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Undeniable I'm quite excited today ! Why? Because I can get to meet u again ♥ Moreover.. I'm gonna meet your mum too @__@ It's the biggest challenge for me? think so.. because I've never go through this before.. I mean.. meeting bf's mum ">__<" I was damn panic yesterday.. I can't even fall asleep.. @__@ Perhaps my sister had went to someone's house .. or I think too much about ... LOL.. the hostel is super scary ">___<" You can't imagine the whole block only 1 or 2 people left in the hostel ">___<" Of course I'm scare... yet I act nothing happen LOL.. I kept on trying to focus on something... watching movie... writing diary... to make myself not so scare @__@... I don't want to let you feel worry.. So I told you I was fine xDD.. I said I would go and sleep.. xDD.. after I off the netbook.. I went on bed.. and listen to music.. O.O I tried to sleep .. with all light switch on LOL... perhaps I scare ghost? xD.. after few hours.. I realised that I can't fall asleep = = ... it's 4am.. I open my eye big.. and hope not to hear any sound from outside LOL... if there's sound from outside .. something terrible will occur LOL.. luckily God treat me not bad.. xD I pass this terrible night peacefully.. without any disturb.. xDD... I miss u seriously !! But I not dare to sms u @__@.. I should let u sleep well.. xD.. So I closed my eyes... and tried to sleep ~ 7am reached O.O alarm was shouting LOL.. I quickly off it.. my sister haven't back to room ">___<".. I quickly sms her... she say 7.30am only back @__@ ... no choice.. I continue sleep... actually I'm cheating myself.. I can't sleep !! I'm thinking something on my mind ~ don't know what to think so much LOL.. finally she's back to room ~ xD I'm safe ~ Now I can sleep very well... but just 2 hours.. O.O 9am I went to bath.. xD 10am I sms u... and you just woke up.. O.O we wait for Eric to come fetch us ~ O.O reached your house at 10.30am.. think so... You came down to bring us to your house ... OMG.. I'm super panic.. ">___<" Reached your home.. went inside.. and saw your mum.. she's nice.. I greet to her and she smile.. xD We stay there until around 12pm.. my sis and eric went out.. they going for tuition... and left me in your house... together with your mum and u.. @__@ gan jiong-ing... she started to talk to me xD.. A friendly mum.. ^^ Then.. we went out... at the ground floor.. we saw your dad... xD .. he's just back from outside... looks nice and friendly too xD.. You told him I'm your girl friend O.O ... heart beat x100.. LOL... we're finally become public xD... thanks for introduce me to your parents.. We'll be more stable after this right? xDDD... that's what I want ^^... back to the story.. xD You fetched me to Wangsa Walk.. O.O We have a movie there... in 3D !! my first time viewing 3D movie in cinema... xD.. although the ticket is a little bit expensive... but it's okay... xDD whatever I do with u is worth and I like it.. xD.. but what was terrible is.. the cinema is super COLD ">___<" my hand and legs was being iced.. LOL... lucky you keep hold my hand and warm it.. ♥ thanks so much dear... You treat me so good ^^ I will love u always.. xD.. After movie.. we walk around there... going to book shop... buying 棉花糖... xD We ate the 棉花糖 together... just like kids.. LOL... it's super sweet @__@... this will be the last time I ate it... xD.. then.. we went to yong tau fu there... I thought they are setting up the stall.. but yet they didn't = = we wait for 1 hour and eat nothing LOL... ">___<" you have to back home for dinner... but you still accompanied me to TBR and eat.. O.O I must appreciate you ! what a good bf that I have.. ♥♥♥ ... thanks dear ^^ .. why I write this post ? xD nothing much.. just want to release a bit of my happiness and joy.. xDD.. Hope that we can have a nice and peaceful relationship ever.. xD.. Lastly.. as usual... Nothing gonna change my love for you !! xD.. it's monday today... five more days I will back to hostel again ^^ the count down is gonna end !! hohoho... I can meet u again.. monday tuesday wednesday friday saturday... xDDD... most of the peoples wish to have more holiday... but I wish to open school... for? meet u of course... LOL... whatever ~ 9 days more... and we're 6 months.. that means half year O.O woots... isn't it fast? LOL... I wish it will be last for unlimited 6 months.. xD.. 3.29am.. I donno why I love to write at midnight.. maybe that's a habit.. ~_~ ... midnight will have much more feeling than the day time.. O.O it's what called.. 