the second time I sit into your car again ! Of course, there are James too. I'm quite excited whenever I go into your car, for no reason. xDD So, I started to look for something to play. LOLs (naughty carol xD) I pushed the air conditional switch to the highest level, making the car become so noisy LOL I also play with the water which used to clear the front window. xDD What was the worst is I opened the double signal of the car LOLs...You looks so helpless but you were smiling xDD It was quite fun xDD When we reach Pizza Hut, they didn't reach yet, you found a parking which is just outside the PizzaHut outlet. But the person incharge was so bad, we just parked for 1 and half hour and have to pay RM3 ! He said 1 hour is just RM1.50, but he charged another RM1.50 for the half hour. It was like cheating money, but no choice have to pay too. After that, they reached and you've ordered the set meal, which consists of 1 large pizza and 1 regular pizza. Both are in chicken because you knew that I didn't eat seafood! LOLs Thanks for understanding ">__<" We've had fun there xDD (We have fun, we have joy, we have season in the sun~) LOLs Relate to song again xDD Actually I don't really like pizza hut xDD Because it will make the stomach become so full. But today the pizza was quite nice also, because we ate together xDD I was enjoying the every moment with you, and I knew that you were the same too xDD After that, we've went to Kevin's condo, which was situated in Prima Setapak xDD Although we have nothing to do there, but I'm happy too xDD We played with his cute hamster xD Bullying it for a long time LOL We also chat many things. You said you have think about our future, and you can wait for me xDD I'm so touch about that, because most people do not think about their future, they were just happy for now. xDD You're different, you think about it xDD I'm same as you too. ^^ Hope that we can last long, most probably forever, until we become grandmother or grandfather. Woots, am I thinking too much? or it's too over? xDD If can't then it's okay, since our life is fated by god xDD Hope that we're fated to be together forever LOLs  Okay, back to reality xDD We are still in college, we should study hard first xDD I will always remind myself not being too rush xDD Opps, it 3.20am now and I'm feeling too sleepy ! Maybe I do not have enough rest yesterday xDD So...good night ... xDD

Happy vs Sad

Today was an happy day actually xD But things gone out of my expectation..Both of us become unhappy ! I don't like this feel, please get away lols. I do not want to repeat it again ">___<" I 've found the Mr Right, please don take it away from me again! We're so happy in the school today, we smile non stop for whole day, can we just continue? xDD Everyday will be a new day, I hope that tomorrow will be better ^^ Today I 've done many things that I never ever do before. It was quite fun and happy xDD You've said something to me, which I can never forget in my life, the first time, at the best moment, with the best words. I appreciate it so much, and I'll keep it in my heart. Although something might be happen, but it would not change my love for you, as what the song sing xD (Nothing gonna change my love for you) As I said, I'm not playing, I'm serious, I hope that we can have future ^^ You've told me that you can wait for 3 years until I'm 21 years old, it was the second greatest sentence I've ever heard. You're really different from others, for me !! Although I was a bit down just now, but I'm fine now xD All thanks to you, KL. I knew you're worrying me, but it really doesn't matter. Please don't make yourself upset, I will be sad too. Everything will be alright, be optimistic xDD I don't care what others think, I just concerned about how you feel ! I know you will be the same too xDD Okay, I know today the post is extra short. But what was important is the contents. xDD I will kept my promise to write a post everyday, for you to understand what I'm thinking. I've written all the truth here xD So, be happy and don't worry !! I will not leave you !! Hope you will be happy after you've seen this post, that's what I want.

