错了错了。。

I've made a serious mistake T___T Words really can hurt people.. So sorry my dear ">__<" I really didn't mean that way T__T.. I felt that u were hurt just now ">___<" by my stupid question.. u said "why u 2 also like this" .. i know what it means.. ">__<" sorry that i made u feel that way again T__T I'm really bad.. all of this started by me .. i complain always.. T___T.. I make myself suffer.. and so do u... besides sorry I don't know what to say... ">__<" why am I such a troublesome... Cry really doesn't help to improve situation.. just getting more and more suffer... T___T but I can't control the tears... what should I do? I feel shame for myself.. T__T Now I even not dare to open fb... I don't know how to face u... I don't know what can I talk to comfort u... T__T Sincerely, I really didn't want you to bb with me T___T I'm just afraid u will do that to me... T___T ... no more next time... i won't say it anymore... I'm worrying u... but u already told me before u won't tell out ur problem... becoz it will make me emo? u said u will settle urself T__T whatever... since what I talk also cannot comfort u... T___T ... why every sem break also like this T__T it's all me again... T___T I miss u too much.. think too much... and care too much... T___T before i always say want u to be happy... but i cant do it... so sorry.. i always make u emo... even just small thing... T___T now i know what is 茶饭不思.. coz i feel that way now... T______T no more appetite.. this 2 day my mind is just all about u... don't know why... i can't focus on any other thing... even my favourite programming T_____T... i hate myself.. i even think of disappear in this world... ">___<" but i won't do it... i know there will be many bad consequences... T___T but what can i do.. nothing i can do... i said won't let u got 阴影 anymore... I fail again... T___T u already feel that way right now... T___T but i really didn't mean that way T_________T 从头到尾 also didn't think of bb with u... T___T i'm just too 自卑... i always no confident... i scare u will bb to me... T______T now I even make u emo always... i scare u will feel very suffer... and this add on to my thought... i afraid that will happen... T______T But i would not want it to be happen.... T____T just now u said "u want is it" ... this sentences scared me... T___T I don't want i don wan i don wan... ">____<"... carol u fail... T_______T

对不起对不起对不起。。我错了。。T____T 

Sem Break !!

OMG.. it's semester break now !! What does this mean ? I have to struggle for 1 month plus... because I'm not able to see you ~ LOL.. Let's hope this month will be over very soon xDD Last few days was quite unusual and emotional.. moreover it's on exam period @__@ and the stupid period problem keep on occur ... it makes me super stress and uncomfortable ~ so I lost control O.O and burst out almost everything ~_~ that night was a sleepless night .. I've complaint so much to you suddenly... sorry my dear O.O i'm just a normal individual.. and not as optimistic as what I always act.. ">__<" What I've said are truth but unintentional ... sometimes truth should not be tell out as it might hurt others, especially those that loved you O.O Anyways.. sad moment had passed xD We already had a talk and settled the conflict ? Is that really considered a conflict ? LOL.. perhaps it's just too much of expectation.. I should not expect too much.. Well.. I've figured out the fact.. that is.. don't ever care too much.. be happy always.. ^^ everything is gonna be alright at the end ~ Although life is always not go as smooth as what we wish.. just face it with open-mind and don't ever be too stubborn and "over think" xD Over the 8 months (5 days to go xD) I have changed a lot and have different point of view, compared to before.. o.o I learned to tolerate and appreciate which I didn't even do throughout the 18 years of my life.. because I was youngest in family and over-cared ~ I do not have much friend though.. So I don't really care and appreciate others.. O.O I just treat people like how they treat me xD Until I date with you, I started to know to maintain a relationship is not easy O.O nonono.. I always know that.. So I interact with you carefully.. to avoid argue and conflicts xD.. But I used to be bad.. do not care people feeling so much if I'm not interested on them.. Instead, I care all about you.. LOL.. For you to be happy, I'm willing to hold on my temper and change anger into happy by thinking in another angle xD Yea I did that always.. So I do not angry on you so far.. mostly I will kept quiet but it's not angrying.. just a little bit unhappy? xD But you told me.. I do not have to tolerate with you too much.. I can be angry also.. O.O But I found out when you're in front of me, I will not be able to angry because all the things become positive once I saw you LOL.. donno how to explain Grrr... whatever.. You are unique to me.. xD I don't think I can find another guy which can make me feel this way anymore.. Even there is.. but it's not you anymore.. So I Don't want it to be happen !! I just want you you you .. Ang Kian Leong ♥ That's all I want to write for today.. xD.. Lastly, I super love you ! As much as I can ever think.. ♥