感触良多.. LOL.. anyways.. I donno how to express my love towards you beside writing this post.. so.. here it is.. xD.. Maybe you already familiar with "I love you"... let's say something different... I need you !! xDD.. sound more 依赖 right ? LOL.. whatever... I really need you ">___<" you have crossed into my life... for 6 months... please don't ever leave me... @__@ I'm used to your smile...your face... your love... your everything... ">___<" I can't leave you anymore !! It's hard to imagine when I don't have u by my side ">___<" so... I need you.. my dear kian leong.. xD... Please continue to paint my originally dull life with colours.. ♥ Last last last.. I confirm this is last.. LOL... I Love You !! LOL... just now who said want try something different? = = No choice... I really love you... as much as what I wrote.. ♥ hmmm... time to sleep... i guess... xD.. good night dear ^^

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">__<" 1.19am right now.. feelilng emo ? hmm.. not sure... i'm just too boring and came here to chui shui..xD so where's my diary gone? O.O It's right here.. on my table.. I just finish wrote it... I will write it everyday.. just like what I did for this blog 5 months ago.. I didn't break my promise.. I'm really writing diary everyday ~ whatever.. it's not important.. so what's important? O.O it's about me and u.. ">___<" we're fine.. sure.. a peaceful relationship.. u're my prince and I appreciated u so much... ">__<" u couldn't know how much I miss u 1 day.. it's like going mad.. ">___<" so why? it has been already 5 months + .. it should be plain and not passionate anymore ? no no no ...  I'm still in love with u... ">___<" still mad on u... although the way u treat me already different a bit.. coz that's what u said.. "we're already close, nothing much to be 介意" .. it's okay.. xD.. but I will still treat u as how i treat u 5 months ago.. ">___<" why? perhaps I scare to lost u.. perhaps i love u too much so i'm not willing to hurt u... be it accidentally or unintentionally.. lols.. but sometimes we didn't talk much.. O.O maybe u're busying... and i'm busying? definitely not.. I'm waiting .. and waiting.. and waiting... for? not sure.. ">___<" u couldn't know how much joy come to my face when I saw u online... and u couldn't know how despair i'm when u left.. ">___<" lols.. so.. why girls are so troublesome? I mean myself.. why can't I just fucking do my own things and enjoy my stuff... why the hell I like to suffer? ">___<" why I care so much? ">___<" I know u will sure be uncomfortable if u read this post.. O.O but i'm sure it's not today.. xD since I didn't write post for long time... maybe after few days... O.O if u read this.. don't be unhappy.. ">___<" I'm just releasing my thoughts..xD i will be fine tomorrow... ">___<"... that day u were unhappy becoz of the reason "i suffer for missing u" ... it's the same thing for today.. ">__<" I miss u.. really miss u.. but I don't know how to chat with u.. I can't bring joy for u ~ coz we're already 5 months... nothing much could make us feel excited.. when I'm with you..face to face.. the same thing happen... that's why i'm always hs.. coz I thought that it's the only way to create fun.. so that we are not boring.. ">__<" i know it's a little bit ridiculous.. but I can't find other ways to make u smile.. LOL.. whatever ~ it's not important anymore... I can't meet u now... T___T no chance to do so.. ~ 20 days to go for sem 3.. I will sure be super excited for the 1st day of class.. lols.. siao.. everytime also like this... it's like never meet u before.. ">___<" no choice.. i born to be like this.. sensitive.. emotional.. childish.. hs... troublesome... lols.. anyways... I'll be fine .. soon... xD I still love u.. more love.. i know u are the same too.. as I feel it.. from the 3 days u accompanied me before i back bentong.. xD.. I saw the folder on ur desktop somemore.. xD.. thanks for being my dear.. ♥ .. i will try my best to manage my emotion ~ try to focus on other things instead of being "too mad" on u... ">___<" I will still love u for sure... but just a little bit "cut down".. for this 3 weeks... ">___<" otherwise.. i gonna have nightmare for every night.. ">____<" sorry for selfishness.. O.O but I actually don't think that I can achieve what I said.. LOL... I will definitely back to the same "me" ... miss u and miss u and miss u.... lols... whatever... good luck Carol..

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