pain..

it's so painful... T_____T
i have never been like this ever..

知错认错又能怎么样。。
这个世界是残酷的。。TT

whenever i'm able to sleep..
i wish that i will never wake up anymore..
T_____T...

but it is impossible..><
u were suffering too.. but urs is worse..
i donno what can i do to relief ur pain..
i can only cry.. i only know cry..
how stupid am i... TT

how good if u have never ever met me..
u wont have such stupid gf..
u wont have to suffer..cry...stun...TT
it's all my fault...

i scare that i can't stand it anymore..TT
day by day my 罪恶感 increase..TT
can i tahan until open school ? TT
i donno...