OMG..上到网！

已经有1个星期connect不到hostel line了也！！pek cek到我足足format了5次电脑！LOL。。还以为是自己电脑问题。。原来是line的问题Grrrr。。刚刚无意间connect了其他blok的line。。OMG。。竟然没有DC。。LOL。。平时是maximum可以上网5分钟。。就会立刻hang机。。之后一定要restart电脑才能继续connect其他network。。lols。。现在竟然online了一个小时。。xD。。兴奋了。。立刻去玩tetris。。draw something。。upload照片。。发泄心头之恨！LOL。。太夸张了吧。。＝＝。。whatever。。这次我不fully utilize我的rm40不就白给了？xD。。。可以上网喔。。当然来写一下blog咯。。xD。。你应该也不会那么快发现到的吧？LOL。。话说我的日记就快满了。。xDD。。。算到来。。写完4月就没有了。。LOL。。太快了吧。。5月开始要写blog呢。。还是买多一本新的日记？@__@ 到时再看吧。。anyways。。最近心情怎样？都算很糟吧。。为了assignment。。还有上不到网的事情烦。。心想。。为什么不好的事都一直发生在我身上？LOL。。不过不好的事都总算过了。。我相信。。明天会更好！xD。。我还要继续爱你。。继续对你好。。珍惜你。。♥。。我啊。。算是很幸福的女生了吧。。要什么有什么。。又有家人。。又有你。。而且还是leng zai。。xD。。其实已经很知足了！我每天都有在提醒自己。。一定要珍惜你。。因为我怕有一天我会像其它人一样。。失去了才来后悔。。我不要失去你。。所以啊。。我怎样都会好好珍惜你的！我说的就是你，洪建隆 ♥ 。。8个月就快到了。。才一转眼的时间也。。我们应该可以很长久吧。。虽然会有很多小小问题。。不过我是不会放弃的！你已经是我的了。。xD。。lalala。。今天又要谢谢你了。。特地来带我出去吃晚餐。。我说没有钱。。你还要请我吃。。">___<" 我真的花了你不少钱了啊。。不知道要怎样报答你。。我唯一能做的。。应该是对你好一点吧！xD。。我们又吃了Johnny。。RM36++。。很贵呢。。不过吃到很饱。。谢谢你啊Dear。。btw。。4am++了。。为什么我还不睡觉？LOL。。可能是前两天睡太多了吧。。LOL。。现在完全没有睡意。。@__@。。whatever。。距离final exam还有两天而已！只有两张paper。。english for science和marketing。。O.O。。英文肯定是不用读的咯。。marketing呢？要读。。而且还要memorize。。@__@。。whatever。。一切顺其自然吧。。考完试就sem break了！又要和你分开一个月++。。每次sem break我都活在痛苦中呢。。LOL。。甚至有时还想你想到要生要死。。LOL。。太夸张了吧。。对。。就是那么夸张。。＝＝。。我也不知道为什么你让我那么走火入魔。。莫非你有什么魔力？LOL。。whatever。。怎样都是要回家的嘛。。毕竟很久没有见到妈妈了。。也很想念她的说。。xD。。我会带lala回去。。把它当着是你。。xD。。希望这个sem break不会那么痛苦吧。。xD。。写完咯。。最后还是要说。。Every moment spent with you.. is the moment I treasure ♥ 7个月前是。。现在也是。。以后也一定是！！

不知不觉..