Happy ^^

Everyday is a happy day, definitely, because of you ! Yes, why do I say so? I'm not sure about the reason, mainly because something was happened. xD As usual, let's start from morning xDD This time we skip all the brush teeth or wash face xD Straight to the point xDD Yesterday we planned to meet at library at 9.30am because you said your bus reach at that time. Then only I realize that you are alone every monday ">__<" So I decided to break your loneliness ! LOLs (Someone smile xDD) I reached library at 9.30++ am but you haven't reach yet xD So, I take out my milk to drink (As you said, must eat breakfast xDD) Then, I saw 1 of our classmate coming LOLs He asked me who I'm waiting for xDD I can't answer and just keep on smiling ! He said he want to wait together to see who I'm waiting for ! LOLs It makes me feel panic = = Luckily he went into library after that xD Woots...finally you came, and we went into library discussion room. You start doing the reading comprehension while I was looking at you xDD I did it last night because I knew that I can't finish it in library for sure. So, I keep on disturbing you xDD Your expression is quite funny too LOL (It's like keep trying to be serious) xDD Time passes really fast, soon it's already 10.20am and we have to go for english class. We get out from library and head to block K xD When we reach K204, I go in first xD They all look at me and I knew something might be happen LOLs...After that, you went in. They all feel so excited LOLs Keep on shouting ">___<" They even force you to sit with me xDD But finally I sat with you also xD It's just too happy, I enjoy the moment with you, honestly ^^ After I've seen your blog post, I also agree with what you've written xDD That is, when both of us are talking or chatting, then we cannot concentrate on other things anymore, be it in lecture class or tutor class, we will just end up playing or keep talking. LOLs.. So, I think I should be serious next time xD (am I right? ^^) If not I can't imagine how am I going to take my final exam xDD So, work hard together ! xD back to English class xD The teacher discuss about the grammar in past year question, and I keep on writing on your paper LOLs (she's really so naughty arghhh...) After english class, I asked you to accompany me to go bursary, to pay the hostel fees xDD That's so good that I have you by my side ! LOLs If not I will be lonely everyday xD Thanks God, you've given me a big present ^^ I will appreciate this as much as I can xDD After paying the hostel fees, you went to meet your advisor with Nicholas. Then I went to TBR with others. xDD I reserved a seat for you. When you reach I thought you didn't notice it. But you automatically come beside me and sat down ! xDD Clever KL ^^ Although all of these were just normal things, but I appreciate all the moments with you, even just few hours or few minutes, it's already more than enough ! You're the first guy that can make me feel Happy, Sweet and Comfort xDD Unlike the one who were just make me suffer and sad, you're much more better than him ! No, he can't even being compared to you, because he's not worth for me to care so much. You're different, it's worth for me to do so ! xD You're so gentle and serious, while he's just playful and nonsense ! Okay, stop talking about him xDD You said you don't like I talk about him. I swear this is the last time he appear in my post xDD (smile? LOL) After back from TBR, we back to college and attend HE class ! Our class attendant was less than 50% xD It's okay, my focus was just on you! xDD The lecturer gave us exercise and some tips to answer the essay question which will come out on final exam. I sat beside you. Again, I do not concentrate on what she talked. LOLs...Luckily I have snap down the pictures of the past year question of essay. If not, I shall be blur blur what I should write in my essay later. xDD Today was the first time I do homework with you xDD It's quite fun xDD I like it when you're serious doing homework! xDD As what others say, a man is most attractive when he is serious. When we were looking for answer in the notes, I feel that we are so close to each other LOLs It sounds sweet xDDD No choice, we 're really sweet LOLs... After finish HE class, it's just 2.50++ pm. You said your bus will be reach by 3.15pm, so you accompanied me to walk xD We walk together and talk, forget what was the content, but I enjoy walking with you ! LOLs (Why you enjoy everything related to him ? LOL) No choice, this is what people do when they're fall in something xDD When we separate at library, I'm abit down. But it's alright, because I still can meet you tomorrow right? xD So, I back to hostel with my bicycle, at high speed xDD Today I've changed. I ate a piece of bread ! LOLs (That's abnormal because I hate eating bread xD) And I even take bath at 5pm ! LOLs It sound funny, because I always take bath at night, which is like 10pm or 11pm. It's all because of you xDD Then, I went for sleep on my bed !! (This is really abnormal, I do not touch my bed in evening since I came college xDD ) You see, how much you've influenced me xDD Just now when we chat, I accidentally said out something, that I mentioned I won't be telling you until we graduate. Maybe I 've lost control, or my finger is too fast xDD You saw it and you said that's what you want to say too ! LoLs I felt happy, of course. But what we are now? We can't go any further? xDD Since study is more important right now, we should focus more on it. xD You said you're okay even that we just study, play, eat together. Yes, that's what I think too. We should do what we should do now xD Things should be done at suitable time. But my feel will not change! Hope that you are the same too xD We can take care each other, giving support to one another, and also the most important thing, teach and learn from each other. xDD Although our status is complicated right now, but as long as we're happy, it doesn't matter right? xDD So, just let it be ! As  I said, this is a positive love. I should have positive thinking too xDD So, I hope to be happy everyday, of course with you ! ^^ What do you think? Write it out on your blog xDD I will check it out everyday xDD I know my post is getting shorter and shorter ! No choice, there's something that cannot be describe in words, such as, feelings xDD Never mind, I will tell you some day xDD

