wan & don wan..

i wan to back hostel.. ><
but don wan open school.. TT

i wan to meet u.. ><
but don wan to meet unhappy de u..

i wan to stop being emo... TT
but don wan to pretend nothing happen...

i wan myself to disappear... ><
but i don wan to suicide... TT

i wan to talk to u...
but don wan to make u hate me...

i wan to back to normal... TT
but y cannot ? ><