Trip? = =

Hmm...Initially our family decided to go Cameron Highlands today.. opps...should be my dad decide.. LOLs... but the trip was called off.. Why? because we were all sleeping pig xDD and actually we do not want to go too...xD... He woke up early in the morning and tried to wake us.. But all of us didn't wake...it makes him angry... He had a big argue with my mum... then he went out angrily by himself...and he scold bad words lols.. I'm really disappointed on him...as a father... ~_~ I know he was stressed and he wish to go travel with whole family.. But that's not the way right? He likes to say go here or there for trip suddenly LOLs... it's suddenly... never planned...@@ and he never think about how to use his money wisely lols.. He forced us to listen whatever he said...and force us to follow him to anywhere... If we reject...then it's like what was happened today...I'm really really disappointed on him... not only this issue...but many many others... lols... I don't like his way of doing things... ~_~ All his thinking are negative...I wonder how I grew up in such environment...lols..luckily I have a nice mum...xDD... Although I don't really like to back home.. because he fetch us.. But I will still back home..for my mum xD.. Anyways... even how bad or how complex he is.. He's still my dad.. this is the fact and cannot be change forever... No choice... it's what god had given me..I have to appreciate too.. At least he had contribute some..to feed us... LOLs..just 'some' xD.. it's okay.. At least he is better than those who throw away their kids...xD... I will still treat him like a dad... give what I should give after I grew up... and after work.. but of course I will give more to my mum compared to him lols... this is the fact..xD What my mum had given to us are far more than what he gave.. So..I know what to do next time..xD But he got help to pay for my college tuition fees..Opps...not pay..it's just get from EPF... I doubt whether he really can pay for our fees by cash.. @@... never mind... at least I can study well.. eat well and sleep well...it's actually more than enough already...xD But I just hope he can improve...to become a better dad... ">___<"..that's what I want... Okay...stop about him... Although he's 1 of the important guy in my life.. But I do not put much hope on him xDD.. Let's move on to another guy..which is quite important to me too.. xDD that is...you ! You're really different from him... I think should be far better from him... firstly.. attitude... I got no comment on his attitude ... lols... but your attitude are good xDD.. like +1 xD... Then.. you're quite caring...seems like guy who will take care family well... Unlike him.. don't really care about us much... I think he even not sure when is our birthday xD.. so...Like +2 xDD...Hmm... you're soft too.. I like guy who are 温柔.. and not everyday bad words..especially say bad words to family.. I hate it..lols.. I think you won't be so rude right? xD..like +3 xD... And you will care how I feel..he's not... he always scold people without thinking what other feels...not mercy at all.. even to his wife... lols.. anyways..Like + 4.. woots... 1 more... you have 上进心... that's what I want... xDD... like +5..xDD I gave you so many likes..happy? xD So.. I never regret regarding my choice...xD before.. now..or future hopefully xDD... I've made a right decision ^_^ Hmmm.. It's 4.09am right now... I miss you so much... ~_~ I hope to see you soon... Hope that I will be in hostel by tomorrow night...xDD... But just now he said want to go cameron highlands again LOLs.. he uses a forcing voice to ask us follow him LOLs.. He say he will go out at 7am.. we want to go or not it's up to us xDD.. I confirm no one will feel want to go with him...even my mum..xD but not sure what he will do later...lols.. angry again? lols... up to him... we got no energy to play with him xDD... I just hope to back hostel faster...xD So I can get rid of his bad attitude..which makes me hate him..xD... Okay..really have to stop about him... Sorry for writing so many nonsense... but I really can't stand for what he did.. and I can't argue with him... I'll sure become the loser...lols...so I voice it out here..xD hope you don't mind... Because this is the only place that I can say out what I want to say freely... without scare...xD since I already wrote about our relationship... what for to scare xDD... And not much people will visit my blog too...unless you..my loyal fans xDD... If you can read until here...thanks so much...haha... and again it proof I made a right decision...xD... Back to my life...xD... in the morning.. all of us wake up after he went out...xD... we were all fed up..xD don't care... I fetch my mum and bro sis out for meal..we went to old town in bentong xD.. I ordered the nasi lemak.. the one we ate together last time in jusco xDD.. I think about you...that's our first time dating right? xDD... I can't forget it xD... Thanks dear.. you gave me many sweet memories.. xD.. You let me know how to love xD And fill up my life with colours... ^_^ I've done many thing that I never do before...with you...xDD... Hope that we can sweet as long as we can... again... nothing gonna change my love for you xDD.. today you are getting sick... I'm worry about you.. But I can't do anything..T___T.. What I can do is to cheer you up... xD I will cheer you up everyday xDD.. Just now you were so tired... but you still want to chat with me... ">__<" I'm so 感动 xDD... Thanks so much xD... Hope you can recover as soon as possible... I want you to be healthy always... sickness? get the hell out of my sight xD... So..you must take care yourself well..xDD.. i will give you a big hug once you recover xD... noo... even haven't recover.. I also wish to hug you...my boy... xDD... Sorry for being so "Nauseating" ...but that's what I really want xDD... Hmmm... it's 4.43am... time to sleep? by the way...it's my turn to running nose @_@ why? LOLs... not sure.. maybe you sick I sick? ~_~ never mind.. I will take care myself as well xDD don't worry xDD...good night...kian leong...xD