Stupid Carol

啊。。今天的我真坏。。又弄到你不开心了。。而且还是两次啊。。">___<" 对不起啊。。每天说要给你开心。。原来我做不到。。T__T 有点内疚。。也不知道你是不是真的不开心。。问你也不说。。只是说很累。。@__@ 原本可以开开心心的过一天。。又给我搞砸了。。haiz。。stupid carol。。我不应该说你不够“用心”的。。">___<" 因为我自己也变得懒惰了。。可能是我害到你变得这样也说不定。。">___<" 对不起啊。。我不应该说你的。。应该是说。。我没有资格说你吧。。lols。。下不为例了！之后在PIS Lecture。。我又说错话了。。我可以feel到你的情绪直接360度变了。。好像也有点激动。。">___<" 你说很累。。我觉得不是咯。。一定是不开心了。。sorry。。sincerely。。">___<" 我不应该拿那些事来开玩笑的。。T___T。。我不会随便就离开你的。。T___T 。。虽然你每天都和我开玩笑。。有时真的会hurt到一下的。。">___<" 所以我明白那种feel。。有些东西真的不能开玩笑。。我知道对不起也是没用。。不过。。我也只能说对不起了。。T___T。。现在学乖了。。不会再有下次了。。无论你怎样和我开玩笑。。我也不要陪你癫了！xD。。我不要再hurt到你了 ">___<" 不要看到你不开心的样子。。因为。。我也会被影响。。">___<" 你一直说很累。。当时我不觉得累。。不过回到宿舍。。我发觉原来我也是很累的。。LOL。。我可以直接倒下去就睡了。。厉害？xD。。或许。。我和你在一起的时候。。就不会感觉到累了。。xDD。。whatever ～ 是时候读书了。。为明天的游戏加油！你也是要加油啊。。xD。。Assignment不好不用紧。。至少还有游戏的40分。。xD。。business应该可以拿A了。。xD。。PIS就。。haiz。。船到桥头自然直。。不理那么多了。。LOL。。PCD和Calculus应该不会很难吧。。English就。。随便吧。。xD。。看得太重也没有用。。成绩只是拿来自己看自己爽而已。。证明给人看自己的实力。。拿得很好又如何？不知道。。我只是不要辜负妈妈对我的期望。。lols。。所以。。有时会比较执著。。死都要读到半夜！">___<" 这个就是所谓的kiasu吧。。">___<" 你就不同了。。可以看得开。。O.O 这样比较好吧。。不会有压力。。xD。。whatever ～ 我简直是在relax了。。LOL。。所以才会变懒惰吧？管它的 ～ 10.40 咯。。晚安了。。xD。。最后一句。。nothing gonna change my love for you ♥

第二次sushi ~

今天又去festival city了也。。LOL。。好像连续3天都在festival city玩。。LOL。。而且又去吃sushi了。。xD。。还是一样。。没有吃海鲜。。不过哥哥姐姐妈妈有吃啦。。xD。。我还是如此胆小。。">____<" 没办法。。xD。。为什么今天酱开朗了？可能是哭过发泄过了。。都会没事吧。。已经看开了。。xD。。小孩子就是酱。。今天不开心。。明天就忘了。。永远不会把忧愁带到第二天。。对不对？XD。。呵呵。。今天一整天都在shopping也。。算是family day吧。。看到妈妈。。又开心了。。xD。。她买了很多新的t shirt给我呢。。xD。。thanks so much mummy xD。。那我明天又能穿新的衣服了。。呵呵。。不过。。festival city也未免太冷了吧。。@__@ 我冷到头都痛。。＝＝幸好回来宿舍后没事。。不然我又要发烧了。。LOL。。讨厌生病。。xD。。我要每天都健康。。那你就不用担心了。。xD。。哇。。一点了。。要睡觉了？不过。。我才写了那么一点点。。。好像很少 @__@ 就容许我今天写这么短啦。。okay？xD 晚安咯。。我还是很爱你的。。不要以为我写少少就对你没有feel ">___<" 我只是有一点头晕 @__@ 再过7个小时半我就可以见到你了！兴奋。。xD。。Love You Kian Leong ♥

周末 ～

又是周末了啊。。象征着什么叻？一个星期又结束了也。。week 7到了。。test也到了。。@__@。。管它的。。路还是要走下去。。xD。。只是看你怎样走法。。LOLs。。开心也是一天。。不开心又是一天。。给我选？当然是开开心心地过咯。。xD。。今天又去festival city哦。。不过不是和你去。。xD。。也不是和外人去。。xD。。和老豆和姐姐去吃午餐。。顿时。。我竟然想到昨天和你一起在里面shopping的场景。。xD。。看到sushi king又想到你。。">___<" 满脑子都是你。。lols。。过后我们就去Ayam Penyet吃午餐咯。。味道不错。。xD。。不过等很久。。可能是太多人？O.O whatever ～ 吃完就回宿舍咯。。做些无聊的事。。又是上网过日子。。">___<" 你又不开心了。。">___<" 都是那些人。。我要怎么办呢？原来我什么都做不到。。＝＝ 算了。。haiz。。我也不知道要写什么了啊。。T______T 都是这个臭blog。。害我不能早睡。。害到你又不开心。。迟睡是不好的。。我知道。。lols。。所以？我酱坚持做什么？＝＝就当我固执吧。。xD。。每天看也是会sien的是吗？那我可以隐藏吗？xD。。看不到就不会sien了吧。。xDD。。我在写什么？＝＝我也不知道。。">___<" 原来你不开心我也不会开心。。T___T 我甚至会痛心。。lol。。前天你叫我不用写。。">___<" 不过我还是偷偷写。。现在还是要继续写。。我是不会停的。。最多。。hide起来。。你不知道。。不就得了？xDD。。虽然这个想法有点幼稚。。不过。。mad的人就是有一点反常。。haiz。。我又在写什么nonsense ＝＝我不要你不开心啊。。不过你就是不开心。。@___@ 原来我知道自己帮不到你。。所以期望你每天开心。。因为你不开心的时候。。我就stun住了。。什么都不会做。。什么也说不出。。我想不到怎样开导你。。">___<" 主啊。。教教我怎么办？我现在真的不开心了。。@__@ 就是因为那么一件小事。。lols。。很无理取闹对不对？没错。。女生的本性就是无理取闹。。只是看有没有表现出来罢了。。">___<" 有一点hurt。。不过不是你hurt我。。是我自己feel到hurt。。不明白？ignore it。。lols。。我要早睡！为什么我每次说了做不到？＝＝讨厌自己了。。T______T 其实我在怕。。因为我不懂你在想什么。。">___<" 刚刚你有一点冷淡。。我又怕了。。T___T 为什么你那么难理解？我对你好像不是很了解。。">___<" 你喜欢什么我也不知道。。需要什么也不知道。。lols。。不算称职的gf 啊。。">___<" 我写那么多。。好了。。你知道我想什么。。不过我不知道你的啊。。@__@ 所以。。我在写什么？＝＝不知道。。为什么那么多不知道？Grrrrr。。。stupid carol。。现在是2.36am。。我真的很想早睡的。。T___T。。对不起啊。。每天让你担心。。我开始恨自己了。。＝＝ whatever。。今天真的不开心。。为什么敢承认？因为你看不到了。。XD。。我不是不要给你看。。只是觉得我写了那么多。。也不知道你是不是真的想看。。还是逼自己看。。或许你会觉得这些全部都是nonsense。。又或者你喜欢？我不知道。。我真的不知道。。lols。。好没用的我。。＝＝什么都不知道。。T_____T。。。原谅我。。我不是你想象的那么好。。我每天都乱乱想。。T___T。。我甚至还会为了小事而哭。。＝＝很无聊是吗？我也觉得。。lols。。2.44am。。一个值得纪念的时间。。我还是很喜欢你。。所以我才那么在乎。。你的一切。。一举一动。。甚至是你的一句话。。哪怕只是 “xd” 。。我看了也会想。。你真的是开心吗？LOLs。。我知道我真的是想太多了。。不过这就是我。。">___<" 每天杞人忧天。。＝＝。。信不信我等下一上床就会哭？LOL。。没办法。。一时感触。。我可以没有理由的哭。。也可以为了一点小事哭。。总之有事没事都会哭。。不过是没有人发现那种。。lols。。纯粹自己哭自己爽。。＝＝ 有时我真的很想打电话给你。。很想听听你的声音。。不过我就是没有那个勇气。。你说。。打电话都要有勇气？真的。。可能我就是那么胆小。。">___<" 我不是很会说话。。所以。。就算打电话给你。。我也不懂要说什么。。">___<" 很差是不是？lols。。对。。我就是不perfect。。T____T。。forgive me。。终于不知道要写什么了。。晚安吧。。我很爱你的。。T_______T

啦啦啦

Yes！这个是我的blog的第200个post！呵呵。。我又偷偷写咯 ～ 不知道你会不会看到 xD 今天我们去Festival city也。。我特地说去吃sushi king。。因为promotion到月尾而已。。O.O 虽然说要吃的是我。。不过看得出你也是喜欢的吧。。XD。。我们在外面排队排了不知多久。。然后就进去了。。xD。。和另外一对情侣坐同一张桌子 O.O 他们很会吃哦。。拿了很多盘子 xD。。我就。。haiz。。只吃了两种。。一个是青瓜。。另一个是fuzuk ～ 去Sushi King竟然没有吃海鲜。。xD。。厉害叻？然后竟然还叫了RM12.90的鸡肉+饭。。LOLs。。奇怪的我～ 没办法啊。。谁叫我不敢吃海鲜。。">___<" 你没有吃到你想要吃那个unagi。。O.O 下次应该可以呱。。xD 今天不知你过到开心没有呢？xD 希望会咯。。xD。。刚才你觉得很烦。。因为某些人，某些事。。O.O 我也不舒服也。。看到你那么辛苦。。又无能为力。。">___<" 所以。。我就和你谈天咯。。xD。。让你开心。。我做所有事都是希望你能开心啊。。因为。。你开心我就会开心了。。LOLs。。厉害叻？xD。。虽然有点夸张。。不过这个是真的也。。♥ 或许爱到太深了。。xD。。不想你受到一点的伤害。。">___<" whatever ~ 昨天说要开始用功读书了！我真的有读啊。。不过只读了一下子。。xD。。不好意思啊。。明天会更用功的！因为答应你要早睡。。所以。。就不要勉强了 xD 你看。。我很乖叻？听你的话也。。LOLs。。我之前都是不听话的小孩。。xD。。遇到你之后变了一点点。。xD。。不是特地变的。。是很自然的就想要变。。xD 不明白我说什么？ignore it 吧LOLs。。话说week 7就快到了。。还有两个星期就要交PIS assignment了！我们还在task 1而已 ＝ ＝ 所以刚刚心血来潮。。去Starbucks 的网站那边拿了customer service的email。。然后开始写email给starbucks LOLs。。希望他们做好心人。。回答我的问题！xD。。那我们的assignment就有望了！^^ 不过。。如果没有回复的话。。路就不好走了哦。。">__<" 没办法啦。。人生不如意之事十之八九 ~ 不好走也要走。。硬着头皮都要完成它！that's what called LIFE xD。。所以呢。。我们要乐观一点啊。。就算面对再不好的事。。或是人。。都应该往好的方面想。。xD。。不要欺负自己嘛。。你不爽她也不知道。。你不开心她又feel不到。。打发她走就得了 xD。。也不要想多多啊。。搞到自己不开心。。你也有自己的生活。。没可能每次给她骚扰。。">___<" 看了我就心酸 xD。。竟然折磨我的男人。。LOLs。。anyways。。希望你明天会好好的。。呵呵。。我也是时候要睡了！xD。。现在几点了？不要跟你说。。LOLs。。好坏的我。。xD。。其实只是不要你担心我 ">___<" 我还是很♥你的！我们要开开心心的过我们的人生。。xD。。晚安咯。。建隆。。♥

