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hmm...It's an unusual day...@__@ Originally we were so happy...but things go worst after that ">__<" I'm so Sorry... I made you become unhappy... I know I'm quite bad... And you so good... You're so 乖...">__<" I even feel that 配不上你...T___T...Just now I reply you so slow it's because I felt I'm not a good girl...I don't know how to face you...">__<" I hate myself why being so hs lols..If can choose again..I rather don't want to have internet...So that I won't become like this...@_@ You said you're nothing...But I know you're not happy..maybe you too care about me? ">__<" I seems like make you disappointed lols...But you do not want me to be unhappy...so you say you don't care the past ">__<" I'm so 感动...T___T... I'm not good but you still 包容 me...You asked me not to think so much xD...So I tell myself...I must appreciate you..the guy that love me :P ... Today I told you..I will wait for you...8 years... This is my real thinking...I'm willing to wait ! but if after 8 years you don't want it's okay also..(hope this won't be happen xDD) I want to give you more love xDD After just now's incident..I'm scared...I afraid that I will lost you T__T what does this mean? It means I'm really really fall in love with you...quite deep..xD I scared you don like me...">__<" Luckily you didn't say so...I don't want it to be happen also ! I will try my best to improve our relationship ... I know you will also xD... You're my Mr Right xDD... I won't leave you no matter how ">__<" Talk is useless..Don't worry..I will proof with action xD...I've never been so serious to a guy...you're the first..and also the last...I hope..(no..I really want it to be true !) I care about everything that related to you..I care how you feel...I care about your health...and even your mood...">__<" I even think so hard on how to celebrate your birthday with you xDD..(still don't know yet XD) I knew there's no one is perfect..but I just want to make myself a perfect gf? LOLs..Isn't it too over? no choice...I'm so in love with you..xD 3 more days then we are 1 month already xD..Time passed so fast...xD Although we might be facing a lots of trouble..or problems.. I believe we can overcome it xDD... After every incident..I felt that I love you deeper and deeper...xD Sorry for being so "Nauseating" but this is my real thinking xD..Hope that tomorrow will be alright...and the coming future xD...Thanks for reading my blog posts xD..I think you are my only loyal fans ba LOLs...Anyways...good night my dear...(opps..this is the first time I use 'dear' xD) Means? we are getting closer xDD...