不知不觉7个月就过去了。。发生了很多事情。。有开心的，自然也会有不开心的。。这些都是正常的吧。。和你一起7个月的感想就是。。我很喜欢你 ♥。。你也对我很好。。和你一起都很开心。。虽然有些小小的问题每次搞到自己不开心。。不过比起其他情侣。。我们算是很不错了。。至少我们不会大吵大闹。。不会互相对骂。。lols。。那些举动太hurt了。。我做不出。。xD。。开心的东西通常都不会持久。。这个是事实吗？lols。。不知道。。我是很杞人忧天的。。每次没事都会给我想到有事。。这还不都是我太在意这一切一切嘛。。lols。。姐姐说。。要看开。。不需要想多多。。一切顺其自然就好。。不过我就是会想。。">__<" 。。每天写日记发现到。。空间不够。。有很多想写的东西都没有位子写。。还是blog比较好？想要写多长就多长LOL。。等我写完整本日记。。才换吧。。毕竟做事要有头有尾。。lols。。回到我们。。上个星期生日。。你前前后后陪了我三天也。。太好了。。之后你还送了lala给我。。那个我们在wangsa walk看到的bear。。第一次见到它，我就对它爱不释手。。而且还拿它来拍照。。因为今时今日很难才会看到那么可爱的bear了。。不过价钱超级贵。。接近90了吧。。而且又那么小只。。lols。。生日前一天。。我们去wangsa walk。。我找来找去都看不到它了。。很失落。。还以为被其它人买了。。">___<" 原来你买了！生日过后的一天才送给我。。很大的惊喜。。开心到不知道要怎样和你道谢。。所以亲了你一下。。">__<" 那晚下着雨。。你特地等到我父母载我回来宿舍后才叫我下楼。。很感动的也。。谢谢你啊。。建隆。。我知道你是爱我的。。可以感受到你的用心。。每次特地来带我出去吃东西。。我也花了你很多钱呢。。">___<" 为了不让你当心。。我已经学会每天吃面包了。。外人看起来。。我都很幸福一下。。nono。。的确是很幸福了。。有个酱好的男朋友。。那我还有什么可求叻？不是应该知足了吗？为什么还要搞到自己还有你不开心？T__T。。不知道。。这个世界就是这样公平的。。在我们开心的同时。。也会注入一些不开心的成份下去。。lols。。问题来了。。最近你都不开心啊。。为了身体的问题烦。。你很无奈。。我也很无奈。。lols。。之后我又一直换电话。。你又不开心了。。">___<" 假如现在可以选。。我不要换了。。我不想你不开心啊。。T____T。。今天我问你。。为什么变成好像另一个人了。。你说不知道。。就是看什么都不顺眼。。什么都不想做 ">___<" 这句话很hurt呢。。怎样hurt到叻？不知道。。就是一直联想到 “你看我不顺眼” 。。lols。。一整天我都在回想这个句子。。到底你是不是对我sien了？我们还会长久吗？你说和我在一起。。怎样都会compare。。例如。。我用的电话和你用的。。那以后这个问题还会发生吗？肯定会。。而且会越来越严重。。想下想下。。又联想到“会不会长久”这个东东。。haiz。。你看。。我就是这样的。。每天不懂想什么。。T__T。。在Jusco时。。你察觉到我不说话。。你问我在想什么。。我说不出啊。。难道又说。。怕你和我分开？lols。。最近我发现到。。说多错多。。所以不敢说太多了。。因为有时候。。我说什么。。都得到不好的结果。。渐渐地。。沉默是金。。lols。。我们也完全没有sms了吧。。今天早上突然想sms你。。就和你说了早安。。你也回复了。。只是语气和之前完全就不一样了。。anyways。。我不应该care酱多这些无关紧要的小事吧。。">___<" 只会搞到自己不开心。。回到上课。。英文。。又是做report。。之后就放学。。你叫我回去休息。。我一步一步慢慢走咯。。路上。。越想越多。。眼泪要出来了。。lols。。之后去买hostel internet的配套。。因为今天过期。。买完回房间。。立刻就cry了。。哭完后。。冷静了。。发觉自己很笨。。每次都是这样。。有事没事都哭。。很爽吗？lols。。或许这个就是我发泄的唯一方式。。我不知道要和谁倾诉。。只好这样了。。">___<" 哭完后。。人会想开一点。。比起那些动不动就自杀的人。。我算是很正常了吧。。@__@。。anyways。。哭了也没有怎么样。。事情也不会改变。。路还是要走。。人生还是要过。。只是会用不同的角度来看待事情。。每一次。。我都会提醒自己。。要对你再好一点。。不管你做什么事。。都要尽量包容你。。体谅你。。因为我爱你。。">___<" 所以。。我相信。。明天会更好。。因为人很健忘的。。第二天就没事了。。xD。。whatever。。这个post你应该不会在今天看到吧。。或许过多几天。。或者是很久过后。。那你就不会那么不开心了吧。。我写出来。。纯粹只是想要说出我的心声。。说出在和你面对面时说不出的话。。lols。。现在没事了。。想通了。。我还会继续爱你。。继续和你说话。。对不起。。冷落了你一整天。。">___<" 难为你了。。我还是爱你的。。洪建隆。。

Half Year !!

