Sem Break !!

OMG.. it's semester break now !! What does this mean ? I have to struggle for 1 month plus... because I'm not able to see you ~ LOL.. Let's hope this month will be over very soon xDD Last few days was quite unusual and emotional.. moreover it's on exam period @__@ and the stupid period problem keep on occur ... it makes me super stress and uncomfortable ~ so I lost control O.O and burst out almost everything ~_~ that night was a sleepless night .. I've complaint so much to you suddenly... sorry my dear O.O i'm just a normal individual.. and not as optimistic as what I always act.. ">__<" What I've said are truth but unintentional ... sometimes truth should not be tell out as it might hurt others, especially those that loved you O.O Anyways.. sad moment had passed xD We already had a talk and settled the conflict ? Is that really considered a conflict ? LOL.. perhaps it's just too much of expectation.. I should not expect too much.. Well.. I've figured out the fact.. that is.. don't ever care too much.. be happy always.. ^^ everything is gonna be alright at the end ~ Although life is always not go as smooth as what we wish.. just face it with open-mind and don't ever be too stubborn and "over think" xD Over the 8 months (5 days to go xD) I have changed a lot and have different point of view, compared to before.. o.o I learned to tolerate and appreciate which I didn't even do throughout the 18 years of my life.. because I was youngest in family and over-cared ~ I do not have much friend though.. So I don't really care and appreciate others.. O.O I just treat people like how they treat me xD Until I date with you, I started to know to maintain a relationship is not easy O.O nonono.. I always know that.. So I interact with you carefully.. to avoid argue and conflicts xD.. But I used to be bad.. do not care people feeling so much if I'm not interested on them.. Instead, I care all about you.. LOL.. For you to be happy, I'm willing to hold on my temper and change anger into happy by thinking in another angle xD Yea I did that always.. So I do not angry on you so far.. mostly I will kept quiet but it's not angrying.. just a little bit unhappy? xD But you told me.. I do not have to tolerate with you too much.. I can be angry also.. O.O But I found out when you're in front of me, I will not be able to angry because all the things become positive once I saw you LOL.. donno how to explain Grrr... whatever.. You are unique to me.. xD I don't think I can find another guy which can make me feel this way anymore.. Even there is.. but it's not you anymore.. So I Don't want it to be happen !! I just want you you you .. Ang Kian Leong ♥ That's all I want to write for today.. xD.. Lastly, I super love you ! As much as I can ever think.. ♥