偷偷写 ~

你说不需要写blog。。不过我偷偷写 xD。。你应该不知道吧？LOLs。。不过和PIS相比。。我对写blog比较感兴趣咯。。xD。。我宁愿不做功课 ">___<" 最近发觉越来越讨厌PIS了。。主要原因都是因为lecture notes和lecturer吧。。＝＝管他的。。我慢慢读课本理解也是一样的吧 xD。。今天算是我第一次认真的去读那本MIS的书吧。。真的给我找到答案也。。果然没有白费我的$ xD。。哇。。终于啃完那些超难的问题了！讨厌。。@__@ 不过已经是半夜三更了也。。对不起啊。。说好要早睡的。。现在又要迟睡了。。">___<" 都是PIS的错。。opps。。不能每天怪它。。都是自己的错。。我不够努力。。没有用心读书。。T___T。。每天顾着玩。。不用紧。。明天开始就不玩了。。况且我们也玩到太over了。。LOLs。。就休息一个星期啦。。呵呵。。不过我不知道我可不可以忍到呢。。LOL。。whatever。。不知不觉现在已经week 6 了。。好像过了半个semester。。@__@ 我竟然什么都没有读到。。＝＝真的是败家啊。。浪费父母的血汗钱来这里玩。。">___<" 我要好好反省一下了。。上个学期还很勤劳的说。。">___<" 不要乱想啊。。肯定不是因为你！xD。。我可以证明。。就算pakto也是可以maintain好成绩的！所以懒惰都是因为自己的错。。xD。。话说回头。。我的伤风是不见了。。不过就开始咳嗽了。。都是拜姜茶所赐 ＝ ＝可能是太辣了？发烧叻？不知道。。也不想去知道。。最好不要给我feel到有热。。xD。。今天听到你的声音了也。。不是一两句。。而是很多句。。xD。。兴奋？xD。。虽然不是我call的。。不过也是很开心了。。LOLs。。为什么我酱矛盾的？明明很期待。。不过又不敢。。LOLs。。这个叫着胆小坏事。。＝＝其实我们都那么“熟”了。。我还怕什么呢？就好像昨天在starbucks喝水。。我真的不是不敢喝。。">___<" 就是不知怎么有一种感觉。。搞到我挣扎了那么久。。xD。。。还没有心理准备？@__@ 又不是第一次 LOLs。。可能还没习惯吧。。xD。。这两个月我真的做了很多之前没做过的事叻。。@__@ 所以有时我会stun住。。不会反应。。还是不懂要给什么反应。。xDD。。其实我也不懂我想什么的～总之。。我就是这样的一个人。。我也不懂我要什么。。我就是特别的。。变态的。。反常的。。幼稚的。。还有就是独一无二的。。xDD。。有人今天发疯了。。xD。。2次差点就撞车。。幸好brake的及时。。不然我就不懂在哪里出现了。。xD 天堂？LOLs。。人生真的很诡异～今日不知明日事。。所以。。在我们都还可以见到对方。。接触到。。相爱到。。就要好好珍惜了哦。。xD。。珍惜眼前人嘛。。不然好像有些人要珍惜都不能了。。">___<" 最爱的人走了。。还要承受被人折磨和煎熬。。haiz。。一时感触。。不好意思。。xD。。所以。。我今天的main point是什么呢？应该是。。appreciate what you've now ♥ 我会的 xD。。我每天都在提醒自己。。要好好相处。。对你好。。不要伤害你。。给你我能给的。。xD。。选了就要好好去爱嘛。。我不要到时才来后悔。。">___<" 。。好啦。。我用了半个钟就写完了也。。厉害没有？xD。。有没有发觉今天我没有写几点起床。。几点刷牙。。几点上课。。做什么东东？LOLs。。因为那些东西看到闷了。。所以就写一些比较有建设性的。。LOLs。。what the hell is that？ LOLs。。我也不清楚。。抄hk drama的台词。。xD。。。随便啦。。我最后还是要说。。我很爱你的。。xD。。晚安咯。。hehe。。

Petrosains xD

今天终于去了Petrosains了也。。虽然没有想象中那么好玩。。不过至少见识了不少东东。。xD。。当然。。最重要的是和你一起去。。xD。。我拍了很多你的照片也。。特地的。。LOL。。酱子以后才有的回忆嘛。。right？xD。。今天我的身体很乖呢。。和你去KLCC竟然没有发作。。不过。。一回宿舍就来了。。＝ ＝ 。。Grrrr。。我讨厌伤风。。讨厌鼻子被塞住。。">___<" 伤风就象征我要发烧了。。T___T 。。摸摸下喉咙果然开始发热了 @__@ 臭Carol。。每天生病。。＝ ＝。。不过为什么和你在一起就没事？♥ 的魔力啊。。xD。。回来宿舍就变到超严重了 LOLs。。鼻水一直流。。好像水龙头那样 LOLs。。然后又咳嗽。。真的是stupid。。＝＝。。不用紧。。明天又能见到你了也。。xD。。可能又会变好也说不定 xD。。我的分析应该不会错吧？LOLs。。whatever ~ 一切有待查证。。xD。。说说今天的trip吧。。xD。。不知是不是兴奋过度。。凌晨4点我就跳起身了也。。LOL。。然后睡回去。。8点半起身去冲凉。。xD。。原本很怕冲冷水的我。。现在变大胆了也。。xD。。为了要fresh。。没办法咯。。xD。。我应该是冲凉冲上瘾了。。（早上而已。。xD）。。相信明天也是早上冲凉。。LOLs。。回去早上。。冲凉后已经9点多了。。O.O。。还有点点时间。。我就去上网咯。。xD。。顺便edit了一下PCD的assignment。。xD。。10点到了。。我sMs你。。你说来着。。xD。。我就下楼等了。。LOLs。。为什么酱快下楼？这个叫着迫不及待。。LOLs。。不到几分钟。。你就到了也。。xD。。然后你就载我去desa setapak停车。。O.O。。你还问我要不要先吃早餐。。笨蛋的我以为可以忍到下午。。就说不用吃先咯。。O.O 怎知。。到klcc时就饿了 ＝ ＝很无辜的叫了一碗杂饭。。才一个豆腐一个菜竟然要RM5.50。。">___<" 假如 + 鸡肉不就要RM7，8了？＝＝开玩笑。。这个教训我下次不要在KLCC吃了。。@__@。。吃完后我们去买petrosains入门票。。还以为可以直接进场。。怎知要等到1.30才能进呢。。没办法。。就在附近走走咯。。xD。。我们去了Toy R Us。。拿了brochure。。然后去starbucks。。你请我吃了一个大donut xD。。然后你order一杯超贵的水。。@__@。。不好了。。今天浪费了你很多$$ ">___<" 不过是最后一次。。给它咯。。xD。。开心就好。。right？xD。。1.30到了，我们就进去咯。。坐那辆黑黑的车。。xD。。其实里面也没有什么特别。。都是关于petronas和科学的东西。。～ 我们在里面走来走去。。xD。。这边动一下。。那边玩一下。。然后再拍照。。就这样走完了。。LOL。。很快是不是？xD。。开心的时光就是过得特别快。。LOL。。不用紧。。来日方长。。xD。。怕没有机会咩？xD。。好了。。要睡觉了。。xD 晚安咯。。我还是爱你的。。建隆！♥

Assignment ~

今天很兴奋呢。。xD 因为明天可以去玩了也。。原本以为这两天又要做宅女了。。怎知。。你突然date我去KLCC。。xD 开心到无法形容。。^_^ 之前的忧愁已经烟消云散咯～ 什么忧愁？我也不是很清楚。。只记得。。昨晚非常down @__@ 因为说话少了？ 我开始怕了。。怕我们会像其他情侣那样。。热恋期过了。。开始没有话题？然后就说再见？@__@ 不能啊。。想着想着就开始流泪了。。幸好是在被单下面。。不然姐姐就发现了 xD。。虽然说我是乐观的。。不过再乐观的人。。内心也是有脆弱的一面吧。。我真的很怕那一天的到来。。">__<" 想到我们在一起度过的快乐时光。。就哭到更伤心了。。怕那些场景只会变成回忆。。@__@ 其实这一切都是自己想太多了！没办法。。谁叫我爱你爱到不能自拔 xD。。我真的想和你长长久久的！没话题可能是因为我们平时说太多了。。而不是对彼此没有feel 。。对不对？xD 我还是很爱你的。。相信你也是一样吧？♥ 所以上面那些nonsense。。看了就忘了吧。。xD。。昨天是一时感触罢了。。呵呵。。不要因为我哭而伤心啊。。又不是你的错。。对不对？xD 纯粹是我自找的。。LOLs。。whatever ～ 过去的就让它过去吧。。我说过假如伤心会和你说的。。不过是过后才会说。。所以就写在这里吧。。xD。。你不会介意的hor？xD。。明天我们可以去约会了也。。你说这个是这个学期的最后一次。。其实是第一次吧？（I mean去那么远）xD。。所以要尽情享受。。！希望明天我们可以玩到开心。。xD。。我很珍惜我们在一起的时光的叻 xD 哪怕只是去学院上课。。只要是可以见到你。。我那天早上就会充满活力！很夸张？不会啊。。这个叫爱的魔力。。xD。。你已经变成我做所有事的推动力了。。xD 因为我无时无刻想到的都是你。。无论吃饭冲凉睡觉。。或者是上网做功课读书。。脑袋里就是建隆 建隆 建隆～ LOLs。。 这个就是传说中的走火入魔。。xD。。厉害叻？xD 所以。。我认定你了啊。。我的男人 xD。。okay啦。。每天都写到酱肉麻。。等下你害羞。。说下今天的生活。。xD。。其实我9点就起身了。。不过看到电话没动静。。又睡回了。。xD 然后12点多起身。。看到你的sms也。。兴奋？xD 不过不懂要怎样回复。。所以等了很久才回复。。xD 不知你昨晚是不是也好像我这样down呢？">___<" 假如是。。sorry啊。。你已经是很好了。。不要blame自己不够好。。xD 我就是喜欢这样的你。。既然选了你。。我就可以接受你的一切 xD 你不需要为了我特地改变自己。。你可以做你喜欢做的事。。xD。。谈不谈天其实不重要。。O.O 有 ♥ 就可以了 xD。。我也不可能每天霸占你。。剥夺你的自由，对不对？xD。。所以。。我也不懂我要说什么。。总而言之。。在我眼里。。你已经是perfect了。。xD。。就算现实上不是。。反正。。人是没有十全十美的嘛。。我喜欢就好。。^_^ okay 啦。。1点了。。晚安咯。。我的建隆。。♥

变变变 ～

话说有人想要improve英文。。不过经过两个多月的essay writing之后。。我发觉我的英文程度还是一样叻。。没有什么大改进呢 ">___<" 。。 所以今天就来个testing。。我要变变变。。xD。。只是变成用华语啊。。我对你的爱是不会变的 ♥ 刚刚看到朋友的blog。。她都是写华文叻。。impossible我有母语不用反而用英文的嘛。。对不对？xD 不过这个只是测试。。假如不成功明天就back to english咯。。xD。。为什么说好写华文还有那么多英文字的？LOLs。。不好意思。。习惯了。。xDD。。毕竟写了84篇的英文post。。没可能一下子可以变回纯华语的吧。。LOLs。。。为什么突然要变chinese？可能是要换一下style。。xD。。每天英文不sien的咩？LOL。。不过我觉得这个post比较像english+chinese的混合体。。xD。。幸好我还没离谱到写马来文 xD。。不然你就看到mong cha cha了。。xD。。回到正题。。我写blog的原因是什么呢？为什么可以persist了酱久的？原因只有一个。。就是我爱你 xD 其实要每天都写真的不简单呢。。你都不会做这种傻事吧？XD 不过当我想偷懒不写的时候。。我就会想到你。。xD。。然后就很自然的去写了。。xDD。。你看你多么powerful LOL。。一个好像我酱懒惰的人都可以持续不断地做同样的事做了两个多月。。xD。。可能这个就是传说中的power of love？♥ 哈哈。。我真的没有停过咯 xD （除了头晕那天。。">__<"）虽然写blog也不能代表什么。。不过至少证明我不是玩玩下的。。xD。。我对你是认真到不能再认真那种叻。。xD。。认真到你说笑都可以把它当真。。">__<" 厉害叻？xD 一开始有点不会react。。现在已经习惯了。。xD 你可以继续说笑的。。xD。。至少好过一句话都不说那种。。很酷的 ">___<" 回想起一开始的时候。。我每天都对着电脑笑。。LOLs。。好像有点精神问题。。xD。。现在虽然没有那么兴奋。。不过也是很开心的叻。。只要是可以见到你。。xD 什么都值得了！就拿刚才来说。。xD。。原本可以走小路回宿舍的。。不过我偏偏要陪你等巴士。。然后再忍痛走完那段超长的路回宿舍。。">___<" 痛？哪里痛？xD 就是那个不争气的脚 ＝ ＝ 才跑了那么一次两次。。就垮了。。LOLs。。 我好像在虐待自己。。xD。。前两天没事找事做。。竟然去跑步。。xD 一跑就上瘾了。。围绕宿舍跑了8圈。。停下来那一刻。。我觉得我的手脚好像不属于我的。。LOL。。还以为痛一下就会没事。。。怎知。。今天一起身。。好像给人打断手脚那样。。痛到入骨。。xD。。不用紧咯。。反正可以见到你。。什么都抵回了xD。。其实一整天我都很痛呢。。">___<" 我们竟然还走了那么多路。。还可以去Jusco玩。。xD。。不过跟你在一起就好像没有痛了。。xD。。当你去上巴士。。我自己走去DK ABA那里的时候。。walao。。痛到不想动 @___@ 还想叫mama了 xD。。不过到最后我成功回到房间了也。。厉害叻？xD 一回到房间。。我就躺下去床上了。。自此一觉不醒。。LOLs。。just kidding xD。。7点多我姐姐才把我拉起身。。xD 然后我们去TBR吃晚餐。。幸好是驾车去。。不然又要忍受那种无名的痛 @__@ 你一定说我dai sei咯。。xD。。自食其果 xD。。不过我还是会继续跑下去的。。xD。。管它痛不痛 LOL。。（自虐狂 xD）没办法。。每天不运动也不是什么好事。。运动一下。。出汗一下。。脂肪会飞掉。。xD。。酱就称得起你了。。xD。。还有16天我们就三个月了也。。时间真的过得真快。。xD。。我也越来越爱你了。。♥ 或许已经习惯身边有你了。。假如。。你突然离开我。。不敢想象会发生什么大事 xD。。我这个人很传统的（外表而已。。xD）。。pakto一次就够了。。不需要多。。！最好是好像古代那种人。。一次就订终身。。LOLs。。我知道这样是有点impossible。。不过我就是喜欢把impossible变possible。。xD。。当然这个是看命运的。。俗语说。。是你的就是你的。。不是你的就不是你的。。勉强没幸福 ～ 假如可以长长久久当然是皆大欢喜。。不能的话。。只好怪自己不是你的Ms Right。。xD。。whatever 啦。。船到桥头自然直。。我们会更好的！xD。。你相信吗？LOLs。。假如不明白我写什么就。。Ignore it 。。xDD。。今天的我有点sot sot deh。。xD 通常的我是不写华文的。。因为要打拼音很麻烦。。LOLs。。所以今天有点特别。。xD。。写了酱久。。其实我也不懂我在写什么。。LOL。。其实我这个人每天都不懂要怎样表达自己。。所以。。你懂的话就证明你了解我了！xD 不懂我写什么就。。慢慢discover啦。。xD。。总的来说。。我是真的喜欢你的！不是一朝一夕。。而是一生一世！每天都写“你”。。到底是谁叻？来clarify一下。。没错。。我说的就是你。。建隆。。虽然我会看leng zai。。不过我最想看到的只有你。。sms进来。。我也希望是你sent的。。假如是人家。。我会很down的。。LOLs。。所以。。我不会轻易离开你的！xD 至于你说怕我对你没有feel。。那个是不可能的事。。boring？可能真的会有一点。。0.00001% 。。不过这些东东是不会影响我对你的♥的！我说过不会做先说break的那个人。。讲到就做到。。xD 所以。。放心啦。。只要你也是一样。。就可以 ～ 执子之手，与子偕老 ～ xD。。okay 啦。。说了很多nonsense。。xD。。要停了 LOL。。 晚安咯。。我的建隆 ♥

