Xperia Mini xD

Woots, I've a new handphone again, and it was the latest Xperia Mini ! After using iPhone 4 for few months, I feel that it's actually nothing special LOL...Android suit me the best no matter how xDD Maybe it's because I like to play around with the apps and customization. Okay, back to my life. Today was a happy day too, we have a nice moment in lecture hall xDD whereby only have about twenty student attended the last revision class LOLs We knew that we will go there for nothing, because we were just chatting and laughing all the time while the lecturer was teaching xDD But it was quite fun, we even talk about some sensitive topic, which make us feel embarrass LOLs Although it was just chatting, but I feel that it was really happy, because of the existence of you ! xDD I've found that your eyes are really attractive, it attracted me strongly and that's one of the reason I like you xDD Especially when you look at me, it was just so nice xDD You've said that the relationship can be last long and this will be the last time you pakto, it was quite touching ! LOLs I hope that all of these are real and true xDD I'm glad that you wish to bring me back to your house to meet your parents xDD Is it too over? LOLs I think that we still have a long way to go, in order to reach that stage xDD But hopefully we can achieve what we want ^^ I know today the post was too short, because I was playing xperia mini all the time just now LOLs and it's already 4.28am..quite late right? xDD So, do you allow me to sleep first? xDD I know you 'll allow for sure ^^ LOLs (lazy girl xDD) Good Night my KL xDD I hope we will have a nice moment later xDD

Nice Words xD

After the incident yesterday, I felt that I'm getting serious. I've already treat you as part of my life, this is the fact, and also the truth. Although some problem might be occur, but I think we can handle it. Let's work hard for our future xDD Today was a nice day, because you're with me. When I woke up early in the morning, I felt quite sad because think of the incident which happened yesterday. No choice, life have to be continue no matter what is happening. My alarm ring at 8am but my class start at 9.30am. I knew that I will be switching off the alarm that's why I set 2 alarm LOLs ... The first alarm switched off by me and I saw no message in my inbox. So, I continue to have my dream (feeling not so happy xD) Soon, I woke up because I cannot sleep back again. I kept of thinking about you. I'm worrying about you, I knew that you were upset, because of me ">__<" I went to brush my teeth and returned to my room. It's still 8.40am. So, I wait for the time to pass xDD After 10 minutes, I started my journey to college, with my beloved bicycle ! On the way to college, I still thinking about that. I parked the bicycle near DK C and walking like usual to B103. When I reach B103, you're not there yet, because it's just around 9am. There was just K.S one people. I take out my notes and go into the lab. I hope that you came earlier xDD As what I expected, you came just after I sit down for 2 minutes! You came in and sat down at 3rd row, which is behind me. I thought that you would not talk to me, but suddenly you came beside me! You looked so down, but you were still concerned about me. You asked me whether I'm okay or not ">___<" I don't know why I became happy after I've seen you LOLs... All the bad mood was gone, and it's my turn to ask you "are you okay?" LOLs You answered okay but your expression showed that you're not okay, maybe because you worried about me? But I can say that I was really happy after I've seen you and talk to you. xDD I opened Wi-Fi and show you the last post I've written. You saw it and you seem better right now xDD I'm happy too ^^ After the class, they decided to go to PizzaHut at GK, it was the second time I sit into your car again ! Of course, there are James too. I'm quite excited whenever I go into your car, for no reason. xDD So, I started to look for something to play. LOLs (naughty carol xD) I pushed the air conditional switch to the highest level, making the car become so noisy LOL I also play with the water which used to clear the front window. xDD What was the worst is I opened the double signal of the car LOLs...You looks so helpless but you were smiling xDD It was quite fun xDD When we reach Pizza Hut, they didn't reach yet, you found a parking which is just outside the PizzaHut outlet. But the person incharge was so bad, we just parked for 1 and half hour and have to pay RM3 ! He said 1 hour is just RM1.50, but he charged another RM1.50 for the half hour. It was like cheating money, but no choice have to pay too. After that, they reached and you've ordered the set meal, which consists of 1 large pizza and 1 regular pizza. Both are in chicken because you knew that I didn't eat seafood! LOLs Thanks for understanding ">__<" We've had fun there xDD (We have fun, we have joy, we have season in the sun~) LOLs Relate to song again xDD Actually I don't really like pizza hut xDD Because it will make the stomach become so full. But today the pizza was quite nice also, because we ate together xDD I was enjoying the every moment with you, and I knew that you were the same too xDD After that, we've went to Kevin's condo, which was situated in Prima Setapak xDD Although we have nothing to do there, but I'm happy too xDD We played with his cute hamster xD Bullying it for a long time LOL We also chat many things. You said you have think about our future, and you can wait for me xDD I'm so touch about that, because most people do not think about their future, they were just happy for now. xDD You're different, you think about it xDD I'm same as you too. ^^ Hope that we can last long, most probably forever, until we become grandmother or grandfather. Woots, am I thinking too much? or it's too over? xDD If can't then it's okay, since our life is fated by god xDD Hope that we're fated to be together forever LOLs  Okay, back to reality xDD We are still in college, we should study hard first xDD I will always remind myself not being too rush xDD Opps, it 3.20am now and I'm feeling too sleepy ! Maybe I do not have enough rest yesterday xDD So...good night ... xDD

