burn ~

i've something wrong le ... lols
went out with family two days..
2 days also 发火.. @_@
why become like that lols..
maybe don like to see someone..

today steamboat again..
i wasted money again.. lols..
why don born me same as others..
why let mi feel vomit bcoz of those smell..
why people can eat so happily..
why i have to avoid .. haiz...

lol back to 发火 ...
ytd angry and felt heart pain..
coz he done such thing again...Grrr
i hate him so much..
but anyhow he's still my dearest xxx..
this is fact and cannot be change lols
we just can hope he became better...

i kept telling myself..
whatever he took from my mum..
i will earn back double for her..
hope i can achieve it.. xDD
as usual.. i angry.. i tear ~
so i don wan to angry arghh...

today angry becoz of sister.. lols
even it's just super small thing..
i recall back again.. lol
y i always like that.. ">__<"
i always tell myself to calm..
let's calm calm calm...

but hor.. until now..
i still cannot angry infront u.. LOL
yuan lai u so pro... xD
i will become soft even feel angry..
let's continue...
i need control my EQ well..