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简单就好。。

开心就好。。

class ~

class is started ~
back to busy life ><
hope i can let go..
but i cant made it... # #
what can i do ? ><

kill me please ^^

yer

tell me..
how can it be so freaking pain...
#__#

result

成绩终于露面了。。
每过一个sem。。
就更迟出成绩。。><
12.45pm 才check到呢。。
等待的心情真的很不安。。
又期望又担心。。><

知道成绩后。。
是震惊了一下。。
然后就没有什么了。。
没有到处宣传。。
只和家人说。。

人家问我。。
全部都草草回答。。
敷衍带过。。@@
不想再让自己令你不喜欢。。

每天还会无端端想回。。
那些荒唐的事情。。><
还是放不下。。很内疚。。# #

原来。。
成绩和人格完全不符合。。
所以。。你问我。。
“终于拿到这种成绩开心吗”
不会开心。。><

原来。。
开心比成绩还重要。。# #
更重要的是。。
你开心。。><

lala

hmm.. recording is here xD

long long speech ><

password ? u will know it.. O.O

^^

thanks so much dear ... ♥
i will be good de ><

# #

最近翻开日记看到。。
里面全部都是 TT 。。
越看越心酸。。><
就算没事都会变有事。。

所以，从今以后。。
不要再写 TT 了！！
全部可以写 TT 的地方。。
将会变成 # # ... LOL..

那么下次看回的时候。。
才不会流泪。。lols。。

终于让我梦想成真。。
回来宿舍了。。><
越靠近你就越想你。。# #
为什么会想你？
为什么不是想妈妈？
# # ..

因为还在怕。。
我怕怕怕。。
只会怕。。
ｓｔｕｐｉｄ！
#_________#

T__T

这下好了。。
我们这些没用的孩子。。
伤透妈妈的心了。。
她说要跳楼了。。
T__T

orange room ~

o.o really so orange...
can feel the sorrow in the eyes ? ><
lols... cheer up carol... !!
back to the optimistic carol pls.. ><

wan & don wan..

i wan to back hostel.. ><
but don wan open school.. TT

i wan to meet u.. ><
but don wan to meet unhappy de u..

i wan to stop being emo... TT
but don wan to pretend nothing happen...

i wan myself to disappear... ><
but i don wan to suicide... TT

i wan to talk to u...
but don wan to make u hate me...

i wan to back to normal... TT
but y cannot ? ><

fish

13 months O.O
time passes so fast @@
but miss rate still didn't decrease ><
what to do ? ><
lala?

today only realized...
i only have 5 more days in bentong...
it's just like a blink of eye ><
and so many things had occur ><

anyways, fact is already fact..
cannot be change or edit TT
focus on tomorrow...
rmb the mistake & the pain.. ><
improve please carol... lols...

>< don so cool... TT

@@

2 more hours ><

Q_Q

o.o found it in the store today...
trigger out the memories between u and me again ><
every piece i ate i will think about the moment with u ><
miss u so much... TT

below is the diary of the day o.o ...

o.o

still got 10 days ++ more... lols..
but i not dare to count down..
coz afraid to meet u.. ><

afraid that everything will not be the same..
let's think positively O.O

hmmm...
good luck carol..

pain pain..

肚子痛了一整天。。TT
一开始是胃痛。。
之后痛到右下腹。。@@
盲肠炎。。？><
要开刀的wor。。><
我不要 T__T

看看明天会怎样。。
假如没有上网。。
应该是有事发生了。。lols..

haiz...累人累物的我。。TT
auntie说。。
男人不会要你了。。
那么多病痛。。TT

我应该也要有自知之明了吧。。T___T

btw.. i miss u so much.. TT
how horrible is that if i died...
without spending the rest of my life with u...
it will be the biggest regret ever...><

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when can i let go..
this miserable life.. ><
i miss u so much..
but i can't afford to tell u..
u are so busy.. ><
i'm not qualify to do so.. TT
我不配 ... ><

Every moment spent with u..
is a moment i treasure.. TT
i miss them so much...
those happy moments...
i afraid i don't have the chance anymore.. TT

how i wish my life would just end.. ><

lol

每天都要胃痛+泻。。TT
不是普通的上厕所。。TT
就快归天了吧。。><
还有好多事没做呢。。TT
我的kx都还没出世。。><

wuuu...

pain pain go away ... TT

~

i will...
i must...
TT

lala

finally got shape.. not ball anymore...

new diary o.o

work..

worked for 2 days le...
still feel so blank...
brain is empty lols...
the guy keep talk to me..
i just listen n nod head ~
bcoz there's nothing to do..><
how to pass 9.30 hours ><

emo already past ~
but it's not over.. ><
there's still something.. ><
can felt it ofcourse.. ><
whatever ~
optimistic ma.. ><