sticky

woots.. sticky with your name on it.. xD special
RM15 is still okay.. O.O 1 year once ma..

but why i so care about the flow of money?
hmm.. every time i eat i will feel guilty LOL..
although my mum ask me to eat more.. @@
maybe it's not the money i earn myself ~ haiz...
Carol ah... pls grow up faster and earn money for own !!

btw.. able to go out and date with u was one of the happiest & enjoyful moment ever ~ xD

i'm full of smile whole day xD can felt it deep in my heart xD although walking for so long journey would be tired, but it's all worth ~ coz it's with u..

Every moment spent with u, is a moment I treasure ^^

we went to book fest.. it's so crowded O.O people moutain people sea LOL...

wanted to buy book... but wait.. the money will gone fast O.O forget about it ..

I rather to used the money on food LOL.. when I become so "counting-mind" TT

walk and walk for so long time xD ... i keep on shouting here pain there pain ~ hmm

troublesome girl obviously ~ no choice, it's not what I want TT

it's raining O.O we walk to pavilion and then to timesquare.. 

planning to eat BBQ plaza ~ things weren't go as smooth as what we tot ~

the BBQ Plaza is full of people and they said they're closed ... yerrr...

then? marry brown LOL... ate chicken rice... O.O so cold de chicken.. lols

went to lowyat... bought a new SONY pendrive ~ 16GB RM31.. O.O

time to back wangsa maju ~ TT time passes so fast ~ 1 day is over soon ~

u said still got dinner LOL... then u fetch me to wangsa walk to eat Little Wok.. xD

夺命追魂call came le.. keep asking me at where ~ LOL... 

back to hostel lo... stay in the car.. i see u.. u see me LOL

1 yr over already y u still so leng zai xD.. but i'm down ~

the feeling of sad came again TT because of sem break lols...

viewing back my diary.. i realize every time before sem break i also behave like this...

seems like every time also feel like crying... what the hell so nice to cry leh @@

i also donno xD... cannot meet then cannot meet la... LOL...

maybe this is what called mad ~ yes... i'm still mad... 

i'm really glad that i'm still mad ... LOL... bcoz i still love u ♥

i afraid that i have lost the feeling towards u... ">__<"

so.. this is a good sign ? isn't it ? xDDD

yea... 3 more day to exam.. last paper ^^

must study hard and don let myself down ah... xD

but I know friday i will definitely wont be happy... 

coz it's really last day ~ after that have to wait 3 weeks TT

wuuuu... 不好玩的。。

same question come to my mind again...

how am I gonna pass through this hardship (the 3 weeks) LOL...

not sure ~ let it be.. everything is gonna be alright ~ xD

treat it as a training ba... for myself... not to be too dependent on u.. O.O

lalala... finally.. hope that u will be fine throughout the 3 weeks ~

stay healthy and happy ^^ i won't leave u so easily like what u dream of de xD

knowing that u cried bcoz of me is so uncomfortable ~ o.o

but also knew that .. 原来失去我.. 你会那么伤心 O.O

so.. so.. so... i won't leave u la.. as what i've wrote before.. xD

i won't be the one that say bb first xD 

i will stay beside u as long as u need me ♥

hopefully u will be the same also... then we will become 老公公老婆婆 xD

panda ~

woots... my panda bag xD...
finally the OS test is over... O.o
sooo tired @@.. but feel released xD..
8 more days to go for last paper...
pls work harder and don let myself regret..
btw... thanks dear ^^ for accompany whole day xD...
love u always n appreciate every moment spent with u...
we will last long xDD...
becoz my feeling for u has came back...
last few weeks... or perhaps this few month i kept of thinking nonsense..
i felt that im so cool to u... @@
i thought something gonna be happen...
luckily there is ntg happen... xD..
although there were some weird n sad moment...where i felt so uncomfortable n tired...
but at last... i realise that it was just illusion... xD
im still the carol that love u that mad..xD
u treat me so good n yet i kept think of nonsense... so sorry for that O.O
although we didnt really argue before...but cold war always happened.. o.o
i don like such thing to be happen but to prevent argue..no choice @@
1 yr really passes so fast ~ im really touch coz u rmb the promise to chg the status... xD thats the moment i realized i still love u so much.. n the feeling of love not getting lesser but growing stronger o.o...
just that i tried to hide it deep in my heart...
there is some days where i kept blame myself for this n that.. its actually still lack of confident o.o
as a girl n also a very sensitive girl, i very care how u will treat me...
maybe i thought that the way u treat me now is different from before.. so i worried lols...
but actually these are just normal thing..
u r just the one u used to be.. ofcouse after 1 yr everything become normal...
its me myself the stupid mind that think too much ~
so... really sorry dear...
u care me so much ... kept asking me to slp n rest more...
bring me to eat always...
n sometimes purposely bring mi for breakfast.... i appreciate it so much.. xD..
no one can ever do that to me except family.. treat me so good for no reason..
n u r the one...
i always know that its not neccessary for someone to treat u good.. so when it occurs... pls appreciate it carol xD...
dont let myself regret... xD