Exercise ~

Firstly.. I would like to clarify that.. I still love you so much ">___<" As much as 2 months ago ! Or even more than that ~ Just that I didn't as mad as before O.O Initially I'm very very mad on you.. every second was thinking about you... I even got the intention to meet you every day LOLs.. Whenever I'm alone.. I will be quite down actually... for that time xD As time goes by.. I'm still miss you everyday.. wish to talk to you always... but seems like not that good.. I felt I'm quite 痴情 @__@ Because we already meet 5 days in a week... Impossible that I chat with you 24 hours a day right? LOLs.. So I try to control myself... to not be so mad.. xD It's already 2 months ++ ... O.O Last 2 day I started to talk less ~ Not purposely ah... that day I was headache and dizzy ~ So I decided to sleep earlier ">___<" I didn't chat with you that night... and I slept until afternoon the next day O.O and it's yesterday LOLs.. I didn't sms you much because I thought you were doing your thing @__@ So..Yesterday night I went to exercise with my friend ~ it's the first time I run in hostel @__@ for more than 3 hours... I thought you online at 11pm+ .. So we decided to run until exhaust LOL.. I kept on taking out my hp to check... see whether you got sms me... but I see there's no incoming message ~ O.O stupid hp ~ I hate it xD I really damn miss you ">___<" even though I didn't inform you I went to play ~ Sorry ah... ">___<" I made you unhappy ~ I'm unintentional ">___<" lols... I also don't know what to say already @___@ I thought if I always chat with you will make you feel boring... but now I only realized if I didn't chat with you.. you will feel even more sad @__@ Sorry dear... I know sorry no cure xD I will make into action... since action speak louder than words xD Trust me.. ">___<" even I'm not that trustworthy xD I will proof to you I still ♥ you that much ">___<" Maybe I'm not as mad as before... but it doesn't mean I no feel to you ! ">__<" Just that I didn't show out frequently nowadays xD If it makes you worry... or scared I will do what she did to you... I will back to before XD Continue being mad xD what happened to me today? LOL why talk so much nonsense xD I actually don't know why I wrote about these ">___<" I just scared you will be upset ">____<" Please don't be sad... I will be sad too T____T ... hmm.. by the way... I'm really mad today... we run for 8 rounds in hostel at evening... at night we jog again... for 5 rounds LOLs... All the students and parents were looking at us ~ They thought we siao xD whatever ~ I don't care... xD for the sake of my weight LOLs... I want to be thinner hehe... hope that I got the 恒心 to maintain ba... if not... no point to suffer xD anyways.. 9 hours 45 minutes to go... then I can meet you !! so 期待 ... LOLs... I damn 期待 to meet you every time.... it's real O.O until now still same xD whatever ~ Hope that we can last long long xD I believe we can de ! ">___<" btw... Good night dear ♥

Badminton ~

woots... I really slept on 9pm last night ! How pro am I LOLs... first time slept so early after came to college LOLs... o.O I woke up at 4am.. but I didn't went online... because I thought you were slept ~ Who knows.. you sent me a sms at 5.22am + LOLs... the second time I woke up was 9am O.O I slept back again.. until 1pm xD my dad called me and asked us to go out with him... his car was okay.. he want us to follow him to subang jaya and drive back his car O.O Then we follow lo xD Before go subang jaya, we went to KFC and have lunch xD hmm..ate tom yam chicken again xD not bad.. but I gain weight again ">___<" Not fun.. ">___<" After that.. we went to the shop and collect the car ~ my brother fetch me and my sister ~ follow at the back of my dad car ~ o.O then we went to his office ~ he parked his car inside and come out ~ So we back to hostel after that xD coz he have to work at night ~ After that.. I went online ~ We decided to go eat yong tau fu xD because my sister friend want to go carrefour to buy food ~ O.O Then.. we eat fully at there ~ fat again ~ lols... whatever xD I will keep fit ~ xD After we back to hostel... I decided to play badminton with my friend.. who stay upstair in my block ~ O.O She said finally she found a partner to play badminton with her LOLs... I'm glad too because no one play badminton with me always...after sem 1 xD Now I've found a partner woots.. xD We bring the racquet and went down .. O.O Suddenly we think of running ~ Then we really run around the hostel LOLs... 1st round was quite tired... O.O We still can stand for it... then we go for 2nd round... then.. I felt that it's already not that tired LOLs... so we go for 3rd...4th...round ...many peoples look at us... LOLs... until 5th round.. I can't tahan finally LOLs... maybe it's because I was quite hungry LOLs... then we stopped xD We went to play badminton... for about 20 minutes... hmm... we felt that running is more fun LOLs... then we jog again...I chat with her when we jog... and I forgot how many round we've walked LOLs... what we've chat? it's all about me and you xD the process on how we together LOLs... I kept on taking out my hp... but why I can't see your sms LOLs... stupid hp ">___<" when we back to room... My sis told me you find me ">___<" I started to panic LOLs... She said you online for a long time @__@ I felt regret LOLs.. because let you wait for so long ">___<" Sorry dear ... I made you think too much ~ I knew you worried about me ~ and you scared something will happen ">___<" I won't do that next time xD I will text you xD I won't let you feel that I've lost interest on you ! I still love you that much ">__<" or even more than that lols... that day you said if I thinner maybe will nicer xD So today I grab the chance to keep fit lo xD Not purposely ... I just do it naturally ~ since I have a partner to mad with me LOLs... hmm... whatever I do just because of you ♥ It's not that I feel boring on you ~ I just try to be more independant ~ So that you won't feel I always stick to you xD ~ Maybe I didn't tell you what I doing .. so it makes you worry ~ ">___<" I will inform you next time... xD Don't be upset and think so much ah...xD I know you didn't play play ... you're serious on me xD I will appreciate you ♥ hmm..it's x.xx am xD time to sleep? yea... ^^ good night dear xD

Over le xD

O.O it's just 8pm now ... and I decided to write the post earlier.. because I not feeling well @__@ Headache suddenly and feel dizzy @__@ What's going on? going to sick? xD whatever ~ I think I have to sleep earlier today xDD I don't want to fever anymore Grrrr... LOLs.. today we went for Jusco again... xD happy ^^ I ate so much again LOLs... firstly we went to KFC... then old town... then I ate Ice Cream somemore LOLs.. hard to not become fat = = so.. I should cut down on food xD btw.. I feel we are really too over xD.. LOLs... whose fault? xD my fault maybe.. xD I keep on seducing you LOLs... whatever ~ I will control myself (fake xD) LOLs... back to PIS tutorial class ~ the tutorial question was quite hard before the tutor explain ~ lols.. after explain become easier ~ but the answer was out of what I expected = = I don't like this subject totally lols... can't relate at all ">___<" I need more detail notes @__@ Hope there is someone can spare me ~ xD The assignment lols... quite tough also = = Have to submit on week 9? LOLs.. it's week 6 soon... 3 more weeks to go LOLs... how to settle? we still have business assignment... PCD assignment... and calculus also = = Presentation also got xD many things come in a sudden ~ what college life is this ">____<" Hope I will be fine soon... xD sickness? get the hell out of me xD hmm... I think I got nothing much to write today @__@ maybe because of headache ? ">___<" sure the stupid rain caused de T__________T don't worry.. I will take care myself xDD .. if I'm not online later... means I slept already xD don't miss me so much ah ^^ I still love you damn much ">___<" I won't leave you de xD... Good Night dear ♥

Festival City ~

hmm...today went to Festival City with sister and her friends ~ Environment not bad... but just quite cold ">___<" It's raining somemore lols... xD There are many shop and restaurant O.O how about cinema? not sure... they say got but I haven't see it xD maybe still under construction LOLs... what english is that = = whatever ~ xD Back to morning ~ woke up at 12pm+ woots... so late... xD but I'm still damn tired... I can't even walk properly after I wake up ~ a bit dizzy ~ xD I quickly went to bathroom and bath xD hmm..it's so fresh after bath ^^ I like it... LOLs... When I came out from bathroom... it's already 12.40pm++ O.O Then I went online for a while ~ xD saw you online too.. xD but stupid FB don't let me send you message = = So annoying ~ You off to college after that ~ O.O Then I surf internet for a while... something like 10 minutes... and I fly out slowly with my bicycle xD my sister was back at morning ~ O.O she reached at about 9am I think... I was still sleeping nicely that time... but I still can talk to her LOLs.. how pro am I.. xD Then she talk to me also LOLs... I forget what we've chat xD whatever ~ okay back to bicycle.. xD I reached college and locked my bicycle xD then I walked to DK X and look for you ~ woots... you haven't reach xDD YES.. I can wait you again LOLs... how good is that xD You reached after 5 or 10 minutes O.O not sure... xD I can meet you again... ♥ happy LOLs... why so small issue also can happy? xD not sure... maybe I'm mad ~ lols.. I went to buy Teh Tarik again LOLs.. Actually I want to buy milo ">___<" but it was out of stock LOL.. whatever ~ We went to DK X there and wait for previous class students to come out ~ O.O Today I'm focusing on the lecture.. for the first time LOLs... because the test is coming soon... on next thursday ">___<" how fast is that LOLs... Hope that I can do well @___@ and you too ^^ we went to PCD practical class after that ~ hmm.. another boring class ~ LOLs... I started my assignment O.O but just a bit of it xD Feel lazy to continue after back hostel LOLs ... I feel that many thing are coming towards... assignment... test... presentation... exam ~ LOLs... quite scary ">___<" it's already week 5 @__@ 11 weeks to go only ">___<" why time passes so fast? O.O it's going to be 3 months soon xD woots... Hope can last longer and longer ~ ^^ I didn't take my lunch today O.O and breakfast LOLs... so when we go to Festival City... I ate alot ~ and my weight gained a lot as well T_____T I don't want to eat for tomorrow le ! Grrr.... After I back from festival city, it's already 9am ++ ... = = I done nothing for today ">___<" How can I waste time just like this? @___@ I think I have to behave more... ">____<" Please start doing your work Carol ~ don't ever disappointed your mum xD Hmm... we have 2 days of holiday next week O.O can rest... xD not bad right? LOLs... whatever ~ it's x.xx am right now LOLs... time to sleep? @__@ I think so... xD Good Night dear ^^ Still love you so much ♥

Enjoy ~

O.O Today I've done something unpredictable lols... what I've done? LOLs... you know I know xD woots.. I've been with you for more than 12 hours today xD since morning until night LOL.. first time leh xD quite enjoyable lols... although something unpredictable happened ~_~ let's back to morning ~ xD I woke up at 7am again xD today was quite relax... since my presentation already over xD I walked slowly to block K.. after eating biscuit and drink Teh Tarik as my breakfast xD Then.. I purposely sit near your seat woots.. but when u came in.. you didn't sit beside me xD you sat 1 more seat away from me ">__<" and you seems like not in good mood.. O.O you said you don't have the mood to talk LOLs... sounds funny xD whatever ~ We listened to our classmates to present ~ all of them perform quite well also ">__<" At least better than me @__@ I'm a bit regret xD for not well-prepared ">__<" after the english class ended.. we went to TBR o.O You ate chicken rice ~ but I didn't eat O.O save money LOLs.. then I just drink 薏米水 xD.. We went back college after that... we go into CITC for a while... then came out O.O it's too boring inside xD Then walk to DK ABA.. woots.. there was less people inside.. xD The lecture was not bad..at least I can concentrate on it LOLs...compared to others.. = = the lecture ended at 1pm O.O they went to KLCC lols... we didn't follow them.. xD then you fetched me to GK and have lunch... in house cafe xD The environment was not bad.. hmm.. I kept on taking your pictures there LOLs... Don't know why I just like to take your pictures ">___<" quite handsome ♥ We chat a lot there ~ o.O you said you will be talkative when there was just both of us.. xD why? not sure... maybe it's ur personality xD We finished eating at around 3pm ~ then you fetched me to wangsa walk.. xD we decided to watch movie.. ^^ I suggest to watch Real Steel xD I've made a right decision.. the movie was damn nice.. xD in terms of the story and also the robot xD This was the first fighting movie that I liked LOLs... after that.. it's 6pm.. O.O we went for dinner at around 7 LOLs... then we back to hostel... and chat there ... woots... it's quite enjoyable today...thanks dear ♥ ... I still ♥ you as usual... xD i enjoy every moment spent with you ^^ hmm...it's quite late now @@ time to sleep? LOLs... good night dear ♥

