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I've made a wrong decision last day ! lols.. I did the PIS tutorial until 6am ++ lols.. I thought I can wake up at 10am and bath.. but I'm wrong.. ">___<" After I fall asleep.. I'm totally a sleeping pig @__@ I've set few alarm.. But no one could wake me up... ">__<" When I woke up.. it's a sudden.. my sister shouted at me and said I'm late for class @__@ I quickly took my hp and see.. it's 12.45pm.. ">__<" my class started at 12pm.. I saw there are so many miss calls.. from you and my parents.. lols.. I'm stunned.. @__@ Why am I wake up so late? too tired? whatever ~ lols I even blame myself.. I think I should not sleep at 7am LOLs.. Then.. my mum called me again.. she scold me all the way.. ">__<" She say I'm not 生性。。only know sleep.. not serious on study... waste her money for my tuition fees... ">___<" She ask me to 反省... I got nothing to reply.. I just answer "oh.." then end the call... ">__<" Just after I end the call.. my tear started to drop..lols.. I started to 反省 lols... I blame myself for sleeping so late.. I blame the alarm.. lols... at last.. I didn't blame anymore.. I feel so hurt.. ">___<" She talk so cruel to me.. I sms with you.. and you comforted me.. ">__<" I wish to meet you.. You said you'll wait for me at library.. O.O I quickly stand up and went to wash my stupid tearing face LOLs.. Hmm..stopped crying.. xD I went to meet you..woots.. You ask me not to unhappy..and you treat me a drink ! ">__<" I'm really okay already that time... xD Happy xD You have to fetch your sister... but you purposely let me meet you ">___<" thanks dear.. ♥ we went to the very old place.. to copy the PIS tutorial answer... O.O you cheer me up.. xD Then.. we walked outside.. head to your car... xD You said fetch me back hostel.. but it's late already... I ask you to go and fetch your sister.. ">___<" But you still bring me to the hostel .. O.O I'm so 感动... xD Then.. I back to my room... and online.. o.o After N hours.. my mum find me in msn... ">____<" scolding again.. lols.. I can't stand it already... I 反驳 her.. ">___<" Because she kept on saying me.. She says like I'm not appreciate my study at all... ">__<" She even take other people to compare with me... T___T I hate comparison...lols... She want me to promise not to wake up late next time..@_@ I replied.. "I already study so hard, why you can keep on scolding me?" "Do you think it is easy to get 3.95? " "I already blame myself, I will behave already !" "Do you know I'm really hurt? I cried so hard already just now.." After I typed all these sentences... she didn't reply anymore.. And I'm already crying so hardly... ">___<" My sister didn't notice initially... but it become serious.. I started to 抽泣 .. non-stop... = = She realized I'm crying.. and she go tell the world = = Then only she come and comfort me.. lols.. so funny right? = = whatever.. I cried for 1 hour.. @__@ I felt so damn hurt... The tear cannot be stopped.. = = lols.. that's me.. I always cry.. lols.. even just a small issue.. Maybe I too concern on how my mum talks to me... Whatever she talk will affected me... ">___<" She seldom scold me... but when she scold.. I will surely cry.. ">___<" because she misunderstand me sometimes... T______T Why I study so hard? Because I don't want to disappoint her... Of course I know study hard is for my own good... but .. how can she say me like that?? ">___<" She say I didn't study hard.. instead.. kept on sleeping and playing until midnight !! Grrr... I didn't play games after I came to college T___T I don't like 被否定的感觉.. ">___<" Please don't scold me with the cruel sentences.. I can't 承受 @__@ I'm just so weak... I can cry very easily.. lols... whatever... I'm fine now...xD Actually I'm just 发泄-ing just now... because I feel stress coming @__@ I want to release it.. LOLs... funny? xDD Instead of keeping all the things inside heart... I rather spread it out.. with crying... xD It's a good way to relax myself.. ~_~ I will not feel anything after crying hard... xD So... please cry out loudly if you're sad xD woots.. It's 12am right now... So early I write the post? xD Sure.. I want to be good girl now onwards.. ">___<" but I miss you so much... what to do? ">___<" Never mind.. we still have many chances... 4 yrs to go.. xD as you said.. sometimes must have 想念的感觉 LOLs... Now I'm having the feel... xD Don't know whether you are the same or not... o.O whatever... I think I will stop here xDD Good night my dear ♥