Its me again :p

yo.. i am back ~
still the little kid @@
who talk with bears always :3
is that call childish?

不知不觉我已经24岁 @@
为什么感觉好像很老了 😣
男生永远不了解。。
因为他们越老越成熟 🙄
而且还越吃香tim~

所以大多数都是女生紧张
男生就过一天算一天😏
计划呢? 没有。。@@
囧境来了 o(╯□╰)o

====剧透 spoiler，自己看着办====
看了By My Side之后发现
里面的男女状况和我们的很接近
女生不能接受远距离 #_# (你都还近距离 LOL)
她只想在本地安安稳稳做工结婚生子
男生却还有他未完成的梦想 (深造，学习) @@
要去外国生活，读书。。完全没有两个人的plan
两个互不退让。。🙁
最后女生放弃了，也嫁人了😣
青梅竹马/初恋 瞬间消失 ☹

回想下自己。。
想想接下来会不会就如此了 😢

不过我才是那个想要出国的 @@
也是那个想快点成家的 @@ (超级矛盾😆)

可是出了就没了 😢 (看戏后遗症😂😂)
不出就永远stuck在自己的安乐窝 🙁
这可是我小心翼翼维护了6年的东西 😣

专家说，既然开始了，就得坚持下去🤤
想放弃的时候 就想想当初为了什么而坚持到现在☹

我们有过无数次的谈话。。🙁
可是没有一次是有结果的 @@
我们对未来的想法差距太大🙁
也不知要怎么去拿到那个平衡点😂
所以每次都不了了之😢

男生肯定一下就忘了谈话内容😆
女生就一直耿耿于怀🙁
因为女生是感性的，好像电影里面那样
她慢慢发现他们完全是不同世界的人
对未来/想要的 都有不同的想法
所以就算多么的伤心 😢
也会忍痛放手 @@

因为女生不能骗自己会和对方一直到最后 😣
因为其实直觉已经告诉她答案了 😢

所以呢，为什么我们还可以坚持下来?
因为我还没尽全力 🙁
我不要就这样放弃6年的心血😢
你说 坏了要修 不是丢 😣
我们一直都在尝试 fixing @@
虽然外人看来是在拖拖拉拉 😣

我相信真爱一定是必经磨练和波折的!
所以我从来都不会说出那个不能说的话 😣
就算有人建议放弃😏

======我是分割线=====
话说回来，我到底要出国吗? ☹
好像戏里的男生
出国是从小的梦想@@
想必我也是吧 😣

可是出国意味着
增加分开的机率 😢
因为我不可以接受远距离@@
加上你每次都很"忙" @@
一定会更加严重 😢

留在这里等成家吗?🙁
可是那个一直都是未知数😢
这个就是女生所谓的"没有安全感"?😣
看不到你策划的未来🙁
也看不到你的未来到底有没有我😢

不知为何从刚开始pakto到现在
都一直觉得没有安全感，
不知几时会突然被飞 🙁
还是不知几时自己会放弃😢

我又应该怎么做? ☹

my sleepless night ~

明天起身又是一只好Bear!

O.O I'm Back ！！

低潮期过完了~ lalala ~

hmmm.. so what happened? o.O

nothing big actually xD

new year new job lalala ~

YEAP, NEW JOB !

hmm.. actually my plan is not that soon ~

my initial plan is to change after Taiwan trip O.O

opps what is that? hmm.. yo our first foreign Trip !! 

LOL.. seems like missing a lot of thing in this blog xD

hahaha.. didn't think of record all these precious moment ~

ok let's back to the main topic !

since i was being stressed until mad, 

the best solution was to change ! lalala ~

but I didn't actually open up my resume..

just so ngam that a few company approach me..

so I just give them a try :p

and I have took 6 days leaves within CNY period,

why waste it and slack in home? LOL 

so just take that opportunity to meetup xD

had tried around 4 and found out i super like 1 of them !

then so happy they offer me too.. xD

so I went to talk w boss O.O

that was my first time in life !!

i feel so gan jiong lols..  to tender ">__<"

after going into the boss room for 11 mins (someone count for me LOL?)

