Sad...

N months no write? y come bck?
sure sad lo... TT...
sure gt thing wan to faxie...
but too timid cnt do it publicly...

y i always sick? always pain Grrr
y i have to suffer all these...
y nt the selfish 1 who suffer...
so they know the feeling of pain...
y i so kind also nid suffer... TT

i really wish i died so no nid to face this cruel world... merciless... Arghhh...
even ur family members... TT
i hate myself... hate until the END arghhh

not a good daughter..
not a good sister
not a good gf....
not a good fren...

i wan kill myself..
but im so timid...
i havent repay my mum...
i always scared i die too early no one will care my mum... since they so selfish...

pain... oni know pain...
troublemaker... oni know make trouble...
useless... stupid... pain die mi... pls...
just let mi die due to pain...

or fever until die... hot like iron...
since family also don care...
oni know scold...

but i cnt die yet... TT...
i must grow up... even hard n tough...
i must repay all to my mum...
maybe after she went to heaven oni my turn... sad...

how to stand the pain?
arghhhhhhh......
stupid carol...

period pain... gastric pain...
hand pain leg pain ass pain...
still gt wer no pain de? F5..
tell mi.. y u so noob...
y u cnt care ur body...
y the fck u let urself sick...
Arghhhhhhhh....

no eye c u... lol...