haiz...

dear a... sorry for being emo again... 

this few days i'm sure i got something wrong.. >< 

kept on making cold war happens.. 

sometimes suddenly emo without any reason..lols..

why i have to behave like this ...

stupid carol .. # # 

is it that i forget i have to treat u better.. ><

sorry to make u speechless... ><

sorry to make u fed up.. # #

i can feel that u are unhappy when i starting 

to behave like that... lols...

i should not always think too much...

but i cannot stop thinking too much

bcoz i was borned to be like this.. ><

i tried to think positively always...

but it's just for temporary @@

my mood go up and down without any reason..

sudden happy and sudden sad.. ><

perhaps i'm too stress >< ...

should say i make myself stress.. lols..

i'm not pessimistic ... 

i just cant lose u ...

i'm too afraid to lose u... TT

i have so many problems.. 

cannot be solved..

i emo becoz i scare that my stupid problem 

will take u away from me.. ><

i didn't unhappy with what u did...

whenever u ask me whether i 不爽..

i only afraid that u will 不爽..

i scare 1 day u really fed up on me..

and i will GG.. lols...

see... i'm no confident at all...

even after 1 year i'm still so coward..

i donno wth i scare.. ><

but i know 1 thing..

i still ♥ u so much... TT