break record !

arghh.. how can I wrote so many words last year.. today I want to break record xDD.. let's see how many words I can "type" lols.. if ask me to recall back what I've written for the past 1 year.. I will only remember part of it.. So when I read back, I felt funny.. xD why am I so 肉麻.. so many ♥ on a post O.O almost every day the main focus on my post was about you.. our relationship.. how much i ♥ u O.O this is what called "fa hiao" or 思春 ? lols.. whatever... at least I know.. 在有生之年，有个人陪我度过甜酸苦辣 xDD.. and that's you.. my boy.. or my man? xD anyways.. what am I doing here now? o.o not sure... I'm too boring that I've played every game and don't know what to do right now ~ as usual... "Sem break" is what I always don like xD because it distances me from you.. lols.. ">__<" you will sure be wondering.. why this time sem break I did not keep saying "i miss u" ah... wan die ah... bla bla bla... LOL.. because i'm really missing you and i don't want you to know.. even u know u also cannot do anything ma... right.. @_@ .. the 1st day i back home.. which was friday.. I was so emo and down.. because I was forced to back ~ by who ? myself.. lols.. my parents keep ask me to back ~ but I want to stay.. wishing to meet u.. even few hours ? but I can't give my mum a reason to stay.. instead of let her say "wan boy don wan mum" i decides to back home lu.. xD.. after back home i regret xD.. lols.. i went to bath and cry O.O it has been long time i didn't cry le... funny lo? own decide to back and then cry sendiri ~_~ haiz... i find for it myself # # ... scientist says cry is good for health.. but not more than 15 minutes xD.. but whenever i do.. it is always more than that LOL... no wonder i will have gastric xD.. i found out every time back home also will feel gastric pain...  is it 心理作用？LOL...not sure.. when in hostel I didn't feel any pain.. xD maybe near to u.. O.O again.. relate to u.. fa hiao.. LOL... omg I just bitten my mouth T____T so painful.. still have 15 days to go.. how to pass ? lols.. the worst moment last sem also passed like this le.. so there's nothing that cannot pass... xD.. when I'm in my room... this position.. playing laptop... I will recall back how I suffer last sem.. @__@ and how u suffer.. sorry dear.. ">__<" make u disappointed .. TT.. but u told me it's already past.. u don care anymore.. o.o .. last sem break before open school... i still afraid after i meet u.. it will not be the same as before... maybe no more love.. or etc @_@.. that time really feel wan suicide... O.O whenever see people suicide, i will feel why they so stupid... but when things happen to u... then u will know the feeling.. wish to make urself disappear in this world xD... luckily.. u didn't do that to me.. instead.. u are just as usual.. and never ever talk about that issue infront me again.. ">__<" thanks dear..♥ .. but if u do so... i can't imagine how i gonna face u anymore... o.o maybe leave? # # .. anyways... fact is already fact.. cannot be changed.. lols.. there's sure be a needle there.. cannot be forgotten.. what i can do is.. trying to improve myself.. ">__<" .. don't always make u gek... don let u sad... although i always failed to do so... LOL... nvm... try again lo.. failure is the mother of success xD.. i know u wan to make me not so boring... so u play game with me.. O.O we played dragon saga this few days.. until midnight also no sleep... @__@ btw.. this few days really eat play sleep only ~ just like pig = = ... no choice... our education system ~ sem break is for what ? = = waste time.. if study continuously.. maybe 21 years old already graduate... xD but so fast graduate = separate with u again.. gg.. i don wan... xD... haiz... whatever la.. how long is my post already? @@... 769 words only !! omg.. not long enough... T__T.. still have many thing to talk ? hmm... some is un-talkable LOL... let's talk about lala.. its fur is really soft.. soft until i not dare to hug it so frequently.. LOL.. i scare the fur become messy xD.. how funny is this... you said if don wan hug then i gift u bear for what LOL.. i will hug it de la.. 最多 help him comb fur... xD.. how about bui bui ? o.o still cute as usual.. always help him take picture.. hehe... this is my life.. with bears full of the bed.. O.O next time maybe no chance put so many bears le... ">__<" .. pls don burn my bear xD.. i will mad.. @@.. today went out with mum... see dao my primary school... recall back my school life o.o yes got thing write le !!

Standard 1... i did a pro thing... i accidentally knock a people's head with iron ruler ">__<" then my class teacher punish me to stand on the bench ">__<" she still say initially wan let me be class monitor.. after that no need le.. lols... standard 1 is also the 1st and the only time i get 1st in class when exam.. after that.. never... lols... bcoz i promise my dad to get 1st when 6 yrs old... that time he bought me a bicycle.. i learn to ride bicycle on standard 1.. o.o

Standard 2.. they started to memorise multiplication table.. o.o i follow also... although i finish memorised all of it... forced by my aunt when i 3 years old.. lols siao... that's y my maths is abit better ">__<" .. we also always practice write chinese 生字.. every time back home do homework.. must write the word full of 1 page.. O.O i always starting by make the page like a square.. then man man write inside de word... like "口" xD...

