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2012年1月17日星期二

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">__<" 1.19am right now.. feelilng emo ? hmm.. not sure... i'm just too boring and came here to chui shui..xD so where's my diary gone? O.O It's right here.. on my table.. I just finish wrote it... I will write it everyday.. just like what I did for this blog 5 months ago.. I didn't break my promise.. I'm really writing diary everyday ~ whatever.. it's not important.. so what's important? O.O it's about me and u.. ">___<" we're fine.. sure.. a peaceful relationship.. u're my prince and I appreciated u so much... ">__<" u couldn't know how much I miss u 1 day.. it's like going mad.. ">___<" so why? it has been already 5 months + .. it should be plain and not passionate anymore ? no no no ...  I'm still in love with u... ">___<" still mad on u... although the way u treat me already different a bit.. coz that's what u said.. "we're already close, nothing much to be 介意" .. it's okay.. xD.. but I will still treat u as how i treat u 5 months ago.. ">___<" why? perhaps I scare to lost u.. perhaps i love u too much so i'm not willing to hurt u... be it accidentally or unintentionally.. lols.. but sometimes we didn't talk much.. O.O maybe u're busying... and i'm busying? definitely not.. I'm waiting .. and waiting.. and waiting... for? not sure.. ">___<" u couldn't know how much joy come to my face when I saw u online... and u couldn't know how despair i'm when u left.. ">___<" lols.. so.. why girls are so troublesome? I mean myself.. why can't I just fucking do my own things and enjoy my stuff... why the hell I like to suffer? ">___<" why I care so much? ">___<" I know u will sure be uncomfortable if u read this post.. O.O but i'm sure it's not today.. xD since I didn't write post for long time... maybe after few days... O.O if u read this.. don't be unhappy.. ">___<" I'm just releasing my thoughts..xD i will be fine tomorrow... ">___<"... that day u were unhappy becoz of the reason "i suffer for missing u" ... it's the same thing for today.. ">__<" I miss u.. really miss u.. but I don't know how to chat with u.. I can't bring joy for u ~ coz we're already 5 months... nothing much could make us feel excited.. when I'm with you..face to face.. the same thing happen... that's why i'm always hs.. coz I thought that it's the only way to create fun.. so that we are not boring.. ">__<" i know it's a little bit ridiculous.. but I can't find other ways to make u smile.. LOL.. whatever ~ it's not important anymore... I can't meet u now... T___T no chance to do so.. ~ 20 days to go for sem 3.. I will sure be super excited for the 1st day of class.. lols.. siao.. everytime also like this... it's like never meet u before.. ">___<" no choice.. i born to be like this.. sensitive.. emotional.. childish.. hs... troublesome... lols.. anyways... I'll be fine .. soon... xD I still love u.. more love.. i know u are the same too.. as I feel it.. from the 3 days u accompanied me before i back bentong.. xD.. I saw the folder on ur desktop somemore.. xD.. thanks for being my dear.. ♥ .. i will try my best to manage my emotion ~ try to focus on other things instead of being "too mad" on u... ">___<" I will still love u for sure... but just a little bit "cut down".. for this 3 weeks... ">___<" otherwise.. i gonna have nightmare for every night.. ">____<" sorry for selfishness.. O.O but I actually don't think that I can achieve what I said.. LOL... I will definitely back to the same "me" ... miss u and miss u and miss u.... lols... whatever... good luck Carol..

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