the end of us.. 😭

today mark the end of our 6 yrs plus relationship.. 😭

my feeling is more than sad.. i cannot describe it.. i felt both of us hurts so deep... even u are the one who initiated..

i cant fall asleep even i did not think anything..
the thing that i afraid since the initial phase of relationship finally happens..

we have no fate.. 😭
we are destined to passed by each other...

tomorrow onwards i will lost u forever...
i cant get close to u anymore..
i cant hold ur hand..
i cant declare ownership..
i cant smell u...
i cant have future w u...
kai xuan is not happening..😭

i look thru the windows..
i see emptiness...

my heart is kosong now..

whats inside of me.. 😭

my tears dried and wet for N times repeatedly..

but growing up means life still goes on no matter what happened..

i still have to go to office tomorrow..
with my broken into pieces heart..
and a shell without soul..

life goes on..
sadness stay..
insomnia starts..