It has been 6 months.. which is equivalent to half year.. 说长不长..说短不短... we've experience quite a lot of things.. some are happy.. of course some are sad... but not too much.. ">__<" .. I'm still in love with you of course.. every month I will post on your wall .. why not today? ">___<" perhaps it's unnecessary for u? or it's not important? ">___<" sorry for thinking too much again.. I admit I'm really stupid and stupid and stupid... I always think so much ~ I hate myself.. lols.. Today wasn't a fun day.. ">__<" somehow it's more towards boring and dull.. I always think that I will sure be happy if I meet u.. So I wish I can stay with u always.. something like 24 hours although it's nearly impossible.. Unfortunately.. things weren't always goes as what we expected.. I'm finally clear about this.. even we meet each other everyday and together.. it must not always be happy.. lols.. perhaps it's the 6 months thing makes us become normal of the normal? lols.. obviously.. we don't have much topics anymore.. ">___<" so what? I still loving u as much as I always thought of.. ">___<" Just that my stupid mind always playing with me.. lols... You're not really cold... just that I'm too annoying.. xD I always talk to much ~ whatever ~ You asked me : "what else you want me to do? " lols... I didn't want anything.. ">___<" Exactly ! I don't know what I want.. lols... Perhaps I'm really too 天真.. I will try to improve myself.. ">___<" OMG.. I don't know what I'm writing now.. = = ... forgive me please.. T___T I'm unintentionally.. I didn't mean that you not good enough... You're good enough.. no one can replace .. ever... lols.. I guess you will be the most influencing person in my life.. xD I'll never forget u.. my dear.. ">___<" 1.44am.. it's the time which I told u the sentence "maybe we like each other, but nothing we can do" ... lols... my first time 表白 to a guy.. @__@.. anyways.. I always believe in myself.. u are my Mr Right.. !! I just don't want another 1... ">_____<" Just u.. okay? Finally.. I got nothing to write anymore.. lols... what I wanted to tell u is already here.. no more nonsense.. ">___<" I will be Cherish of what I have.. and that's u.. ♥

I'm fine ~

Yes.. I'm fine.. honestly..!! Today was actually a normal day.. I do miss u, but not as mad as last few days.. which I was suffering from "luan luan think" this stupid act LOL.. perhaps it's because I've met u yesterday.. and I knew what I thought last few days was totally incorrect and unnecessary.. ">_____<" So sorry for being so emo always... and make u emo as well ">___<" My mind is clear after yesterday.. xD.. You said you didn't see me for a long time when we had our breakfast at desa setapak.. LOL you kept on looking at me xD.. I can feel you really miss me ne... xD.. maybe i'm wrong? O.O hope i'm not... anyways... I felt that I need the real you ">___<" instead of the 1 on internet.. ">____<" maybe it's because when on net.. we can't see each other.. can't feel each other.. lols... it makes me think of nonsense ">___<" ... lols.. so I always wish to see u .. xDD.. hmm... all of this will end after sem 3 start... woots.. because I can see u every 5 days.. in a week... xDD... Conclusion... yesterday was full of happiness.. and new experience as well... LOL... tongue? LOLLL... finally I have the courage to ... O.O btw.. it's fun and enjoy xDD I never think that it will be so fun.. xD thanks for trying LOL... btw.. I bought the shirt finally xD.. I ♥ KL ... woots... I will always ♥ u de !! hope u will be the same too... xDD.. ♥ urself also not bad ma.. LOL.. undeniably.. I was smiling all the day yesterday ~ it won't be happen without you.. xD just like today ~ LOLs... today I was really nothing ">___<" but just missing u... I didn't eat for dinner because the restaurant was nothing interested LOL.. it was full of fried thingy + maggie mee LOL.. But you thought I emo again ">___<" Or maybe yesterday I said u was cold when in fb... so you think that I emo because u didn't talk much with me? ">___<" nonono... Sorry that I make u feel guilty ">___<" I didn't mean that way... ">___<" I'm just love u too much.. So I always care too much... even just a little nonsense... ">___<" anyways.. We're fine finally ~ xDD I didn't unhappy ~ Still ♥ u as usual... as much as possible xDD... we played maple again... xDD.. and we created new character... woots... 520CC n 520KL... xDD.. 4am?? OMG... I'm gonna meet u soon... hehe... I really miss u so much dear... You asked me whether you are not good? Nooo... You're already very good... near perfect ... for me.. !! Even though there's no one is perfect... But I will rate u at 99% as a good bf !! xDD... whatever ~ 3 more days... then we're half year ♥ not much to wish... just hope that we're fine and stay healthy always... xD I want to be healthy !! to have a healthy baby !! LOL... isn't it too fast? whatever ~ I just want to have kid with u xDD not any others.. lalala... it's real !! I wrote it honestly !! xDD.. okay.. I know we will be fine.. just don't think too much Carol !! and good night.. ♥ Love u Always Kian Leong ^^

