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4 months left.. T__T

family O.O

成长是一个很奇妙的过程。。没有的拒绝。。只能顺其自然 O.O 我成长了吗？ LOL。。一定是还没有啦。。每天都被认为还小。。什么都不懂 @__@ 就这样被保护着，好比温室的小花。。是家人的宝贝。。父母的掌上明珠。。你眼中的"小孩子" LOL。。可是！我已经20岁了哦。。要长大了。。妈妈还说不够21就是小！之前说不够18是小。。或许最小的永远都是“小” ！xD。。无论如何，很庆幸我是受保护动物。。或许很多人想要都没有啊。。爸爸，这个名称象征着 “依靠” “呵护” “尊重” “一家之主”。。至少在我印象里应该是 xD。。虽然他真的做不到满分的lao dou。。无可否认，令人难堪的语气之下。。还是有点点父爱。。无论对他做过什么，他之后就忘记了？或许这个就是家人的定义。。没有隔夜仇。。不敢奢望他会变成慈父，只是希望他不会历史重演。。lols。。妈妈。。已经是非笔墨能形容的一个creature。。她最大的愿望就是我们都健健康康。。成为有用的人吧。。我一定会努力的。。虽然我不会很健康。。">__<" 哥哥。。这个和我从小不打不相识的家伙。。小时候每天吵吵闹闹。。甚至大打出手。。当时的他完全不会“大让小” 。。我们天天硬碰硬 @__@ 当然我这个小霸王每次都不认输。。长大后。。他变得越来越会礼让。。也会关心我了。。就算我每次无理取闹，他也会让我。。甚至用buibui来哄我 LOL。。buibui 就这样变成我们的沟通桥梁 xD。。以前每天羡慕人家哥哥很照顾妹妹。。有哥哥真的是好事 xD。。吃东西。。我说我的不好吃，他立刻把他的换给我。。有感动到哦。。xDD。。这个就是做最小的好处 LOL。。姐姐，宿舍的第二个妈妈。。不过这个很凶下。。@@。。也是每天吵吵闹闹。。不过绝对不会带到第二天。。然而，我却很自私。。她每天担心我吃什么。。我竟然没有担心她吃什么。。haiz。。可能是受妈妈所托，洗脑。。吩咐她一定要顾好我。。她才会变得如此唠叨！不过。。这些也是很多人想要也没有的亲情吧。。所以。。家人对我来说。。是非常重要的！（全世界都一样啦LOL）我每一年的生日第一个愿望一定是“家人平平安安健健康康” 。。可是，自从pakto了过后。。就加多一个。。xD。。秘密 LOL。。 男朋友，这个称呼。。到现在为止。。我还觉得像个梦。。18岁之前，完全没想过身边会多一个男朋友。。不敢去奢望，只敢偷偷欣赏其他男生。。lols。。至今已经1年半++。。原来不是梦。。因为。。“it's too good to be true”。。你好得好像不是真实的。。">__<"。。你让我知道，原来除了家人以外。。还有一个人那么地在乎我。。竟然还会喜欢我。。">__<" 即使做错事。。严重地破坏你对我的信任。。你还是一样。。那么的care我。。继续对我好。。没有立刻和我断绝来往。。我们也竟然可以回到normal。。逗来逗去。。一起嬉戏玩耍。。所以，我已经非常知足了。。你已经是100分了。。♥ ♥ 。。 以前每天幻想。。理想的男朋友一定要幽默（已经有了♥）。。对我好关心我 （也有了。。只是另一种方法LOL）。。身材好像model那样。。LOL。。不过当真的有了男朋友。。什么条件都是浮云。。xDD。。有 ♥ 最重要。。人家凭什么迁就你？凭什么对你好？就是因为爱。。不爱的睬你都傻。。@__@。。每天对着你说你是坏人。。都不是真的。。因为你是好人。。好到我都不敢相信。。所以硬说你是坏人。。">__<" sorry啊。。我就是这么幼稚。。xD。。未来还有很多年。。希望你可以包容我的幼稚。。">__<"。。我每天都要对自己说。。对你再好一点。。还要更好一点。。我愿意守在你身边直到你不需要为止！快点screenshot下来。。下次我不认账你show给我看 LOL。。这样我就不能抵赖了。。xD。。幼稚？热恋时说的话写的字都是太兴奋的结果。。可是1年半++已经不是热恋期了吧！我要继续写，写够10年 arghhhh。。（都不知真不真。。）anyways。。未来不能预测。。我们还是回到那句话。。顺其自然吧。。反正船到桥头自然直嘛。。还没直就是还没到尽头。。LOL。。我又在幻想kai xuan的到来。。omg。。仁心解码2里面那个。。发仔瘟。。aiks。。要来的始终会来。。可遇不可求。。O.O。。okay。。i wait ！5年吗？xD。。my love will not fade !! ♥♥ let's wait and see.. time proof everything xD...Opps...2.44am again xDD

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i wan shout aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

pain wor..