Nervous ~

The english presentation is finally over ~ LOLs... I do not perform well ">___<" I blame myself for being to nervous lols... I've memorized the script again and again and again @__@ But what happen is ... when I go to infront of the class... my brain started to stuck = = All the points are gone T_____T Although I have bring the cue card with me... but I still don't know what to talk about when I standing infront Grrrr.... Why? maybe I'm too panic... over nervous or whatever ~ lols... Or maybe the previous presenters perform quite well... So I felt stressed ">___<" My mind really blank when I talk until the second paragraph lols.. I started to shout in my heart @__@ OMG... what am I doing LOLs... Finally... I decided not to look at the cue card anymore... I look at my power point slides... and I explained it on the spot @__@ Now I realized that I can actually present on the spot... LOLs... whatever memorizing are useless = = I waste so many hours to memorize and yet I still can forget WHAT THE... However... it's past xDD I think my marks will definitely lower than others ">___<" Because the content was short... and I finished very fast too... Not sure whether got 5 minutes or not LOLs... whatever ~ 终于放下心头大石 le ! xD I'm quite sleepy now @__@ Guess what is the time now xD I'm alone in my room ">___<" Because my parents fetched my sister back to home... they are going to Genting to meet my grandmum tomorrow ~ This 2 days I will be alone with bui bui xD How fun is that LOLs... opps.. talk too much nonsense...xD Back to morning ~ I woke up at 7 again ~ O.O Then I went to brush and wash face ~ I changed the formal attire... looks not bad ... but not as comfort as casual wear ">__<" the shoes make my leg feels pain also = = Luckily I just have to wear for 1 day... try to think if I wear it everyday... lols... what will happen? xD don't care... I went out to college at around 8am... O.O Today I didn't went to buy teh tarik LOLs... because I scare will late... xD So I fly to D303 with empty stomach O.O Quite hungry lols... When we are in the PCD tutorial class... I didn't concentrate at all... LOLs... I kept on trying to memorize the stupid script... = = After the class end... we went to canteen 1 and have breakfast ~ I ate a plate of rice with fried chicken and potatoes ~ it costs RM3.50 LoLs.. and the taste was not that good also @__@ Whatever... can eat is okay already xD Then you accompany me to buy Milo ... near the admin block xD.. hmm.. I started to like Milo now..  lols... Then, we went for block K.. and wait for the business tutorial class ~ O.O I kept on touching you.. and you seems like not happy ">___<" sorry ah... I promise I will not do that anymore..(infront of peoples xD) I didn't know that you will be unhappy for that ">___<" I didn't talk with you in business class.. because I scared I talk wrongly ~ Later you become more frustrated on me ">___<" But I don't know what I want LOLs... I want to talk to you and cheer you up always... but I always use the wrong way @__@ When I didn't talk to you, you feel unhappy @__@ So... what to do? xD not sure ~ whatever ~ I will behave myself ... Really so sorry for what I've done today ~ Maybe I'm over hs.. ">___<" But I only do that to you LOLs... whatever ~ I will control myself... xD No next time... xD Sometimes I didn't talk to you not because of angrying ~ I just thinking a better way to talk.. ">___<" Since you always joke with me, I not sure whether you're happy or unhappy at the moment lols... So I end up joke with you too... ">___<" Actually joke too much really not that good... sometimes maybe 1 of us will take it serious XD whatever la... stop about the nonsense xD I actually don't know what I've written ~ Ignore it if you can't understand xD By the way... I still ♥ you so much ... sometimes I've joke about leaving you... but all of that are not true ">___<" I'm just too naughty... lols... I won't do that ... I confirm ">___<" Maybe you will feel hurt after listening that... I'm here to say Sorry ">__<" I know sorry no cure... But I will not do that second time... If I've ever talk about that next time... please scold me xD .. Sometimes I'm unintentional ">___<" seems like I'm not a good gf.. o.o But nvm... I will improve.. ">__<" Again... time can proof everything xD Back to the precious sentence... xD Every moment spent with you, is the moment I treasure ! This sentence still apply to everyday of my life... until now... xD I'm happy to see you everyday... even though when both of us didn't talk... ">___<" I appreciate all the moment with you... xD Just now kvin have helped us to take picture... woots.. I like it so much ♥ ... xD ... You said you're not handsome... but for me you're very handsome already... xD if 100 is the full mark... I will give you 101 xD Sounds like a bit ridiculous but that's what I really think... by the way... just now when I went for dinner with my family... my mum asked me whether have taken any picture of my formal attire... I show her the picture we took just now.. woots.. she say nice also... my brother also says that his friends praise you leng zai xDD happy? xD I'm really glad that have a leng zai bf xDD So that I will appreciate you !! no matter how ~ hmm... I think the post is quite long already.. lols... stop now? xD good night dear ^^ I just ♥ you Ang Kian Leong ">___<"

Presentation ~

hmm...sorry for postpone ~ Yesterday I'm super tired... that's why I didn't write for the blog post ">___<" Now I will 补偿 back xDD I hope I still can remember what was happened yesterday xDD okay.. let's start from morning ~ I woke up at around 7am xD but my class was at 9am ~ So I just walk around in my room after finish wash face and brush teeth ~ woots.. the ulcer is still as pain as before... and it getting bigger lols... damn pain ">___<" I opened laptop and online for a while.. then.. I changed my new white pants.. bought by my mum xD woots.. i got white pants finally... always wearing black pants was so boring @__@ I went out at around 8.20am+ I think... O.O Then I went to buy Teh Tarik LOLs... why always teh tarik? won't boring? xD whatever ~ I changed my flavour to milo after yesterday LOLs.. hmm... after that.. I slowly walked to D303 xD woots.. you haven't reach yet... so I waiting at outside while enjoying my breakfast ~ O.O You came after few minutes... xD leng zai ... hehe... We went into the lab after I finished it ~ hmm... I brought the script there.. but I didn't memorize it LOLs... I was doing nonsense there... O.O The computer kept on blue screen LOL...I was fed up...so I decided to discover what's the issue... xD finally I manage to settle it...without blue screen xD Then..after finish class.. we went to canteen 2.. O.O you ordered asam laksa to eat xD I kept on tuk you ">___<" sorry ah...can't comtrol xDD Then we went for PIS lecture ~ O.O the lecturer was quite upset ... he feels that he's not effective enough to give us lecture @__@ I think so too... LOLs.. I can't get what he teach at all = = I think I have to study myself ">___<" whatever ~ we didn't talk much in lecture O.O always is my fault ">__<" I talk too much nonsense... it makes you feel don't know how to answer me xD I will try to behave ">___<" After that... we went to CITC and discuss PIS and ITB assignment ... O.O not discussing actually LOLs... because all of us still in enjoying mode xD... and I was worrying about the presentation ~ @__@ after that... we went to canteen 1 for lunch ~ I ate 糯米鸡 and you ate 点心 O.O then.. we back to business lecture ~ LOLs... I was not focus on the business lecture... don't know why ~ xDD The class extended to 5.30pm... it's raining heavily too O.O we still didn't talk much xD Is there any problem occured? O.O whatever ~ It can't affect my love for you xD After I back hostel... my sister ask me where to go for dinner xD She talk about Sri Rampai Chatz Room... O.O Then I straight agreed LOLs... When on the way to Sri Rampai.. I was quite excited LOLs... We go by 4 ppl... included my sis and her friends.. ~_~ I bring along my script there... but I didn't memorize much also LOLs... I was thinking about you all the time ">___<" I miss you so much ">___<" but it's okay... xD sometimes must have 想念的感觉 LOLs... I ordered a chicken chop O.O omg not nice... it's not that I yim jim... it got no taste at all... and very oily @__@ We used around rm20++ for 2 people... because I shared with my sister xD Then we back to hostel ~ O.O I went to bath... then I started to do the power point slides... O.O time passed damn fast lols... I finished the slide and it's already over 12am ~ O.O I still have to memorize the script... lols... But I can't fully memorize it ">___<" I don't know what I was doing there ... LOLs... I fall asleep infront laptop also @__@ You finished your slide at around 3.30am++ ... then you went to sleep... O.O I also went to sleep... because I'm already half dead xD that's why I didn't write blog LOLs.... whatever... I already write it now xDD as compensation ba...LOLs.... Don't worry... my love for you won't decrease ">___<" I still damn ♥ you... I care how you feel... I care whether you're happy or sad.... ">___<" I'm upset when you are not in good mood... ">___<" I scared to hurt you... ">___<" If I do anything wrong... please correct me @___@ I will behave and improve myself ">___<" Whatever I do I just want you to be happy.... although I didn't talk to you... but it doesn't mean I'm angry of you... ">___<" I was actually blaming myself... I hate my talking style... makes you feel uncomfortable.. lols...I promise I will improve... start by now... xD btw...it's 6.21pm now...xD time to bath... LOLs... see you tomorrow my dear ^^

Ulcer ~

OMG.. I think it is the most pain ulcer that I ever have T___T It has become a big wound inside my my mouth.. but it's not on lips.. it's on the 牙床 lols... Usually I don't really feel pain with ulcer = = But now it's super duper pain.. even when I open my mouth also can feel the pain @__@ It's situated at left side.. So whenever I eat, I have to use right side of my teeth to bite the food = = How troublesome is that... Grrr... I hate ulcer !! Get the hell out of my mouth please ">____<" and the stupid pimples @__@ it's still okay, because not that pain.. O.O Okay I forgive you... xDD anyways.. back to my life ~ Today I woke up at around 9am ~ Then we ate fried rice, cooked by my mum O.O I'm not feeling well .. Then I went to bath xD After that, I went online while wait for them to get ready ~ we started our journey at 10am++ ~ and reached at 11++ o.O They went to SOGO for shopping because there is warehouse sales ~ I stayed in hostel and dream infront my laptop LOLs... After few hours, they back and fetched me for lunch xD We went to GK there and eat yong tau fu at don't know what restaurant LOLs... sounds like Ipoh Road Yong Tau Fu xD whatever ~ my ulcer pain again T_____T not fun at all... ">___<" After finish lunch, we back to hostel again.. O.O I opened laptop and listened to music xD and do some nonsense LOLs... Then.. I started to write the essay ~ It's quite hard to write an interesting essay lols Because it will be my presentation speech ~ O.O whatever ~ I typed it slowly xDD Until now I still haven't finish LOLs... Still in 3rd paragraph xD Anyways... I think I got no time to prepare tomorrow @__@ so I must finish it by today ">___<" But I promised have to sleep at 12am @__@ So how? Grrr... Stupid Carol ~ Always waste time doing nonsense ">___<" I should be more hardworking ">___<" yerrr... But I'm not a hardworking girl ~ Although I always force myself to be... LOLs... whatever ~ Life should be enjoyed and not full of pressure ~ I want to relax xDD Learnt from someone ~ o.O whatever ~ Tuesday have to present.. 1 more day to go ~ + u Carol xD I know you can't do it LOLs... back to my favourite sentence .. 船到桥头自然直 ~ lols.. you will see this sentence if you read my previous blog posts xDD Hope I can do well on tuesday la ~ xDD woots.. I think I have to stop here ~ don't want tell u time xDD later you know I sleep late xD anyways.. Still ♥ You ! KL xD..