and there it goes !! I said I would like to stay until end of March

to help with the transition period and hand over ~

bcoz the skills is still new and not easy to hire ppl o.o

so I sent the email and forward to HR and tada ~

that's all for my life first permanent job ~

hmmm...questions come..

don't u think here is the most suitable place?

in terms of location (near to bf <3)

the office environment (big table + monitor + space)

friendly human xDDDD

job scope match with my skillset (but not timeline!)

and distance to my current house O.O

so why still leaving? ">__<"

hmmm... that's PnC lalalalala ~

LOL.. then why bullshit so much ?

lalala I like it xD 

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okay next topic !

our first Foreign Trip !!!

so how it all started? O.O

hmm.. it all comes with 冲动 and Passion

one day, i saw "oppa sharing 【歐爸 旅游 分享站】"

post the promotion of AirAsia flight ticket..

then I faster grab the opportunity and discuss w him <3

tada ~ we bought our flight ticket LOL

then we plan to wait until 2017 only plan the schedule ~

then just so ngam in festival we saw a booth ~

the ppl selling travel package to taiwan ~

actually their company sell Wedding Photo package ~

then now they offer Travel Package as well ~

after listen to explanation, we signed !!

feels like so 冲动 @@ lols

so, they will plan for our schedule, meal, hotel bla bla bla ~

we only have to choose the place we like / food we like?

hmm.. but still so worry about the reality ...

afraid everything will be different when we arrive taiwan LOL

hmm... but with faith in heart everything will be smooth ! LOL

then we also proceed to MidValley and exchange MYR for NTD

too bad the rate is dropped just after we change the money !!!

ARGHHHHH.. however, it rises again ~_~

yo.. that's all for our first trip xD...

hope it is a smooth one !

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hmm.. seems like i forget to mention about my house 

O.O I have a house ? O.O O.O O.O

this blog is really out dated LOLLL

yeap, I have my first HOUSE !!!!!! 

At the age of 23 !!! O.O 232323232323 LOLLLL

ofcourse that's with the help of mum (Mum is best !)

from april 2016 to july/august 2016.. 

i'm super busy with the housing things ~

keep on research & research & research

and lastly I got my first house hehe..

under my name O.O 

the procedure of purchasing a house is not simple ">__<"

have to gone through a lot of up and down ~

supportive and unsupportive comments ~

afraid of getting cheated ~

afriad of cannot afford the installment ~

afraid of bank not approve loan ~

afraid of developer cannot finish build my house TT

afraid of future moving in issue ~

afraid of future husband issue ~ 

bla bla bla ~ 

so far I only encountered half of the issue ~

how about the rest ? hmm.. when the day arrive, it will resolve LOL

so how it goes ? initially ofcourse started by searching for houses 

have to search for house with low price, not too far like kajang ~

not old ~ with 3 rooms ~ with 2 bath ~ size doesn't matter to us :p

mum say smaller is cheaper and better for cleaning LOL

then tada ~ I found the house I bought !!

the agent share on FB and ask us to leave our email..

then they email us the details of the house..

so I ask mum to call them for enquire ~

then we went to sales gallery to have a look ~

then O.O placed order !!

then have a intermediate person help to apply for bank loan on my behalf ~

then wait for bank to examine my DSR (debt service ratio?) hmm..

at last got 2 bank approved, with the rate or 4.5% and 4.45%

ofcouse choose the lowest LOL.. 

but the intermediate person force mi to take house insurance..

else cannot get 4.45% lol.. then take lo..

signed the Letter of Offer for that bank ~

after that another insurance agent says no nid to take wor..

so end up didn't take the house insurance and still get 4.45% :p

so everything settle in 1 day, went to sales gallery to sign 

Loan Agreement, Sales and Purchase Agreement ~ sign until hand drop LOL

and pay the rest of the upfront money ~

and there it goes !! settled everything and wait for VP of the house

hmm... it should be completed by end of 2018 ~ lalala

let's wait for new house !!! xDDD

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hmm.. so at the age of 25

I will be staying in my own house,

driving my own car,

using my own money :p

the end of my life? o.o

1 more thing ! baby ! LOL

u slow slow wait la ~ haiz ~

lalala that's the end of story ~

stay tune ~