Standard 3.. English need to take exam already... O.O become hard subject.. TT.. that time my english was so poor... lols.. but my maths was increasing.. it's also the time my mum sicked seriously and admitted into hospital for few months... i was crying everyday... every afternoon after finish class we will go to KL general hospital to visit my mum.. ">__<" doctor says her life max only 10 years if not recover... I'm super scare that time lols.. that time english exam i take low mark.. but never fail.. the teacher ask me why.. i cannot answer.. my heart was thinking about my mum.. lols..

Standard 4.. Every students must attend the tuition class in school... have to pay rm45 per month... but i'm the only 1 didn't attend tuition class... lols.. financial problem.. i'm super envy those who can.. @__@ my english is still so poor... and also malay.. my result is super worst.. get 23th among 30+ people in my class.. @@... my mum's sick still remain serious.. but not stay in hospital anymore... she not dare to go out of house.. i'm so sad lols.. my stupid dad leave us that year.. to KL.. lols.. my brother and i everyday have to go a friend's house outside wait their parent wake up fetch us go school... the people house got a dog.. i scare the dog @@ always jump out lick people = =

Standard 5.. we moved to new house xD without dad ! and that's where I live now.. the first house that we owned... bought by my mum.. 头期 still ask for grandmum's help.. tuition class? government come out a SBT donno what thing... allow poor student to go for tuition at half price... o.o then i can go tuition le.. xD happy.. because teacher sometimes will ask us things that learn in tuition class... no tuition de people donno lo ~_~ .. this year the guy i an lian changed to our class from second class.. our class first class o.o... everyday can see him O.O i invited him to my birthday party.. he got come ne... but after that donno what happen we become enemy ~_~ lols..

Standard 6.. teacher everyday talk UPSR UPSR ~_~ sien lo... last year in primary school... after that cant meet him anymore ? @@ not dare to talk to him.. until form 4 lols.. coz afraid he hate me.. got 1 day teacher change the seat of student... then change him to sit beside me ... i'm like OMG.. lols.. excited yet sad.. excited becoz he is beside me... sad becoz he won't talk to me... lols... after few days teacher change again... then he sit with another ppl le...">__<" I went to take part in Maths Competition.. bentong area de.. get 2nd O.O not bad ma.. 1st time get 奖杯 in my life.. UPSR exam lo... a 监考 teacher scold me... because i sleep @@ lols... primary school life end..

Form 1.. I went to Klang to study... at Kwang Hua (Private) high school.. have to stay in hostel... lols... ofcourse is sponsor by the 董教总... they say free to study for 6 years in the school... but have to write letter to our 干爹干娘 lols... and maintain good result + attitude ~ the school is not bad... but hostel is bad lols... kena bully by senior lo... got disorder liao ~ that y now in hostel stay with sister ">__<" that time in the school get nice result O.O 7A1B.. lols.. but after half year then leave le.. back to bentong de secondary school... but the school far from my house ~

Form 2.. changed to another school...known as the worst school in bentong... which situated just bottom of my Taman there.. form 2 that time is afternoon class ~ O.O 1pm start class... i 12pm only wake xDD... that time my friend Pei Yee always come my house play Maple with me xD.. we are in same class since primary standard 4 o.o .. geografi and sejarah is dead ~ so ghost hard lols...

Form 3... still in the same school... but is morning class liao..6am hv to wake up ">__<" ... geografi changed to a fierce teacher teach.. but teach dao good... we all scare of her @__@ she say answer objective question cannot circle the answer... must underline whole answer LOL... ke lian...mum allow me to go outside tuition...maths.. O.O.. not want go learn what.. just wan do exercise..xD trial PMR get 1A7B.. of course is math A... lols.. so cham... not dream so much for PMR... but get full A O.O..unexpected..

Form 4... changed school again... to where my brother study... and also where the guy study.. @__@ reason to change school is "want to take ICT subject"... becoz only the school have ICT... so I go into the same class with the guy again.. organized camp with him become helper O.O have chance to talk back with him... so excited ">__<" but just wan be friend.. lols.. after get full A.. then my mum allow me to tuition more subject xD.. add maths... o.o physics... physics i always bring many junk food + sweet go in eat.. LOL... the teacher so kind.. always smile with us only LOL.. but he teach like 催眠.. @@ fall sleep in his class always..

Form 5.. SPM lo... last year in secondary school... hopes to go college as soon as possible... because don like secondary school life.. all the subject are so boring... physic chemistry = = sejarah... lols.. teacher keep on push us to study until max... @__@ ke lian.. tuition still add maths + physics.. add maths so exciting... physics continue boring lols... luckily spm physic still got A.. if not really wasted 2 years money... @@ so it's the end of my secondary school life ~_~

then come to college le lo... u already know what's happening xD... knew a cute guy.. he will come chat with me.. an wei me when i sad xD.. after 1 or 2 weeks... then feel started to like him xD... then donno how together suddenly.. LOL... forget about the past.. the guy that i an lian o.o because no result de... this cute guy will got result xD... so we together liao 1 year + ... O.O i think my words should be exceed already ba ! 2174 words le !! LOL... so funny... add so many nonsence to 充数... ~_~ sure no people will finish read ba... whatever ... time to end xD

anyways... still ♥ u so much ... muacks...