Sleeping xD

Hmm.. Don't know why I'm so sleepy for the whole day ~ I woke up at around 9am...being forced.. o.O My mum was ready already.. lols.. then.. I fetch her out together with sister and the "gas" o.O We went to town for breakfast ~ hmm.. we ordered 肉碎面 o.o and waited for more than 20 minutes LOLs.. Lucky its taste not so bad... if not.. lols... whatever ~ Then we went to buy gas.. ~_~ Driving Savy was not easy @__@ the signal light built at left side of steering = = it makes me confused lols... and the gear is semi-auto @__@ why so complicated? = = Lucky I still can handle it.. xD If not I will sure be crashed xD.. Thanks god I'm safe home finally LOLs... After back home.. I went online.. O.O but I feels sleepy.. LOLs.. So I went to sleep.. xD Then I woke up at 12pm for lunch.. hmm... long time didn't eat 住家菜 le ">___<" It's quite nice xD.. Then.. I went to sleep again = = My mum back from outside.. O.O She wakes me up LOLs.. and give me a apple to eat XD I ate the apple and back to online again O.O woots.. you have online.. xD I find you to chat.. lols.. after a while.. I'm sleepy again = = Is it anything happen to me today? LOLs.. why kept on sleeping and sleeping @__@ Maybe I'm too tired? or perhaps my bed was too attractive? xD maybe.. xD Because I didn't touch my bed for 1 month + already O.O whatever ~ I woke up again called by my sister lols... time to sell old newspaper = = luckily I just went down one time... they ask me to stay down stair and see how the people measure the weight of newspaper xDD So that I no need kept on climbing up and down of 5th floor LOLs.. After that.. we are going out.. ~ My brother and sister are going to yamcha with s.Yuan.. o.O so I fetched them there and fetched my mum to 采访 ~ I always follow her to anywhere lols... Before she fetched me by motor.. O.O Now I become driver .. it's my turn to fetch her.. xD It's my responsibility to do such task as a daughter ~ We went to the big hall... there's a event of Deepavali.. O.O organized by MCA ~ lols... We always went to such places for free meal xDD save money and earn money ~ LOLs... That's why I will be fat last time xD Because I went out with her almost every day LOLs... Now I'm in college ~ no more free meal ">___<" Every meal have to be paid @__@ So I become lazy to eat xD my weight decreases too ... LOLs... it's not healthy right? O.O Never mind.. I will take care.. I mean I will improve.. ">___<" You asked me to sleep earlier.. but I don't know why I don't want go and sleep @__@ I didn't emo today ~ But not in good mood @__@ what's the reason? not sure.. not because of you.. xD 纯粹自己没事找事烦 ~ LOLs.. Anyways... I'm a optimistic person xDD But even how optimistic am I.. I will still have some time to be moody ~ O.O What's meant by moody? It's not angry or what... just feel don't want to talk so much ~ lazy to do anything.. want to sleep (afternoon only) and don't want to sleep (midnight) LOLs... whatever ~ I'm really nothing xD just a bit moody ^^ I still ♥ you as usual ~ I still miss you so much ">___<" By the way.. the stupid ulcer inside my mouth was freaking pain ">____<" and pimples started to appear on my face ~ and something came ~ pain ">___<" Maybe that's the reason I moody? LOLs... whatever ~ I will be fine soon xD hmm.. time to sleep... I don't want to mention the time here.. later you know I sleep late XD Am I bad? LOLs... whatever ~ Good night dear xD... I ♥ U， 建隆！

Hometown ~

After 1 month of semester 2.. I'm back in hometown again ~ Hmm.. not much big feeling O.O since I not really like Bentong lols... But it doesn't mean I don't like my mum la xD If my house was in "KL".. I will surely happy to back home ^^ whatever ~ let's back to morning ^^ today I woke up late ">___<" Let you waited for 40++ minutes.. so sorry ">___<" thanks to the stupid assignment yesterday xD although I just did a small part of it.. but it really takes me a lot of time ">___<" maybe my English was not good enough xD okay..back to morning again... I woke up after I heard your incoming call LOLs.. why is the alarm not ringing? @__@ maybe I accidentally (purposely) off it after 7am LOLs... whatever ~ I get up from bed and fly to wash face O.O Then quickly fly to college.. xD without bath? LOLs.. When I reached library.. I saw you xD woots.. I kept say sorry to you... and you said never mind O.O hope you really nothing ">___<" I must sleep more earlier next time... to prevent wake up late Grrr... I bought Teh Tarik and you bought Coffee? xD Then we walked to Old Place and sat down to chat xD We stayed there for 1 hour+ I think o.O then we went to CITC and look for K.S them.. ~_~ After gave KS the Task 1 .. then you accompany me to outside college buy 豆腐花 xD the picture we took was lost suddenly... and you seems like so panic xDD luckily we found it back... just on the ground LOLs... Then, we back to CITC to take bag and head to block K for PIS tutorial class ~ The PIS was really tough lols... the tutorial questions @___@ sigh... I can't get the right answer always ">___<" How am I going to score in test or exam later? @__@ I should be study it in more details.. The class ended at 1.30pm ~ My dad keep on call me and said want to bring something for me ">___<" I don't like it Grrr... You said you're going back ">___<" I was quite upset suddenly... lols... But after that... you asked me to go out for lunch O.O surprise xD I called my dad and he says he back already.. xD How nice is that LOLs... (so naughty xD) Then.. we walked out and look for your kancil xDD woots.. I'm so excited lols... you said sorry to me xD I'm actually nothing.. xD As long as can stay with you longer... I'm already happy than ever ♥ You fetched me to Wangsa Walk to have lunch ~ O.O We went into Popeye .. I've ordered the RM5.20 set meal ~ Yours is RM13+ and you're not satisfied with it O.O it's quite expensive lols... Sorry for suggesting you to order fish ">___<" We have a walk at wangsa walk ~ lols... not one time.. but many times LOLs... It doesn't matter where we are...as long as you're with me xDD I won't feel boring even if we do the same thing always xDD Hmm... We played until around 5pm only back .. O.O what to play? LOLs... just chat I think... xDD When reach hostel... Again... I 不舍得 you ">___<" Arghhh... have to wait another 2 more days only I can meet you... ">___<" Never mind... my love for you still remain the same ♥♥♥ xD by the way... it's 4am right now LOLs... time to sleep... good night KL ^^

Assignment ~

Yerr... I can't kept my promise again ">___<" It's already 1.51am lols... Thanks to the stupid PIS assignment.. Today only we knew that the lecturer want to check the progress tomorrow.. lols... So we rush for the Task 1 ~ It has used up my time Grrr...Next week I'm going to present too...@__@ Nervous lols... whatever ~ this is what called college life xD Full of assignment and presentation ~ By the way.. PCD2 assignment is out ! LOLs.. I'm a bit excited xD This is the only assignment that I like lols.. Anyways... back to morning xD I woke up at 7am and slept again.. ~ Stupid alarm keep on ringing every hour LOLs... My class is on 2pm.. O.O I slept until 12.30pm only I get up from my bed = = How lazy am I xD Then I went to bath.. woots.. enjoy bathing.. xD It's 1pm soon when I finished bath.. Then you said you're coming out from house.. and asked me not to rush LOLs.. Because I always rush out when you said you going out ~ hmm... this time I went out slowly... but yet I'm still the earlier 1 to reach xD Ofcourse la.. I live so near to college LOLs... whatever ~ I waited for you at DK X ^^ I saw you after few minutes xD woots.. leng zai ^^ You're hot but still accompany me to buy teh tarik ">___<" good bf indeed xD Then we back to DK X and went into lecture hall O.O We didn't focus on lecture much LOLs... because the lecturer was teaching Functions... quite easy.. I solved the questions before she teach LOLs... whatever ~ We chat about many things lols.. about what? xD you know I know.. LOLs.. Hmm.. today we didn't ponteng xD Good right? xD We stay until end of lecture only leave.. lols... Then.. we moved on to D303D for PCD practical... omg the lecturer was not teaching... she brings her own laptop and playing with herself xD She asked us to do practical ourselves LOLs... I miss Lee SF so much... she will teach even when it is practical class ">__<" yerrr... I don't like semester 2 lols... whatever ~ You're quite hungry at that time... O.O so you seems like no mood ">___<" I continued to do my practical 7 lols... Sorry ah.. didn't wait for you... ">___<" I just can't stop myself to do it.. @__@ maybe don't want to rush at the end of semester... finished earlier is better right..xD If not there will be many test and assignment and presentation coming at the end of semester ~ o.O The class was ended at 6pm.. Your car at CITC there.. so I didn't ask you to walk with me ">__<" Since you're sooooo hungry already xD I walked with kiat hong to take my bicycle xD.. then I fly back hostel..LOLs.. After that, I went to TBR for dinner... together with my sis and the same person = = I was not in good mood O.O why? not sure... lols... whatever ~ xD Then we back at around 7pm ++ and I went online again ~ lols.. why life so boring @__@ every day online and online and online LOLs... I can't imagine what I can do without online or without a laptop xD That's the power of IT ^^ Hope I made the right decision to choose IT field.. ~_~ choose what you love and love what you've chose ! Yes.. I choose you and I love you ♥ woots... I will appreciate you ! Why I always write this? xD Actually I'm reminding myself to be a good gf everyday xD Hope that I can achieve what I've written ~ o.O wa..it's 2.20am... time to sleep ">___<" good night dear ♥

Secret Recipe ~

hmm... it was a happy day xD Although it's my brother's Birthday..xD Because you're with me ^^ woots... ♥  I woke up at 7am today ~ But I'm quite tired @__@ Because slept at 3am+ last night ">___<" I'm tired for whole day actually O.O But I felt I was energized whenever you're with me LOLs.. sounds pro.. xD After I woke up.. I sms you lo ^^ This is what I do everyday..xD I will greet you every morning as long as I still ♥ you ^^ hmm.. I went to bath after that.. xD I'm so careless.. LOLs.. I didn't bring shampoo to the bathroom... it's still okay... I even didn't bring towel LOLs.. How ridiculous is that = = But I didn't realized initially.. O.O I just bath as usual... Then I noticed the shampoo was missing LOLs... okay lo... I wash my body ~ After finished all... OMG... where is towel ? LOLs... I'm totally fed up ~ Then .. I don't know how I dry my body = = This is the first time I wear all the cloth and pants without drying my body ">______<" So disgusting LOLs... whatever... I'm unsatisfied with the condition ~ I fly back to my room... Then.. I took along my shampoo and towel... went to bathroom again LOLs... I bath for second round xDD Am I mad? LOLs... maybe... xD Anyways... it was an exciting experience too ~ lols... Bath twice consecutively in the morning xD After finished second round .. it's already 7.50am O.O You said you coming out from house xD Then I quickly take my washed clothes for dry ~ Finally.. I'm satisfied.. xD I went out to college .. and fly to block K ~ Yes.. I reached earlier than you xD So that I can see you... ^^ Our english lecturer was late again LOLs... Why is she not punctual all the time? @__@ Whatever.. it's even better because I can have chat with you xDD She said our individual presentation start on next week ~ O.O I'm a bit scare LOLs... She said all of us have to wear formal... if not she will deduct the marks ">___<" Not fun... ~ By the way.. I didn't even start to prepare for the presentation = = Hope that I can settle it this weekend xD whatever ~ After english class... we went to Jusco LOLs... by bus xD With our classmates... ~ Then... we went KFC for our breakfast? LOLs considered as lunch too.. xD Then.. we back to college to attend the business lecture o.O I'm so focus on the business lecture ~ maybe it's the only lecture that makes me feel interest to concentrate on LOLs.. hmm... the lecture ended at 1pm.. O.O I back to hostel and withdraw cash xD to buy cake ~ Then... you fetched me to Jusco LOLs... jusco again xD.. We walked around to look for present...but none I can find ~ So I decided not to buy present ~ We just went to Secret Recipe and bought a big cake xD It costs RM75 O.O quite expensive... but high quality also xD it's just 3pm++ ... We afraid the cake will melt... so you fetched me back hostel... and planned to back your home to keep the cake in frige ~ But... LOLs.. you didn't back so early O.O we stay inside car and chat lols... and something else ~ whatever ~ xD I was so excited = = Then.. you back at 5pm xD I went back my room ~ O.O and wait for my sister to back ~ lols... She back at 6pm O.O We discuss about the celebration plan ~ woots.. After settle it.. I fall asleep LOLs.. infront laptop xD When I woke up .. it's already 7pm+ O.O We went out at around 7.45pm ~ Together with my bro sis Eric and Alice ~ My brother was quite down.. he said his friend didn't celebrate for him LOLs... Actually we're giving him a surprise xD All his friends were waiting at Taiwan Tea House already xD He thought just 5 of us going for dinner.. LOLs... whatever xD We reached GK and found a parking ~ Then they went inside the restaurant and left my brother and me.. I purposely wait for you.. xD See I'm so good xD But you're more good ">__<" You joined us for the celebration even you're tired.. and you already ate dinner O.O You even brought the lighter to light up the candles LOLs... if not there will be no fire there xD So clever ^^ My brother said you're good.. xD Anyways... my brother was quite happy today I think... xD I'm happy too... xD How about you? O.O Thanks so much my dear xD You've done many thing for me .. I will appreciate it well.. ♥ You even online to say good night to me just now...while you're so tired ">___<" opps... I think....my love for you increased a lot again... xD why? don't think dirty ah... xD although it's a bit related too LOLs... whatever ~ I will not leave you xD hmm... 1.30am already... time to sleep xDD Good night dear ♥