O.O naughty lo..
drink cold water lo..
eat slurpee lo.. ">__<"
"ini kalilah" @__@
period come pain die u !

it's not 1st time already wor..
everytime say wan change
when only u wan change o..
haiz.. carol jiu shi like that ~
today finally see the true color lo..
see u still dare or not ~_~

btw.. finally inject liao wo..
not as pain as what i thought ~
bu hao wan de.. ">__<"
yuan lai not till 3 second then done ~
rm20 only.. O.O
then go take the card.. RM6 xD
this sunday can 光明正大 le hehe..

hmm.. this 2 days go listen speech..
all the leader talk so loud and gek..
"ini kalilah" keep flying around our ears
let's see what is the final result.. o.o
just hope this country will keep improve xD

and my life also...
improve please... O.O
u say.. healthy lifestyle wor..
i will try ">__<"
start from reducing ice ba !! xDD

Jusco !

hmm.. this is 3rd day work le !
but it's 1st time work in jusco..
super gan jiong lo.. ">__<"
bcoz i didn't xxxxxx @__@
anyways.. thanks i can pass xD

back to morning..
wake up and bath... didn't eat !!
bro fetch mi to jusco o.o
ask me to eat mcd wor..
then i ate a porridge xD

then jason call me to go meet him..
gg... i donno where is the entrance ">__<"
run here and there finally found.. lols..
it's not at left side.. it's at right side o.o
have to pass by the super dirty place ">__<"
then go to the guard there take pass..
yes i go in successfully xDD

roadshow is totally different with this !
normal sales is not easy ... T__T
have to count stock, check stock..
and most difficult.. arrange stock ">__<"
arrange isn't hard.. but is superrrrrr cold T__T
he taught me so many thing today @@
donno whether i managed to rmb all @@
whatever.. i tried my best ">__<"

today sales.. only 91 packs total..
sample only used 5 out of 25.. O.O
should use more ma.. if not left for who? LOL
o.o.. ya.. knew some new frens.. xD
a girl and a boy.. the girl help mi much O.O
helped mi to tied my hair become ball ~ LOL

jusco is really strict...
this cannot that cannot...
but the best is..
HP can bring xDDD
i just need this benefit..
others watever also nvm LOL..

finished work at 9pm..
start to count stock at 8.30..
over 9pm also no finish..
coz nid to keep this keep that..
keep the booth... T___T
this is not girl job ">__<"

end of the day lo..
dad come fetch mi back bentong..
now i'm in my room already O.O
so big so nice..
but without u... ">__<"

sry dear left u boring in home for whole week @@
although i donno u kidding or really not happy ">__<"
3 days no see u le ! actually miss u so much TT ..
anyways.. still got chance de.. xD..
nothing gonna change my ♥ for u xD

yiii

yiii...chiew carol
y u so timid de arghhh
2 yr liao still like this !!
wth u scare o.. grrrrr...
kixx also not dare !!
heng !!!

yakult xd

yes..i found a job le !!
so excited whole day xD
lai.. back to morning 1st ~

8am then terkejut by the sms..
ask mi to interview at 12pm.. O.O
then i quickly tell u lu..
coz initially the girl say 2pm ma..@@
i thought is the girl sms me..
but number is different..
yuan lai is the boy xD

after reply the sms then i cant slp le @@
then wait until 10am.. xD
finally u wake up le hehe..
u say 11am come fetch me..
so nice got bf fetch ♥
thanks so much dear xD

then we went to carrefour McD.. O.O
omg.. why is guy interview us xD
nvm.. he is so friendly..
totally different feel from 1st interview..
he explain to us about the yakult..
teach us how to promote..
then still help me arrange time..
bcoz i tot can go pc fair training..
but after that cannot le ">__<"
subang is so far @__@

human cannot greedy..
then just work for yakult 1st xD
the pay is quite attractive O.O
almost can compare with pc fair..
work shorter time price same xD
after discussion..
me and u also get to work..
on this weekend hehe..

hope that things will go smooth xD..
good luck on my new job ^^

after this weekend then can go jusco work..
every sunday 1 to 9pm O.O..
back hostel will danger ma?
have to buy pepper spray le xD
btw.. today used rm55 T__T
buy black shoes for work ">__<"
small $ no out, big $ no come LOL..

let's see next month ..
i will get back all of it xDDD
xperia SP.. wait for me xD

last last last...still thanks to my dear ♥♥♥
605 days le ♥♥

april fool

so fast April le !!
exam is over ~
class is ended ~
work also finished xD
but hor...
still looking for new job..

y suddenly wan $$ o.o
bcoz wan use own money..
buy thing sendiri.. xD
so far only earn rm200..
work for so long only 200 ">_<"
so.. $$ is not easy to earn !!

i always understand this theory..
but now only i realise the reality lols..
how childish am i ... xD
lai... faster finish study...
2 more years to go ^^

after last week's interview..
i noticed i really cannot speak @@
the interviewer keep say..
speak more ~ i have many candidates
so stress ne... 1 vs 1 interview # #
next time graduated also like this?
GG le.. ">__<"

whatever ~
sem break now le !
wondering wat decision to make..
wait for call to go work ?
or faster back home accompany mummy?
but.. cannot bring any bears TT

let's wait for few more days.. xD
after this week ntg do then back home xD