mentos

76 more mentos ne...
it's nt easy..
but i will finish it lols

TT

yer...how do i continue...
each n every day ..
it's getting worse n worse..
i hate myself...
i hate u carol...

arghhh...
i need to faxie...
i nid to cry ...
forgive my dumbness

i donno how to release
my stupid emotion..
just let mi cry out...
TT...

i got no one to talk...
i can talk to no one  !
i don wan to talk to anyone...
let me die inside myself...

no one cn cure...
the key to cure is myself...
problem is in me myself grrr
TT...

sry dear..
i didnt make myself a good gf..
and i cn never be one...

3rd year ~

yo... long time no come again...
it's our 3rd year !! O.O

told myself to treat u better..
end up treat u worst.. haiz..
too bad carol... TT
so.. our 3rd yr anniversary start with..
wei qi co cu day O.O

win 5 round lose 2 round xD
1st round lose because ?
sei assignment Grrrrrrr
still wan deduct me 5 markss...
grrrrrrrrrr
make us forfeit 1st game automatically
NOT HAPPY LO xD

finish cocu day already 5pm+
O.O... then u bring me to festival..
we watch movie "into the storm"
so chi gek O.O...
then back PV16...
go Six inch for dinner...
coz mum say 8pm must back home..

faster eat le then back home lu...
that's 9th August... xD
back home slp til tomorrow LOL

so.. how's this 3 yrs going on?
we've experienced so much xia..
no matter happy or sad..
angry or frustration..
touching or embarrassing..
it's already thousand days ..
and still counting ♥

thanks for coming into my life..
bringing joy and happiness to me..
although sometimes it is sad..
but i still love u..
for who u are.. ♥

let's go on to the 10.. 20.. 30 anniversary xD

arghhh

wa...see...
i so long no come jor...
degree life so damn busy @@
haiz...assignment cnt finish ah
so tired everyday...
going to collapse soon...TT

where is my peace...
where is my life TT
i got no life...
result is going downhill...
why i become so lazy...
are u carol?

or perhaps...
i realized tat...
study too much is useless
LOL... tat is just an excuse !!
for mi to continue lazy Arghh

Carol !! Please wake up...
don be so lazy anymore GRR
TT not me lazy...
is i getting more n more tired...
each n everyday... @@

my 'will' is not there...
i got no determination..
like wat i did be4... TT

is it i will gonna lay down soon? @@
LOL.. ridiculous...
i have nt yet been through harder things
god is not going to let mi go... xDD

so... back to reality..
and sleep now !! grrrr

*to future me
hope 'u' will see this n laugh xDD

Ha Ha

哈。。哈。。
明天考database
我来这里做什么 LOL
很明显。。
要逃避读书 T__T

这个degree太扯了吧。。
越来越恐怖。。
越来越多东西做。。
sien。。

每个midterm都好像不会做
因为没有尽全力。。
dai sei。。！
自己拿来的！

滚回去读书吧 TT

o.o...

lalala... 我来乱的

grrrrr

yishhh

o.o...sry...

why is the feeling came back... ><
why it just feel like our relationship...
going down the hill... TT
wat's wrong ><...

520 @@

yea。。520喔。。
想当初还特地等13：14
然后sms给你说我爱你 xD
现在？什么都不会做了。。
坏人carol。。
说好的热情呢～

haiz。。
时间久了人真的变了。。
不再年少轻狂了。。
不再肉麻多多了。。
现实世界的压力不少啊！
把我压倒没有mood了
哪有什么时间say love
TT...

如果我有哪里对你不好
真是难为你了。。
sorry dear。。

yeah...

首先庆祝我成功失眠。。
之后庆祝肚子成功复发。。
很开心全部都来了 xD
早上还有耳朵听不到？
果然对我不错啊。。

睡觉睡不下不用紧。。
重点是。。
好不容易睡下去了。。
又被吵醒。。
这个刺激啊。。兴奋到。。
而且不是一次两次
是每一次 @@
精神上的虐待 xD
我最喜欢的了。。

早上被吵醒不用紧。。
重点是每天8点准时啊。。
不用闹钟了咯 xD
而且还没起床肚子已经痛
果然令人舒服 xD...

之前那个一睡不醒的我叻？
被拐去哪里了？ @@
为什么现在可以。。
每半个小时醒一次？
是不是很开心？ xD

奔溃了咯。。
继续开心。。xD