Fun xDD

Woots.. we have a lots of fun today ~ LOLs.. hmm... what is it? You know I know LOLs... whatever ~ Today I woke up at 7am again xDD Then ... the first thing I do... SMS ^^ See.. you're so important to me.. xD I always think about you first ~ ♥ But you didn't reply.. O.O I thought you were sleeping... but actually your hp credit expired ">___<" You purposely online and reply my SMS O.O so 感动 xD Hmm...after sending you a sms at 7am straight.. Then I went to wash face as usual ~ xDD It was still early right? LOLs.. I planned to study business but I do not have the study mood LOLs.. So I went online xDD Surf fb ~ Hmm.. I think I went out at around 7.50am xD To buy Teh Tarik again LOLs... I ride my bicycle to college .. with slow speed xD Hmm... after that... I was holding the Teh Tarik and walked alone to the D303 ~ I saw K.S there ~ He always came quite early ~ whatever xD I finished the teh tarik and went into room ~  Then I started to study business O.O Yesterday I was just read through the definitions... Today I was mad suddenly xD I memorized the definitions 1 by 1 xDD Sound like crazy ~ But that's what I did LOLs.. Everyone was so hardworking today.. it seems like we are having exam soon LOLs... I think playing game was a good choice too ~ It makes us take initiative to study for the sake of our "company" LOLs... whatever ~ The game contributes 40% to our coursework O.O We must try our best to achieve a better result right? lols... After the PCD class started, we do tutorial questions ~ lols... the lecturer didn't explain clearly on those difficult questions = = She asked us to get answer ourselves @__@ What the... lols... whatever ~ xD I still can get answer xDD 1 hour and 30 minutes is over xD Then we went to canteen 1 and have breakfast? xD I ordered roti canai again LOLs... The uncle already recognized me xDD When I say roti canai dua... he already know what to do xD I kept on reading and maybe ignored you for a while ">___<" sorry ah... I'm unintentional @__@ Then we went to K101 ~ and wait for the previous class people to come out O.O woots..  I kept on playing with you all the day = = Why am I so naughty ? O.O not sure... born to be like that? xDD whatever ~ We went into room after few minutes xD Mr Teo explain on the game structure ~ And he decided which position will play for the specific round ~ IT manager play for round 3 O.O it's fill in the blank LOLs... I actually hopes to get this category of question very much LOLs.. coz it will add bonus income xDD hmm...god helped me xDD But you seems like a bit upset... because you've study so much and do not have chance to take part O.O Don't upset ah... next time you'll have chance xDD Study much also better right? Assume that as a pre-revision for exam xDD hmm...the game was ended in short time LOLs... our company earned 264k income xDD after deduct expenses of 69k.. we still left 195k ... O.O so many $$... how good if it's real $$ .. LOLs... We went to TBR after that... for lunch? O.O I've not much money left... You said you treat me xD So I choose the cheapest food... chicken porridge xDD help you save money ma... and I should not use your $$ too much also right? xDD We eat and eat ~ Then... I saw someone familiar O.O your ex and her new bf... LOLs... Get shocked? abit xD Don't know how you feel ~ whatever.. hope you won't be unhappy xDD Cheer up ah.. ^^ I will always be with you no matter how xDD hmm.. we back to block K for calculus tutorial class ~ Another boring class ~_~ Kept on doing questions... And I don't understand LOLs... Seems like I have to google search again for the solution and understanding ~ but I got no time today ">___<" Because I went out with family for dinner until 11pm + just now LOLs... Sorry I can't sleep early for today xDD Because of the stupid english homework Grrrrr..... anyways... Tomorrow I will sleep earlier ! xDD woots..it's 3am now... my brother's birthday xD hope that he will have a happy and memorable day... xDD...Opps.. what I want to say ah? xD erm.... it should be.... I still ♥ you... not as usual... but more than that ! woots... ♥♥ happy? xDD As you said.. you've 吃亏 jor... so I can't leave you... LOLs... what a nice reason xDD whatever... I really won't leave you le xDD... Don't know when only I dare to <3 you leh? O.O let's wait and see... xD good night dear ^^

Chicken ~

hmm.. Today ate chicken twice O.O Why? not sure.. xDD Whatever.. I'm super good girl yesterday xD I really went to bed at 12.30am LOLs... I said I want to maintain it right? O.O So today I will sleep early also xDD ok..back to morning ~ Since I slept at 12+.. So I wake up quite easily LOLs... I woke at 7am.. xD What I did? Sure sms you la.. xDD Then I went to wash face .. brush teeth ... it's just 7.15am LOLs... what to do? class start at 9am ~_~ So.. I opened my laptop... and do PCD practical again LOLs... I finished 5 questions in Practical 6 ~ Then I went out to college...xD I walked to library and bought Teh Tarik xDD... then slowly 飘 to D303 LOLs.. You came so early !! But didn't tell me ">___<" When I reached you've already waited for long time ~_~ whatever... xD I can see you again... You look a bit different today O.O why? maybe you're sicked? @__@ anyways... hope you recover soon xDD The PCD class was quite boring ~ I was doing nonsense there LOLs.. maybe I've done already.. So I got no interest to listen again xD Our class ended at 11am.. O.O Then we went to canteen 2 ~ I swear I won't eat the rice in canteen 2 before.. LOLs.. that's why I didn't eat xDD You ate rice with fish O.O not bad.. I will learn to eat fish ">__<" but need take some time xD Then.. you accompanied me go out buy 豆腐花 xD .. that's my breakfast I think... lols... We went into DK ABA and sat down... ~ Another boring lecture... not because the lecturer... but its content @__@ Whatever ~ I didn't pay attention to the slides LOLs... What am I doing? you know I know LOLs... I felt I become more and more naughty = = I kept say I want control myself ... but end up playing again ">___<" No choice... who call you being so attractive.. xD You seduced me LOLs... just kidding xD After 2 hours of fun .. I asked you back hostel with me O.O because I want to change my pants ~_~ Then you waited outside... I go up and down the block LOLs... We decided to go out play xD Then I climb up to get my car key ~ woots... I fetched you to jusco xD It's the first time you sit my car... feel how? LOLs.. so danger right? xD Don't worry.. I got 1 year experience LOLs... We went to Mc Donald ~ I ordered fried chicken O.O but I said wrongly... because I want spicy... but I say regular LOLs... and I didn't take the french fries = = ... I really don't know got french fries ">___<" Then.. you purposely order spicy's fried chicken and exchange with me O.O so good... xD love die you le ♥ xD You helped me to collect the french fries also LOLs... I felt I'm so useless xD whatever also don't know ">___<" lucky you're with me xDD you're my 救星 leh ^^ Hope that you can be with me forever xD .. 2 months and 1 day le... xD happy ~ I didn't hope much... just want you to be happy and healthy always.. xD hmm.. that's all for today ~ 11.46pm O.O Have to sleep soon... xD Let's revise Business for the last time... ~ anyways.. Good Night dear ♥

Practical ~

It's me again..woots... Today is our 2 month anniversary wor... xDD We passed 2 months already.. isn't it fast? LOLs.. Anyways.. I felt so sweet when I woke up today O.O Because of the sms you sent me xDD dear.. I ♥ you too... xD hmm.. I woke up at 1pm++ xD Quite early compared to last time right? LOLs.. I used to wake up at 6pm 5pm before xD I think I should adjust my sleeping time now onwards.. hmm.. why? not for anyone.. but for myself xD Since sleep too late is not good for health ">___<" Wake up late also causes many issues...@__@ like what I did last friday ~ whatever... it's past xDD Today I want to sleep earlier...xD not too early like 10pm... maybe try to sleep at 12am.. xDD Is this a great improvement? definitely...xD Success in 1 day is not enough... xD have to maintain right? LOLs... So let's wait and see how long I can maintain..xD (I mean sleep early ^^) hmm.. Before I always think that my time is not enough.. O.O But actually it's not.. I got a lot of free time LOLs.. Just that I wasted it for doing nonsense.. ~_~ As what HH said.. Do what you want to do earlier... then you do not have to do at midnight LOLs... it's quite true also O.O I tried today... xD Just now after I back from Desa Setapak for my lunch... Then I went to bath... xD it's 4pm+ I think .. Then I start doing PCD practical... woots.. I've done until practical 5 already...xD Usually this time I'm doing nonsense... LOLs.. Maybe 发呆 infront laptop... or don't know doing what ~ Then.. when I realized about homeworks.. it's already midnight xDD... that's why I sleep late always ~ Whatever... I have to change from now..xD Do the necessary first... nonsense later... xD Time is Gold O.O I've to appreciate it... xD Agree? xDD It's 9.53pm now.. xD I purposely write blog earlier.. LOLs.. So that I got nothing to worry about later xD I can sleep whenever I want LOLs... Why so 执著 or persist to write blog? O.O I'm not sure... It has become my everyday task already...xD same level as eat and sleep... You ask me why want to eat or sleep? That's the reason ~ LOLs... What am I writing LOLs... Ignore it if you don't understand xD Just like why I miss you? O.O not sure... it comes automatically... naturally LOLs... Why don't I miss other? O.O because I just love you ♥ woots... so 肉麻... LOLs... Whatever ~ I just say out the fact xDD Yesterday we chat about many thing O.O You emo because you feel yourself cold ... or any other reason ~ Then I told you .. I won't leave you until you leave me .. I don't want you get hurt for the second time... As people said.. Guys do not cry easily.. when he cry.. means he's very very hurt... ">___<" So.. I rather myself get hurt and not you... Since girls always cry... even small issue xDD...So it doesn't matter...xD I really won't be the first to say break ! I'm not kidding .. xD I said it seriously .. because I want to say it for a long time already LOLs.. whatever ~ I will kept the promise xD You said many couple say love how deep how true at last also will break ">__<" Maybe they don't have 恒心? Or cannot tahan each other? lols... whatever ~ I will use all my heart to tahan you xD But you're not bad also... So just forget it la... LOLs... Hope we can pass 2 months.. 4 months... 6 months... 1 year... 2 years... 10 years...xD and so on... xDD 说到完。。时间就是重点。。时间能证明一切 xDD So.. 顺其自然 ba... xD I will love you as much as I can.. ♥ Good Night lo my dear xDD I can meet you tomorrow... excited xDD nono...should be damn excited.. LOLs.. Yes.. the feel still remain... xD Still so 期待 to see you ! LOLs.. You can don't believe.. But that's the truth ~_~ whatever ~ My life is wonderful.. after the appearance of you ^^ Thanks KL..(seems like it's what I wrote on my first post on 3rd August LOLs)

KFC O.O

Another day is over...xD and I can't meet you ~ Always hope monday come faster.. and saturday don't come ">___<" woots.. seems like I'm reverse from others... They hope saturday come faster and monday don't come LOLs... whatever... xD I just like to see you ~ What so nice to see? hmm... not sure.. 就是喜欢看到你！for no reason... ">___<" Okay .. let's back to morning... xD Today I woke up earlier.. not because of you.. but HH.. O.O sorry ah.. xD It's because I 放 his 飞机 few times jor... so I decided to go KFC with him today.. xD and ngam ngam my sister's friend say he want to go jusco buy something...So.. I date him out lo... We're just friend ^^ You knew this right? Anyways.. Hope you won't mind.. ">__<" I went to bath at 10.30+... then wash all my clothes with the machine xD woots.. I went out with my sister and her friend at 12pm.. I go fetch him ~ Then we go jusco ~ We went to eat KFC.. he treat me as what he promised xD The chicken flavour was changed lols... spicy no more... they invented Tom Yam flavour... = = become more expensive @__@ RM12+ 1 set compared to original RM9+ ... lols... whatever ~ We all have a nice meal ~ Then we went inside jusco .. they want to buy things ~_~ hmm.. We back at around 2pm ~ not sure ~_~ I miss you all the time lols... After I back hostel... I got nothing to do ~ I started to play with PCD practical questions... ">___<" To make myself don't think so much xD Woots... I've done until Practical 4 currently... xD You online at around 5pm+ O.O But we didn't chat much ">__<" We always like that nowadays... don't know why O.O Maybe topic become less? whatever ... I still ♥ you so deep @__@ I went out at 6pm++ .. my sister said she want to eat 酿豆腐 lols... Then HH said want to try... So I fetch him go together... because he lives near there... ~_~ Today I ate so full... because I've eaten 2 bowl of rice O.O It's the first time I ate 2 bowl of rice after I came to college.. xD hmm... I will sure become fat soon lols... whatever... You won't leave me so easy right? O.O Hope so... ">___<" We chat again at around 9pm ~ You talk less also xD Then you went out yamcha with your friends... O.O Hope you enjoy with them... xD Suddenly you sms me and say sorry ">__<" You said you cold to me.. lols... Actually i'm really okay with it... because I used to it le @__@ Sometimes you reply me slow... or reply very less... O.O But I'm different.. I'm always very 期待 your reply LOLs... So whenever you reply me.. I reply you quite fast... But I know I have to wait some time... then only can see your reply ~_~ Before I will just wait and wait... now I will wait also xD But I also try to find other thing to do while waiting... ">__<" I didn't mean that you not good.. You're good enough.. Just me.. myself expect too much lols... Don't blame yourself ~ You're not cold... Maybe you just don't know what to talk.. or you're tired at that moment ~_~ Or we chat too much already... So now become no topic? LOLs... whatever... Don't care me.. xD You know... I'm Mad on you... that's why things that I do will be a bit over ... ">__<" You're just normal.. I can't expect you to mad with me right? xDD So.. let it be... xD I don't want you to be unhappy... or stress... ">___<" You said you don't know what you want... lols... it's okay... Sometimes I also like that... That's what called human being ! xD Actually I didn't wish much... just wish that you love me.. Then everything will be fine xD I don't care you are cold or bad or hs or have any other bad habit... I just love what you're now.. ">___<" Why I write so much nonsense? xD Whatever ~ This is what I want to say... Hope you will be fine after reading it ">___<" Don't blame yourself for not good enough... ">___<" this world really no perfect human... I'm not so good also... ">___<" So... cheer up please..xD I will be upset too if you unhappy ">__<" anyways... good night dear ♥ I still love you as usual ">___<" It won't change for now.. and for the coming days.. maybe until you don't want me that time I will still love you xD By the way.. it's 1.14am right now... are you safe home? O.O God bless you.. xD