^__^

Undeniable I'm quite excited today ! Why? Because I can get to meet u again ♥ Moreover.. I'm gonna meet your mum too @__@ It's the biggest challenge for me? think so.. because I've never go through this before.. I mean.. meeting bf's mum ">__<" I was damn panic yesterday.. I can't even fall asleep.. @__@ Perhaps my sister had went to someone's house .. or I think too much about ... LOL.. the hostel is super scary ">___<" You can't imagine the whole block only 1 or 2 people left in the hostel ">___<" Of course I'm scare... yet I act nothing happen LOL.. I kept on trying to focus on something... watching movie... writing diary... to make myself not so scare @__@... I don't want to let you feel worry.. So I told you I was fine xDD.. I said I would go and sleep.. xDD.. after I off the netbook.. I went on bed.. and listen to music.. O.O I tried to sleep .. with all light switch on LOL... perhaps I scare ghost? xD.. after few hours.. I realised that I can't fall asleep = = ... it's 4am.. I open my eye big.. and hope not to hear any sound from outside LOL... if there's sound from outside .. something terrible will occur LOL.. luckily God treat me not bad.. xD I pass this terrible night peacefully.. without any disturb.. xDD... I miss u seriously !! But I not dare to sms u @__@.. I should let u sleep well.. xD.. So I closed my eyes... and tried to sleep ~ 7am reached O.O alarm was shouting LOL.. I quickly off it.. my sister haven't back to room ">___<".. I quickly sms her... she say 7.30am only back @__@ ... no choice.. I continue sleep... actually I'm cheating myself.. I can't sleep !! I'm thinking something on my mind ~ don't know what to think so much LOL.. finally she's back to room ~ xD I'm safe ~ Now I can sleep very well... but just 2 hours.. O.O 9am I went to bath.. xD 10am I sms u... and you just woke up.. O.O we wait for Eric to come fetch us ~ O.O reached your house at 10.30am.. think so... You came down to bring us to your house ... OMG.. I'm super panic.. ">___<" Reached your home.. went inside.. and saw your mum.. she's nice.. I greet to her and she smile.. xD We stay there until around 12pm.. my sis and eric went out.. they going for tuition... and left me in your house... together with your mum and u.. @__@ gan jiong-ing... she started to talk to me xD.. A friendly mum.. ^^ Then.. we went out... at the ground floor.. we saw your dad... xD .. he's just back from outside... looks nice and friendly too xD.. You told him I'm your girl friend O.O ... heart beat x100.. LOL... we're finally become public xD... thanks for introduce me to your parents.. We'll be more stable after this right? xDDD... that's what I want ^^... back to the story.. xD You fetched me to Wangsa Walk.. O.O We have a movie there... in 3D !! my first time viewing 3D movie in cinema... xD.. although the ticket is a little bit expensive... but it's okay... xDD whatever I do with u is worth and I like it.. xD.. but what was terrible is.. the cinema is super COLD ">___<" my hand and legs was being iced.. LOL... lucky you keep hold my hand and warm it.. ♥ thanks so much dear... You treat me so good ^^ I will love u always.. xD.. After movie.. we walk around there... going to book shop... buying 棉花糖... xD We ate the 棉花糖 together... just like kids.. LOL... it's super sweet @__@... this will be the last time I ate it... xD.. then.. we went to yong tau fu there... I thought they are setting up the stall.. but yet they didn't = = we wait for 1 hour and eat nothing LOL... ">___<" you have to back home for dinner... but you still accompanied me to TBR and eat.. O.O I must appreciate you ! what a good bf that I have.. ♥♥♥ ... thanks dear ^^ .. why I write this post ? xD nothing much.. just want to release a bit of my happiness and joy.. xDD.. Hope that we can have a nice and peaceful relationship ever.. xD.. Lastly.. as usual... Nothing gonna change my love for you !! xD.. it's monday today... five more days I will back to hostel again ^^ the count down is gonna end !! hohoho... I can meet u again.. monday tuesday wednesday friday saturday... xDDD... most of the peoples wish to have more holiday... but I wish to open school... for? meet u of course... LOL... whatever ~ 9 days more... and we're 6 months.. that means half year O.O woots... isn't it fast? LOL... I wish it will be last for unlimited 6 months.. xD.. 3.29am.. I donno why I love to write at midnight.. maybe that's a habit.. ~_~ ... midnight will have much more feeling than the day time.. O.O it's what called.. 感触良多.. LOL.. anyways.. I donno how to express my love towards you beside writing this post.. so.. here it is.. xD.. Maybe you already familiar with "I love you"... let's say something different... I need you !! xDD.. sound more 依赖 right ? LOL.. whatever... I really need you ">___<" you have crossed into my life... for 6 months... please don't ever leave me... @__@ I'm used to your smile...your face... your love... your everything... ">___<" I can't leave you anymore !! It's hard to imagine when I don't have u by my side ">___<" so... I need you.. my dear kian leong.. xD... Please continue to paint my originally dull life with colours.. ♥ Last last last.. I confirm this is last.. LOL... I Love You !! LOL... just now who said want try something different? = = No choice... I really love you... as much as what I wrote.. ♥ hmmm... time to sleep... i guess... xD.. good night dear ^^

