sob ~

i've no idea wat's going on ~
i burst into tear in a sudden ">__<"
once i start crying..
i cannot stop..
especially if someone talk to me
i will getting more n more suffer..
T______T then cry non stop... lols..
then cannot breathe...
keep 抽泣..

gathering with family should be happy..
why i become like that... ">__<"
make my mum sad also.. haiz..
maybe i am too sensitive...
i cant listen to things that seems too harsh..
a super mentally weak creature..

or maybe this few days too xxxx
maybe too long no cry...
so i burst out in a sudden...
T___T it's not what i wan...
why i so easily cry...
like a baby...
useless... grrrr...

but....
this things only happen..
when i deal with family...
or ppl that i very care..
stranger ?
whatever he/she talk
i wont mind ...
not so deep at least.. ">__<"

so.. i cant angry with close fren..
i cant angry with my family...
i cant ....... grrrr...
what also cant T____T
useless !!!
stupid carol !!!

so.. when i start to tear...
what to do?
do nothing n left me alone..
else i will cry more seriously...
and will more suffer n suffer...
even when i want to stop..
it doesn't let me to stop ?!!
see... that's me...
stupid me... T___T

maybe i got asthma...
so i cannot cry...
i don like to cry... T__T
but i'm so sensitive..
what can i do ? arghhh
i cant close my ears..
everything ppl says i mind..
i really mind...
bcoz i can hear it...clearly..
and at the same time... hurting..
">__<"

calm down...
let's go maths...