so... after 1 yr... i still wan to say... thanks for every single thing u hv done for me...
i will always love u, before..now..n ever... my dear kian leong xD

cheers ~

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考试～

一下子就考了2个paper。。 LOL
时间也过得太快了吧。。xD
今天总算可以relax一下了 O.O
下个星期二考Java @@
预测看我几时会开始读书？LOL

hmm。。i guess should be sunday。。xD
whatever ~ let's wait and see ^^

long long time didn't use english to express my thoughts..
although it's much easier to type than chinese ~
but  sometimes it cannot bring out what i really want xD
anyways... what have I done today ? O.O
moviessss xDD

it's because as someone said..
we should enjoy life ~ xD
YES.. i learnt how to enjoy.. from u xD
but why time passes so fast ? ">__<"
many thing to be done but haven't start ~

don't care ~~
time to sleep.. xD
good night my dear ♥

一年了 ♥♥♥

终于一年咯 xD
你问我下一个目标是几年？
我说。。forever。。xDD

建隆，我爱你，好爱你 ♥
Every moment spent with you,
is a moment I treasure ^^

八月了。。

又来到八月了！
八月对我来说都蛮有回忆的。。
因为去年的八月。。
就改变了我接下来的日子 xD
还有三天就一年了。。xD

去年的这个时候。。
我每天都面带笑容。。LOL
总之想到你就会傻笑。。
坠入情网的象征 xD
连自己都觉得自己mad了～

现在回想都觉得有些幼稚 LOL
不过这种feel不是每个人都给到的吧。。
毕竟一生只有一个第一次。。
怎样都会傻一次，笨一次吧 LOL
hmm...值得回忆。。

一个月。。两个月。。
半年。。一年。。
一下子就过去了也。。
甜酸苦辣全部都taste过了。。xD
接下来没有热恋了咯。。
要靠的只有。。
真正想要在一起的两个人。。O.O
so。。一起加油吧。。xD

和一年前一样。。
我要和你长长久久！
执子之手，与子偕老。。
一起生仔，组织家庭 xDD
我要生个leng zai。。LOL
遗传你的大眼睛 xDD
名字一定要叫 kx ！！
leng lui叻？不知道。。
乖巧懂事就好。。xD

这一年里面。。
假如做了很多令你不开心的事
请多多原谅。。">___<"
毕竟人都会有缺点。。
我会improve自己的！

当然。。还是要谢谢你。。
谢谢你陪我度过那么。。
美好、兴奋、有趣的一年。。♥

没得救了。。

Chiew Carol。。
你越来越烦了。。
越来越令自己讨厌了
可以不要再幼稚吗？
我恨我自己。。
T____T

我用了一个星期来想
到底我最近发什么神经
为什么可以忽冷忽热？
为什么无端端emo？
找不到答案。。

今天。。
我严重的生气了。。
气什么？
不知道。。
无理取闹的生气。。
很幼稚是不是。。lols

不过没有和你吵架。。
很沉默很沉默地。。
自己生闷气。。
又自己好了。。
连我自己都找不到生气的原因。。
ridiculous？

又难为你了。。
对不起。。
我又错了。。

就快1年了。。
所以对你不好了？
没有。。
不会。。！

或许又是太sensitive了。。TT
明明没事都要无理取闹。。
就因为不甘心你focus在游戏？
然后一直打扰你。。
不过当我觉悟时已经太迟了。。
你。。已经不开心了。。
我。。又sot了。。
又被影响了。。

女人是一种精神质的物体。。
1. 你不开心 > 她又不开心
2. 认为你不开心 > 她又不开心
3. 你不爽 > goto 2
4. 你不说话 > goto 2
5. 她自己不开心 > GG。。
没得救了。。

所以？
不知道。。
一片空白。。
i hate myself..
noob Carol..