Yo..finally xD

Yes, I'm here again xDD Hmmm...I'm glad that I managed to write a post everyday xD But all because of you. The previous posts was all about you LOLs No choice, I think I have nothing to write beside you xD Maybe today I will try to cut down a bit, but I think it will be too hard xDD Don't Care first xD Let's start ^^ Today I can't sleep until 4pm, it is because my parents are coming here to bring us for breakfast. I get a morning call from my mum and she says they are on the way to our hostel from Bentong. I get a shock, although I knew that they did it always (Every week coming to KL to find us LOL) Maybe she miss us too much, or afraid I forget to eat xDD Then I answer her call, she is talking to me while I still half-sleeping xDD She ask us to be get ready in half hour time. ">__<" After ending the call, I checked my inbox xDD You replied my message in 6.08am LOLs It's too early xDD After reply message I sleep back again LOLs...half hour gone, my mum called me again. But I didn't hear it, so she call my sister xDD Then start asking her, why is carol not answering call and bla bla bla. LOLs She asked us to wake up by now ">___<" Then, I get up from bed and go to wash and brush. xD But the thing I concerned was my inbox LOL After back from brush teeth, I look for my hp again xDD You said eat breakfast is good for health xD Although I usually didn't eat, but now I will start to eat xDD (Why everything can be linked to you? LOLs) Don't Care xD They said they reached our hostel gate, then we rush out xD My brother be the driver now, because want to let him be more familiar with driving car xD My dad said we're going to PJ for breakfast? Then he said let him drive to PJ, and then let me drive back xDD It's okay, since I didn't drive on high way for a long time already xDD The feel of driving car at high speed is definitely fun ! But I only managed to reach 110km/h in DUKE highway, and the car will be started to tremble. No choice, it's an old wira which is already 15++ years old. xD My dad says that if drive too fast is not good, because it might lost control LOLs. He asked me to maintain at about 100 or 110 and that is enough. ">___<" But for me 110 is quite okay already, I can feel that I'm like playing car racing game xD But this was in real life, so that will be more fun LOLs After eating and we're heading back to hostel. It's just 2pm when I reach hostel ">__<" I sent you a message and you didn't reply xD I was thinking maybe you are busy, then I go for online. Again, I realize that without you, it was too boring to be online LOLs So, I off the laptop and went for sleep xDD My bed become attractive now LOLs... I sleep and sleep, hoping faster to reach 6pm, so that I can go for dinner and back hostel, then you should be online already xDD Things go as what I expected xDD I woke up at 6pm and went to TBR for dinner xDD You replied message stating that you are at home already xDD I'm happy (for no reason? xD) After finish my dinner, my parents came again LOLs (No choice, she miss me too much ^^) She said she bought many milks for me xDD Then my dad came to TBR to fetch us back hostel xDD No doubts, I have nice parents ^^ But I believe all the parents in this world care their children too. It's very common right? xDD But mine is different, my mum was over concerned about me LOLs She care me too much xD Sometimes until I cannot breathe (Is that so serious? LOLs) But I know it was good for me, at least better than those who left their children alone at outsdie. So, I love my parents, as well as my brother and sister xDD And of course, u too xDD Love for caring me so much xDD And thanks for caring me ^^ Okay, back to hostel already. I online and I saw you online too ! Yes, I 've been waited for so long LOLs (not reach 48 hours yet = =) Then, I find you to chat (can't control xD) Today we've chat many thing xDD We even do homework together xDD I asked you what is important for you now and you answered Study LOL I felt a bit dissapointed but soon you continued with "carol" LOLs I was shocked and can't stop smiling at that moment xD Then I talk about the guy, saying that he is fake xD And I asked you whether you are fake or real LOL You said donno xDD But after that you've tell out something too LOL Never mind, I think I know what you mean xD Then, we talked about many things that makes me can't stop smiling LOL (No need to mention it out 1 by 1 right? xD) Maybe it's too sweet LOLs After finish 1 reading comprehension, you said you're tired and have to continue tomorrow ! You said you're going to finish it in library tomorrow, which is alone xD I said I can go find you but at first you said no need xDD After I say I'm ok then you become so excited LOLs (Admit it la xD No people laugh at you LOLs) Actually I'm happy too LOL (for what reason? not sure xD) So, what's is it all about ? (Not sure xD) Just let it be, everything will be alright ^^ Just don't be too rush and end up like before xDD Woots, It's 3.17am now. Compared to my first post, which finished at 4.29am, it's already quite early I finish the post! Of course, my post is getting shorter and shorter LOL I should be putting more nonsense here and make it longer xDD What I want to say now? It's all about KL, KL and KL xDD But I can't tell it out LOLs You said you will figure it out yourself right? Try your best ^^ Okay, I think I should sleep now xD Else, I will probably wake up after 10.30am and late for class ! xD So...good night Carol ^^ and KL too xDD