Ponteng? @@

I've made a wrong decision last day ! lols.. I did the PIS tutorial until 6am ++ lols.. I thought I can wake up at 10am and bath.. but I'm wrong.. ">___<" After I fall asleep.. I'm totally a sleeping pig @__@ I've set few alarm.. But no one could wake me up... ">__<" When I woke up.. it's a sudden.. my sister shouted at me and said I'm late for class @__@ I quickly took my hp and see.. it's 12.45pm.. ">__<" my class started at 12pm.. I saw there are so many miss calls.. from you and my parents.. lols.. I'm stunned.. @__@ Why am I wake up so late? too tired? whatever ~ lols I even blame myself.. I think I should not sleep at 7am LOLs.. Then.. my mum called me again.. she scold me all the way.. ">__<" She say I'm not 生性。。only know sleep.. not serious on study... waste her money for my tuition fees... ">___<" She ask me to 反省... I got nothing to reply.. I just answer "oh.." then end the call... ">__<" Just after I end the call.. my tear started to drop..lols.. I started to 反省 lols... I blame myself for sleeping so late.. I blame the alarm.. lols... at last.. I didn't blame anymore.. I feel so hurt.. ">___<" She talk so cruel to me.. I sms with you.. and you comforted me.. ">__<" I wish to meet you.. You said you'll wait for me at library.. O.O I quickly stand up and went to wash my stupid tearing face LOLs.. Hmm..stopped crying.. xD I went to meet you..woots.. You ask me not to unhappy..and you treat me a drink ! ">__<" I'm really okay already that time... xD Happy xD You have to fetch your sister... but you purposely let me meet you ">___<" thanks dear.. ♥ we went to the very old place.. to copy the PIS tutorial answer... O.O you cheer me up.. xD Then.. we walked outside.. head to your car... xD You said fetch me back hostel.. but it's late already... I ask you to go and fetch your sister.. ">___<" But you still bring me to the hostel .. O.O I'm so 感动... xD Then.. I back to my room... and online.. o.o After N hours.. my mum find me in msn... ">____<" scolding again.. lols.. I can't stand it already... I 反驳 her.. ">___<" Because she kept on saying me.. She says like I'm not appreciate my study at all... ">__<" She even take other people to compare with me... T___T I hate comparison...lols... She want me to promise not to wake up late next time..@_@ I replied.. "I already study so hard, why you can keep on scolding me?" "Do you think it is easy to get 3.95? " "I already blame myself, I will behave already !" "Do you know I'm really hurt? I cried so hard already just now.." After I typed all these sentences... she didn't reply anymore.. And I'm already crying so hardly... ">___<" My sister didn't notice initially... but it become serious.. I started to 抽泣 .. non-stop... = = She realized I'm crying.. and she go tell the world = = Then only she come and comfort me.. lols.. so funny right? = = whatever.. I cried for 1 hour.. @__@ I felt so damn hurt... The tear cannot be stopped.. = = lols.. that's me.. I always cry.. lols.. even just a small issue.. Maybe I too concern on how my mum talks to me... Whatever she talk will affected me... ">___<" She seldom scold me... but when she scold.. I will surely cry.. ">___<" because she misunderstand me sometimes... T______T Why I study so hard? Because I don't want to disappoint her... Of course I know study hard is for my own good... but .. how can she say me like that?? ">___<" She say I didn't study hard.. instead.. kept on sleeping and playing until midnight !! Grrr... I didn't play games after I came to college T___T I don't like 被否定的感觉.. ">___<" Please don't scold me with the cruel sentences.. I can't 承受 @__@ I'm just so weak... I can cry very easily.. lols... whatever... I'm fine now...xD Actually I'm just 发泄-ing just now... because I feel stress coming @__@ I want to release it.. LOLs... funny? xDD Instead of keeping all the things inside heart... I rather spread it out.. with crying... xD It's a good way to relax myself.. ~_~ I will not feel anything after crying hard... xD So... please cry out loudly if you're sad xD woots.. It's 12am right now... So early I write the post? xD Sure.. I want to be good girl now onwards.. ">___<" but I miss you so much... what to do? ">___<" Never mind.. we still have many chances... 4 yrs to go.. xD as you said.. sometimes must have 想念的感觉 LOLs... Now I'm having the feel... xD Don't know whether you are the same or not... o.O whatever... I think I will stop here xDD Good night my dear ♥

Sister B'day xD

Today isn't my sister's birthday.. but we celebrated early for her xD I invited you to join us.. and you agreed xD yes.. I'm happy ^^ You've seen my brother finally O.O he's a bit funny xD But he didn't comment much on you.. xD seems like my family have good impression on you already ^^ Keep it on xD We have our printed photo.. for the first time xD I let you keep it.. Because I want you to remember me always xDD woots... don't make it lost ah...LOLs.. I knew you won't xD hmmm..back to morning first.. xD I woke up at 11am.. O.O and I saw your sms.. xD You said you're doing housework.. woots.. how hard working xD I like... LOLs.. Then I continued sleep and wake.. while sms with you O.O you asked me whether want to go college earlier xD Sure I want !! I can't wait to see you ">__<" it's 12pm...and you said you will go at 12.30.. I saw your reply and I straight jump up from bed LOLs.. how funny am I = = Originally I was still rolling on the bed and pulling the blanket here and there... xDD See.. that's the power of love... ♥ It can makes me do anything xD even I'm lazy to bath LOLs... Not sure why I don't like to "go and bath"... but I enjoy when "taking bath" LOLs... and I will feel fresh after bath O.O what am I talking.. LOLs... ignore it if you can't interpret xD whatever ~ after bath.. I fly back to my room.. and wait for you to reply xD.. woots.. you said you're coming out.. I have the same feel again... as what I did on last semester ~ I'm excited.. LOLs.. Because can meet you soon ! ♥ Yes.. 我非常期待见到你！Everyday !! Even after 1 month plus...(going to be 2 months ...after 2 more days) XD...I also don't know why.. I just like to meet you @__@ no matter where we're going ~ I got the "excited" feel every time before I went out my room LOLs.. sounds like mad.. YES.. I'm really mad.. xD Anyways.. I went out at around 12.45++ ... woots.. I reached library first... xDD So that I can wait you..LOLs.. Some girls don't like to wait... But I don't know why I like to wait... xDD especially wait for the one I ♥ ^^ whatever ~ when I saw you.. I'm... panic? nervous? happy? not sure... xD cannot be describe LOLs... We went to outside college and look for the 豆腐花 seller LOLs.. Because I said I like to eat that before.. O.O and you accompany me to go and buy...woots.. xD so sweet... I'm glad that I have a good bf.. ^^ Thanks so much.. it's not necessary to accompany me.. but you did it ! ♥... woots... happy ^^ I was alone last time O.O lonely somemore... The feel was not nice.. but I used to it.. ">__<" But now it's different.. xD I'm not lonely anymore ^^ I have you by my side ♥ trust me, I will appreciate you ! Not to hurt and disappoint you xD because it's not easy for me to get such a person anymore.. who love and care me so much ">__<" God bless us please xD I always talk in my heart...We can last long ~ We can last long ~ We can last long ~ LOLs.. so funny xD whatever xD I don't want to separate.. I want it to be my first and last time xD... although it's not easy... LOLs... Anyways.. 顺其自然 still... O.O back to 豆腐花 LOLs... I talk far away again xD After finish it.. we went into DK Y and feel the air cond LOLs... there's a girl playing game and talking to herself ? LOLs whatever.. We went out after some time.. xD Then go DK X for calculus lecture O.O hmm... I'm naughty again... I ponteng halfway.. LOL.. after we signed the attendance... then I suggested we go for lunch.. at canteen 1 xD You agreed with me ! LOLs.. We become bad students.. xD whatever ~ We really run out from the lecture hall.. 1 after another LOLs.. and we walked to canteen 1.. xD I ate roti canai again O.O and you ate mee..  Then we went to D303 there and wait.. o.O btw.. sorry for keep touching you.. ">__<" I knew I'm really naughty ">___<" sorry for make you pain @__@ I just can't control my hand LOLs... I try my best to control next time xD whatever ~ the PCD class started at around 4pm.. O.O we go in the lab and I copied the pictures for you... xD omg..I'm sleepy now LOLs.. and I haven't done my PIS tutorial T____T yerr... it's so difficult to understand ">___<" whatever ... Let me sleep first? xDD Good night dear ♥

whatever ~

hmm...what to talk ? xD whatever LOLs allow me to write a shorter post today...xD Because I'm sicked? O.O not sure... ">___<" I didn't sleep for whole day... then kena rain... and I didn't bath LOLs.. everyone also can fall sick if like this = = whatever ~ You asked me to sleep earlier O.O I will sleep very soon ">___<" don't be unhappy ah... xD I always listen to you... maybe sometimes will delay a bit... but I will still listen ! see how good am I LOLs... nono... actually I'm not so good ">___<" I always think too much... today you met her O.O originally it's nothing.. but I kept on asking until both of us also become silent ">__<" sorry... I don't know why I always think so much.. I scared you will unhappy O.O and I didn't jealous.. really.. xD I just care how you feel... lols... btw..The calculus class was damn cold... @__@ Sorry that I didn't talk to you... because I thought you were unhappy ">___<" I don't know what to talk... I scared I talk the wrong thing again @__@ And you're concentrate on the white board... so I do not disturb you... ">___<" why we become less talk nowadays? I mean when online...xD O.O maybe I'm waiting and you're waiting too LOL.. we chat very less every night ~ but I still wait for you everyday xD hope to see you online... LOLs... and when you online... I become blank... xD don't know what to talk again @__@ what's problem? not sure... ~_~ anyways... I still love you so much ">___<" Maybe I just don't know how to express my feeling ~ lols... ">___<" I'm not emo now... actually I'm quite happy xD after we went to Jusco ^^ we ate KFC xD then I bring you to have a look on how I buy the material to make your present xD sound funny right? = = whatever ~ I'm quite weird.. when I'm with you... I will be damn happy... O.O but when I'm in my room... I become people that do not have any expression.. LOLs.. I even start to think nonsense ">___<" then I will struggle myself... LOLs... what a stupid act... xD Whatever.. it's just for temporary... after meet you then it will be gone xDD Pro right? LOLs... My body is freaking hot now.. eyes and neck and body....but I felt cold LOLs... @__@ going fever soon? I don't want ">___<" whatever... hope I will be fine soon ">___<" Hmm... this post is really damn short ">___<" You said you everyday also will read my blog... woots... so.. today you gonna read with no fun... xD because it's too short LOLs... anyways.. I really ♥ you de.. ">__<" and sorry for kept on touching you... LOLs... I knew I'm quite over... ">___<" Maybe I'm too excited... never do this on other guys before @__@ However.. I will control myself next time ">___<" Forgive me xD hmm...it's 1.51am already..time to sleep...xD Good night dear ♥

Maggie xD

Hoho..finally I can understand the business chapter 1.. xD I can concentrate on his lecture already ! Yes.. But for PIS.. ">___<" I think I have to put more effort into it... @__@ whatever ~ 顺其自然 is always the best xDD Today I woke up at 7.45am O.O why so early? not sure..my class start at 11am LOL... ">__<" maybe just wish I can say Good Morning to you... LOLs.. After sms you.. then I sleep back xD I woke up again at 10am.. and I went to wash my face ~ Then started my journey to college.. with my bicycle LOLs.. I don't like the bicycle.. it always shout as I'm abusing it when I ride on it = = Maybe tyres problem or whatever issues ~ Don't care.. I reached college and park the bicycle.. And I went to buy Teh Tarik outside library LOLs.. that's my breakfast xDD hmm.. walking alone again... just same as what I did in semester 1.. O.O I felt a bit enjoy..opps.. nonono... I was lonely... and 空虚 LOLs... I kept on thinking about you ">___<" I reached block K and wait.. O.O You haven't turn up yet.. I went in K104 and saw cxx lols.. Didn't talk much to him... xD I sat down and started to do business tutorial question... LOLs... I still think about you ! @__@ after that.. few people came ~ And it's 11am already... so we moved to K101.. O.O we went in the classroom.. and the lecturer came... O.O you still haven't come yet .. they asked me to find you... xD And you replied you're flying to block K xD Finally I'm 放心 xD You said you late because fetched sister to college and look for parking.. whatever ~ xD as long as you're safe ^^ Then our tutorial class started xD woots..Mr Teo not bad.. he explained all the questions thoroughly xD I kept on note down what he had talked LOLs.. After discussing all the question... then we build our company...for games LOLs.. so funny subject... the game contribute 40% to our coursework mark LOLs ... So have to play it seriously ? O.o think so... The class ended at 12.30.. O.O it's raining.. we went to library... and discuss the assignment.. O.O But we end up chatting also... XD Then we decided to go your house... because your family went for johor? O.O not sure... your house is empty xDD woots... it's the second time I go your house ! I'm over excited LOLs... I kept on snap photo in your house...xD You cooked maggie for me and yourself... as our lunch xDD save money ma... LOLs... hmm..it's the first time I eat in your house... xD happy ^^ LOLs... I also went into your room and play ~ You played guitar for a while... woots.. not bad... xD We are just 2 people ... and yet we didn't do anything bad xDD Good right? LOLs... whatever ~ After finish maggie.. you wash the dishes.. O.O so man... xD then you went in toilet to wash hand... I follow you to go in and I locked the door LOLs... So funny... xD Both of us inside toilet and did nothing xD woots... then we went out... ~ I kept on snap your photo.. ^^ you're so handsome no matter the picture taken from what angle O.O or maybe my photo taking skill good? xD We left your house at around 3.10pm LOLs... It seems like we going to late for class... O.O Then you drove back to college immediately.. with short cut road.. xD After parked your car outside CITC... we run towards block K... LOLs... what was worst is... when we reached the classroom...with sweating body.... our english lecturer still haven't turn up = = she late for more than 20 minutes... whatever ~ it's my first time run in college = = seems like kid LOLs... but it's okay... because you're with me ^^ I'm happy to do everything with you LOLs... btw... it's 7am now LOL... time to sleep? LOLs... not really... I think it's time to get prepared and go for class ">___<" anyways... I still ♥ you KL ! Good Morning xD