lala ~

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">__<" 1.19am right now.. feelilng emo ? hmm.. not sure... i'm just too boring and came here to chui shui..xD so where's my diary gone? O.O It's right here.. on my table.. I just finish wrote it... I will write it everyday.. just like what I did for this blog 5 months ago.. I didn't break my promise.. I'm really writing diary everyday ~ whatever.. it's not important.. so what's important? O.O it's about me and u.. ">___<" we're fine.. sure.. a peaceful relationship.. u're my prince and I appreciated u so much... ">__<" u couldn't know how much I miss u 1 day.. it's like going mad.. ">___<" so why? it has been already 5 months + .. it should be plain and not passionate anymore ? no no no ...  I'm still in love with u... ">___<" still mad on u... although the way u treat me already different a bit.. coz that's what u said.. "we're already close, nothing much to be 介意" .. it's okay.. xD.. but I will still treat u as how i treat u 5 months ago.. ">___<" why? perhaps I scare to lost u.. perhaps i love u too much so i'm not willing to hurt u... be it accidentally or unintentionally.. lols.. but sometimes we didn't talk much.. O.O maybe u're busying... and i'm busying? definitely not.. I'm waiting .. and waiting.. and waiting... for? not sure.. ">___<" u couldn't know how much joy come to my face when I saw u online... and u couldn't know how despair i'm when u left.. ">___<" lols.. so.. why girls are so troublesome? I mean myself.. why can't I just fucking do my own things and enjoy my stuff... why the hell I like to suffer? ">___<" why I care so much? ">___<" I know u will sure be uncomfortable if u read this post.. O.O but i'm sure it's not today.. xD since I didn't write post for long time... maybe after few days... O.O if u read this.. don't be unhappy.. ">___<" I'm just releasing my thoughts..xD i will be fine tomorrow... ">___<"... that day u were unhappy becoz of the reason "i suffer for missing u" ... it's the same thing for today.. ">__<" I miss u.. really miss u.. but I don't know how to chat with u.. I can't bring joy for u ~ coz we're already 5 months... nothing much could make us feel excited.. when I'm with you..face to face.. the same thing happen... that's why i'm always hs.. coz I thought that it's the only way to create fun.. so that we are not boring.. ">__<" i know it's a little bit ridiculous.. but I can't find other ways to make u smile.. LOL.. whatever ~ it's not important anymore... I can't meet u now... T___T no chance to do so.. ~ 20 days to go for sem 3.. I will sure be super excited for the 1st day of class.. lols.. siao.. everytime also like this... it's like never meet u before.. ">___<" no choice.. i born to be like this.. sensitive.. emotional.. childish.. hs... troublesome... lols.. anyways... I'll be fine .. soon... xD I still love u.. more love.. i know u are the same too.. as I feel it.. from the 3 days u accompanied me before i back bentong.. xD.. I saw the folder on ur desktop somemore.. xD.. thanks for being my dear.. ♥ .. i will try my best to manage my emotion ~ try to focus on other things instead of being "too mad" on u... ">___<" I will still love u for sure... but just a little bit "cut down".. for this 3 weeks... ">___<" otherwise.. i gonna have nightmare for every night.. ">____<" sorry for selfishness.. O.O but I actually don't think that I can achieve what I said.. LOL... I will definitely back to the same "me" ... miss u and miss u and miss u.... lols... whatever... good luck Carol..

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