">__<"

最近的心情反反复复。。

不知道为什么。。

明明这一秒没事。。

下一秒突然很down T___T

我不要这样。。

又是自己想多多。。

我很无奈。。TT

为什么。。

和你chat。。

明明没有事。。

又突然不说话。。

因为不知道reply什么。。

有问题了吗？

不知道。。也不想知道。。lols

我只想静静的。。做回自己。。

这个sem和上几个sem都非常不同。。

非常多事情发生。。

搞到你我都不开心。。

我不喜欢这种感觉。。TT

为什么这个世界就这样。。

虽然看到你。。

会变开心。。

不过只是短暂的。。

稍微说到什么。。

又陷入沉默了。。

为什么为什么。。TT

又是我太sensitive吗？

什么都care。。lols。。

又或者是一年了。。

所以就这样了。。

normal的吧。。

每天说顺其自然。。

我自然不到啊。。

T______T

今天不要顺其自然了。。

得过且过？:'(

啦啦。。

终于有休息的空间了！
好累好累。。LOL。。
差不多每天都会这样说
不过在累的同时。。
生活过到很充实 xD
不会有多余的时间去瞎想。。
不会太在意某样事情。。
不会乱乱哭。。
因为根本没有时间哭 LOL

这几个星期都是考试期。。
都不好玩的。。
每天不得好睡。。TT
认识你过后。。
我很不解，为什么睡那么重要。。
我甚至认为睡觉是多余的。。
不过。。11个月来。。
我已经慢慢的理解了。。O.O
原来我很需要充足的睡眠。。
原来我一直都很喜欢睡觉。。
原来我一直都在死撑。。

都是test和assignment的错。。
全部一起来的。。
害人家没有时间cover。。
被逼开夜车。。
被逼熬夜。。TT

之前sem 1到sem 3。。
会非常care考试。。
明明已经认为自己可以的。。
还要担心考试答不出。。
我就是这样矛盾的了。。><
所以逼自己读到人不像人
鬼不像鬼。。LOL。。

现在？想通了。。xD
读书慢慢读吧。。
看开一点。。O.O
对自己confident一点。。
life become easier ？xD
有的睡就要尽量睡。。
因为时间真的不够用。。

whatever ～
let the bygone be bygone ～
过去的就让它过去吧。。
人应该向前看。。xD
最后还是要说。。
我爱你建隆！♥
谢谢你带给我的一切。。

累？

O.O 经过了这两个weeks
终于体会到那种 “累” 和 “赶” 了。。
太多太多的test。。assignment。。
连喘气的时间都没有。。@__@
更何况是想男女私情。。lols
说是说没有太过在意你开不开心
其实也是会很在意。。＝＝
人就是这样矛盾的咯。。haiz

这两个星期，我又变了。。
有一点点也是学你的吧。。
考试不再那么拼命了。。
有的睡就立刻睡。。就算只有1小时
早上不再早早起身。。
可以拖的就拖。。LOL。。
9点上课可以8.45起身。。xD
早餐？麦片？什么来的？可以吃的吗？LOL
冲凉？吃饭睡觉的时间都没有。。
总之。。所有以前说要做的都没有做到。。
Carol你又失败了。。haiz。。

回到我的dear。。xD
不知怎么我又sot了 ＝＝
因为我又feel到你不开心？
perhaps又是我想太多？
">___<" yerrrr。。。
其实我已经把心思放在其它地方了
可是还是会很care。。
为什么你不开心？or。。
你没有不开心，but为什么爱理不理？
所以。。又是我做错某某事了。。@_@

你说住宿舍好，我说不喜欢自己住 o.o
其实到最后也是会自己住的咯。。
之后妈妈又说住宿舍好。。
想了想。。其实我也很喜欢宿舍。。
空间大。。没有水电费的烦恼。。
不用和其它housemate搞好关系。。
不用做家务。。LOL
自己理自己的事就得了。。

可是。。姐姐硬硬要搬出去
嘴巴每天说：“我一个搬就好，你自己在宿舍”
可是昨天和她说妈妈叫我stay hostel
要搬她自己搬。。
她不是应该很开心吗？
丢掉我这个烦恼。。
可是她既然说：“你不搬我搬来做什么？！”
所以又是我的错？
每次一开始都是她说要搬。。
我本来都是喜欢宿舍。。
和别人share屋子肯定会有conflict。。

所以，以后我一定要有自己的家！
要怎样都可以。。xD
不过，梦想好遥远～
慢慢等啦。。TT

yerrr...i don like current situation T__T
why nowadays everything i talk can't seems to make u happy...
perhaps it is normal ? lols.. since it's already 10 months++
perhaps i'm failure..? i'm starting to make u feel annoy ? T__T
if it is, please tell me.. don't keep inside heart.. o.o
T__T this is just an emotion..i swear i won't cry anymore..xd

lols

nothing much... just a little hope ..

everyday I'm hoping and wishing you will be happy ..

all of your emotion can affect me ..

thus you became no emotion ...

for not letting me to think too much ?

anyways...

now i would like to have a wish for myself...

may the joy and happiness come back to me ..

i don't like the current situation ...

i need a happy Carol ..

as happy as kid ...