omelette O.O

hmm...it's Monday today xD I've to attend 3 lecture classes O.O The first class start at 9am...but I went out earlier...at 8.30am O.O Because the Ass CR asked us to bring a photo to SAS office... lols.. But when I go there... the namelist don't have my name LOLs... And it's actually just for the declaration form... I've already submitted it long time ago.. = = Then the lady only tell the Ass CR.. she said she just send message to him... and not all of us have to go LOLs.. Fed up... = = Wasted my half hour xD Whatever... I walked to block D.. and went on D303 ~ You haven't reach.. O.O You said your mum fetch you... xD So I went into the lab first.. ~_~ You reached after few minutes O.O woots.. Today the part timer finally changed.. but not changed to our original lecturer... because she was still in hospital ">___<" Another lecturer came and replace her... @__@ This time is better than the previous one... at least..she is not reading... LOLs... She can explain to us.. although quite fast xDD whatever ~ I still can learn myself if the lecturer really can't help.. ">___<" She taught about Structures today O.O Quite easy to understand... because I've read through already during the semester break xDD So.. it's easier for me to do the practical questions xDD Hmm.. we kept on doing the practical question... for the lecture... ~_~ I talk less to you today... But I'm not unhappy... O.O I just don't know what to talk..xD I like to see you... silently xDD whatever ~ After finished PCD.. we went to canteen 2... O.O I bought the stupid MIS textbook finally .. which costs RM77 LOLs.. I've opened the book and look for a while... All the thing are messed up = = If I wish to understand the PIS.. I think I must finished the whole book... LOLs... whatever... this book can use until year 2 ~ Won't be wasting ba... O.O After bought the stupid book... you went to eat... because hungry already? LOLs.. I didn't eat because I don't like canteen 2 ">___<" then.. we went to DK ABA for PIS lecture @__@ OMG..the PIS really makes me struggle... = = I can't interpret what the lecturer talking... and I do not have the intent to listen his lecture... ">___<" I'm so 无奈.. = = so.. I just talk to you... LOLs... many students also fall asleep = = grrr... how am I going to survive for 3 months @__@ and the tutorial questions LOL... so tough .. all about case study and thinking... ">___<" 3.95 will be a dream for semester 2... ~_~ whatever... the 2 hours was quite suffer... but finally it's end xDD then.. we went to TBR foon lok... I decided to eat omelette fried rice with you O.O because I didn't try before LOLs... But I can't finish it... so we shared O.O woots.. you're quite brave... You eat after me... lols.. I'm happy to have you as my boy ♥ xD Although we've waited for so long... but the fried rice still okay la... not bad... xDD After finish the fried rice... we back to college.. just both of us... because they went to CC xD hmm.. we walk to the place where we buy Teh Tarik for the first time... xDD And I bought 1 teh tarik ! I'm clever this time... I brought many coins xDD So that I do not have to borrow money from you so many times... ">___<" anyways... I enjoyed...even just drink teh tarik...  I knew I've said this for many times... but I still want to say !! Every moment spent with you... is the moment I treasure ♥ and Nothing Gonna change my love for you ! lols... As you said.. you're so geng... xD Seems like conquer me already LOLs... Because I really think about you every minute... not to say second... because it's abit 夸张.. LOLs.. I think of you whenever and wherever I go... what I usually do is... took out the hp from my pocket... and check... wishing that you sms me LOLs.. even there's no new incoming message ">_____<" I think I will do this action repeatedly every 5 minutes LOLs... So how many times I do in 1 day? LOLs minus sleeping time... and study time... let it be 8 hours... (60/5) x 8 = 96 times LOLs... so pro xD hard to imagine right LOLs... But why I don't take the initiative to find you? O.O that's the question...xD Maybe I scared you feel annoy...? ">___<" Or I don't know what to talk to you? Even I damn miss you ">__<" Sometimes there are something that we cannot explain in words... LOLs... YES I miss you so much... but when chat... I don't know what to say... O.O You get what I mean? LOLs... If can't then forget about it xDD I also not sure what I'm writing now LOLs... I'm waiting for you everyday ~ be it sms or online ~ But what is the purpose? O.O Just want to chat with you... But I don't know what to chat LOLs... So.. I'm 矛盾 right? LOLs... I love you but I don't know how to love ... xD I'm very sure I love you quite deep.. ♥ Even sometimes I like to think nonsense... xD Just forgive me ba... girls are like that... always 疑神疑鬼 LOLs... Whatever... what I want to say is... I still ♥ you as usual ">___<" The feel didn't decrease.. instead.. it's increasing.. vigorously... So that I will think so much... ">___<" But I will improve... xD Give me some time... xDD Don't make yourself feel stress with me ">___<" I just want a peace and relax and sweet (no sweet also can) relationship xD and the most important is... both of us must be happy... if not.. what's the point of together? right? xDD So... I want to cheer you up everyday ! LOLs... I think I've wrote too much... nonsense? O.O whatever ~ Time to sleep... xD Good night dear ♥

Approved? xD

hmm.. today is family day ~ I went out with my family.. for celebrating their bithday...because 3 of them born in october.. O.O my brother sister and dad.. lols... I woke up earlier abit today xD Not sure what time.. around 1pm I think xDD My dad called me and say they are coming...Then I continue sleep LOLs.. After 1 hour.. then only I wake up and went to wash face.. xD Then.. we went down the block... and drove the wira... xD I fetched them.. because the wira will be lack of petrol soon.. So we gonna fill the petroll.. My dad left his Proton Iswara outside hostel...and we moved on to don't know what place LOLs... for lunch xDD I've eaten 炒果条 again LOLs.. why I always eat this? Not sure..xD whatever... Then.. we went to Giant for cake.. O.O They bought a small cake.. which costs RM18.. for celebrate later... xD I told my mum.. I went to your house last few days.. O.O she was shocked LOLs... Then I quickly add on.. "with sister" xDD Then she do not have big respond... O.O She just asked whether I saw your mum... LOLs... Then I said your mum slept xDD And she didn't scold me...woots...xD When on car... we talk about the guy and the girl... O.O then after my mum heard that... she said she won't 反对.. LOLs I was shocked... seems like she already knew something O.O I try to clarify and ask... she said if she not allow..later I go suicide LOLs.. I knew what she mean already xD Then we talk about you O.O She even say want to meet you on some day... lols... whatever ~ hmm...i'm quite happy that she allow... although don't know when she will change her mind... because she always did that xDD anyways... this means that we can together quite publicly xD woots... without any obstruction ^^ my sister can't use "you" to threaten me anymore...wakakaka....LOLs...hmm..so there is not much problem now xD The main thing is.. can we really last long? until graduated? O.O whatever... xD I will not leave you that easy ! You also right? xDD whatever ~ You said you don't want to change the status now.. It's okay xD I didn't unhappy for that... Really xDD Because it's really too fast for now... right? xD Have to be more stable first ~ I'm excited and it is because my mum didn't reject us.. xD Because she usually reject if we say want pakto ">___<" Just now she say "as long as you like...it's okay" woots... Happy xDD Hope she won't 食言 la xD But we didn't do anything bad also... she got no reason to block us ba... xDD I said you're quite good...keep on praise you xD no choice... you're really good...for me ma...xD By the way... we went to seafood restaurant for dinner... O.O They ordered all the seafood... but no fish.. xD This is the first time I eat so much seafood...Sotong..Prawn..and Crab ... 3 only consider so much? LOLs... for me really too much...xD I didn't touch any of it before...xD Initially I not dare eat crab... ">___<" But in sms you said you like to eat... LOLs...  Then I went to try... @__@ My mum was excited... she saw I started to eat... then she kept on giving me the crab meat = = She still threaten me with crab.. xD she say "if you 乖乖听话 then only I allow" LOLs... what the... xD Whatever... I'm willing to eat... xDD 自愿 de ... ^^ Hmm.. then we eat the cake... xD 3 people birthday and just a small cake? O.O No choice... it's so full already after eating so many thing.. whatever ~ I gain weight again today O.O I want keep fit ~ xD.. If not how to match you? LOLs.. Anyways... It's 1.20am right now.. Quite late already? O.O LOLs.. 1.21 is quite early for me... before... xDD But for today... why I felt it's already late? ">___<" Not sure... whatever... I just finished revise the business again... O.O because I not understand it.. lols... I tried to do the tutorial 1 questions...xD But just objective question LOLs... the essay question was quite challenging = = I can't get answer from the notes T____T whatever... I must concentrate on lecture for tomorrow... ">___<" hmm...Good Night ba... my dear xDD

Business ~

O.O Today was quite boring ">__<" It's the first time we didn't chat online xD But we got sms xDD whatever... I miss you so much too... ">__<" You will be back tomorrow.. Yes xDD I can meet you again on Monday xD How happy is that LOLs... I was thinking... I'm very 期待 to meet you everyday... Will I still remain like this after few months? O.O Can I still so mad on you? O.O Thinking you every moment no matter wake up.. bath... sleep... eat...play...?? LOLs... Not sure.. But what I know for now is.. I'm really miss you like mad.. xD no matter what I do or where I am... ">___<" I really can't stop thinking you... It's not suffer... It comes naturally... When I stop doing something for a while... then you appear in my mind LOLs... I tried not to think about you just now.. I went on study PIS... and business... O.O Although it works... but just for a while LOLs... I back to the same situation after that... ~_~ Is that call 单思病？LOLs.. whatever... Just now I chat with a net friend o.o He broke up with his gf... and they are already 5 yrs... Isn't it 可惜？O.O He said they always argue... then will talk about break.. @__@ I'm afraid xD I don't want argue with you xDD Don't want to lost you... xDD That's why you said I always 迁就 you.. O.O To prevent unnecessary argue ma...LOLs... whatever ~ I will try my best to maintain this relationship ^^ and improve myself also xD woots... it's 4.20am O.O What I've done today? LOLs.. nothing = = Just now I went to study PIS.. the first chapter was easier... then I look forward... chapter 2 and 3... what the...the tutorial question was so damn hard = = and the notes are just too simple ! LOLs... how to score in exam next time? @__@ I think I have to buy the textbook... but it's too expensive... RM77 for a thin book = = LOLs... whatever... I finish copy the tutorial answer for chapter 1 and I leave it alone xDD Then I head for Business... O.O okay..the notes is detail enough... omg... it's too detail... LOLs... Too many things to memorized... too many thing "to be understand" ... @__@ I'm dizzy... when looking at the words and sentences... Because I cannot interpret at all T_____T I went to google translate... and translate the difficult words 1 by 1 = = YES... 1 BY 1... lols... Although some of the words do not match the real meaning... but at least I can get a bit of what it mean... @__@ Now my business notes was full of translations LOLs... Really sooooo hard to understand... I think next week onwards.. I must concentrate on the lecture... ">___<" If not I don't know how am I going to survive until final exam = = ... Finally.. I finished study chapter 1 of business... lols... Still not sure what I've read LOLs... Funny right? xD whatever... I must work harder after this.. ">__<" Don't want to disappoint my mum... lols... and myself too... xD I want to proof.. even pakto also can maintain the result xDD woots... although they still don't know yet.. ~_~ Just now I went for dinner with my dad and brother sister... O.O my brother was upset.. he rejected by someone LOLs.. then he said 一切都是梦 ~_~ LOLs... then my dad said.. now surely all is dream... If after 3 or 4 years...means after graduated... and still can maintain... then that only real.. O.O He 暗示 us not to pakto when study LOLs... whatever... xD I already said I can wait for 4 years... even though what we do already beyond what a "friend" will do... xDD anyways... this 4 yrs is a challenge for us... xD hope we can pass it peacefully... xDD I sincerely wish that we can have future ~ no play play ~ xD Hmm... today I didn't mention the "word" at all wor... xDD Don't worry.. I will mention now.. xDD to my dear.. I still "love" you as usual xDD and nothing gonna change my love for you ! hmm... time to sleep? xD 4.34am... O.O good night dear ♥