错了错了。。

I've made a serious mistake T___T Words really can hurt people.. So sorry my dear ">__<" I really didn't mean that way T__T.. I felt that u were hurt just now ">___<" by my stupid question.. u said "why u 2 also like this" .. i know what it means.. ">__<" sorry that i made u feel that way again T__T I'm really bad.. all of this started by me .. i complain always.. T___T.. I make myself suffer.. and so do u... besides sorry I don't know what to say... ">__<" why am I such a troublesome... Cry really doesn't help to improve situation.. just getting more and more suffer... T___T but I can't control the tears... what should I do? I feel shame for myself.. T__T Now I even not dare to open fb... I don't know how to face u... I don't know what can I talk to comfort u... T__T Sincerely, I really didn't want you to bb with me T___T I'm just afraid u will do that to me... T___T ... no more next time... i won't say it anymore... I'm worrying u... but u already told me before u won't tell out ur problem... becoz it will make me emo? u said u will settle urself T__T whatever... since what I talk also cannot comfort u... T___T ... why every sem break also like this T__T it's all me again... T___T I miss u too much.. think too much... and care too much... T___T before i always say want u to be happy... but i cant do it... so sorry.. i always make u emo... even just small thing... T___T now i know what is 茶饭不思.. coz i feel that way now... T______T no more appetite.. this 2 day my mind is just all about u... don't know why... i can't focus on any other thing... even my favourite programming T_____T... i hate myself.. i even think of disappear in this world... ">___<" but i won't do it... i know there will be many bad consequences... T___T but what can i do.. nothing i can do... i said won't let u got 阴影 anymore... I fail again... T___T u already feel that way right now... T___T but i really didn't mean that way T_________T 从头到尾 also didn't think of bb with u... T___T i'm just too 自卑... i always no confident... i scare u will bb to me... T______T now I even make u emo always... i scare u will feel very suffer... and this add on to my thought... i afraid that will happen... T______T But i would not want it to be happen.... T____T just now u said "u want is it" ... this sentences scared me... T___T I don't want i don wan i don wan... ">____<"... carol u fail... T_______T

对不起对不起对不起。。我错了。。T____T