Happy vs Sad

Today was an happy day actually xD But things gone out of my expectation..Both of us become unhappy ! I don't like this feel, please get away lols. I do not want to repeat it again ">___<" I 've found the Mr Right, please don take it away from me again! We're so happy in the school today, we smile non stop for whole day, can we just continue? xDD Everyday will be a new day, I hope that tomorrow will be better ^^ Today I 've done many things that I never ever do before. It was quite fun and happy xDD You've said something to me, which I can never forget in my life, the first time, at the best moment, with the best words. I appreciate it so much, and I'll keep it in my heart. Although something might be happen, but it would not change my love for you, as what the song sing xD (Nothing gonna change my love for you) As I said, I'm not playing, I'm serious, I hope that we can have future ^^ You've told me that you can wait for 3 years until I'm 21 years old, it was the second greatest sentence I've ever heard. You're really different from others, for me !! Although I was a bit down just now, but I'm fine now xD All thanks to you, KL. I knew you're worrying me, but it really doesn't matter. Please don't make yourself upset, I will be sad too. Everything will be alright, be optimistic xDD I don't care what others think, I just concerned about how you feel ! I know you will be the same too xDD Okay, I know today the post is extra short. But what was important is the contents. xDD I will kept my promise to write a post everyday, for you to understand what I'm thinking. I've written all the truth here xD So, be happy and don't worry !! I will not leave you !! Hope you will be happy after you've seen this post, that's what I want.

Happy ^^

Everyday is a happy day, definitely, because of you ! Yes, why do I say so? I'm not sure about the reason, mainly because something was happened. xD As usual, let's start from morning xDD This time we skip all the brush teeth or wash face xD Straight to the point xDD Yesterday we planned to meet at library at 9.30am because you said your bus reach at that time. Then only I realize that you are alone every monday ">__<" So I decided to break your loneliness ! LOLs (Someone smile xDD) I reached library at 9.30++ am but you haven't reach yet xD So, I take out my milk to drink (As you said, must eat breakfast xDD) Then, I saw 1 of our classmate coming LOLs He asked me who I'm waiting for xDD I can't answer and just keep on smiling ! He said he want to wait together to see who I'm waiting for ! LOLs It makes me feel panic = = Luckily he went into library after that xD Woots...finally you came, and we went into library discussion room. You start doing the reading comprehension while I was looking at you xDD I did it last night because I knew that I can't finish it in library for sure. So, I keep on disturbing you xDD Your expression is quite funny too LOL (It's like keep trying to be serious) xDD Time passes really fast, soon it's already 10.20am and we have to go for english class. We get out from library and head to block K xD When we reach K204, I go in first xD They all look at me and I knew something might be happen LOLs...After that, you went in. They all feel so excited LOLs Keep on shouting ">___<" They even force you to sit with me xDD But finally I sat with you also xD It's just too happy, I enjoy the moment with you, honestly ^^ After I've seen your blog post, I also agree with what you've written xDD That is, when both of us are talking or chatting, then we cannot concentrate on other things anymore, be it in lecture class or tutor class, we will just end up playing or keep talking. LOLs.. So, I think I should be serious next time xD (am I right? ^^) If not I can't imagine how am I going to take my final exam xDD So, work hard together ! xD back to English class xD The teacher discuss about the grammar in past year question, and I keep on writing on your paper LOLs (she's really so naughty arghhh...) After english class, I asked you to accompany me to go bursary, to pay the hostel fees xDD That's so good that I have you by my side ! LOLs If not I will be lonely everyday xD Thanks God, you've given me a big present ^^ I will appreciate this as much as I can xDD After paying the hostel fees, you went to meet your advisor with Nicholas. Then I went to TBR with others. xDD I reserved a seat for you. When you reach I thought you didn't notice it. But you automatically come beside me and sat down ! xDD Clever KL ^^ Although all of these were just normal things, but I appreciate all the moments with you, even just few hours or few minutes, it's already more than enough ! You're the first guy that can make me feel Happy, Sweet and Comfort xDD Unlike the one who were just make me suffer and sad, you're much more better than him ! No, he can't even being compared to you, because he's not worth for me to care so much. You're different, it's worth for me to do so ! xD You're so gentle and serious, while he's just playful and nonsense ! Okay, stop talking about him xDD You said you don't like I talk about him. I swear this is the last time he appear in my post xDD (smile? LOL) After back from TBR, we back to college and attend HE class ! Our class attendant was less than 50% xD It's okay, my focus was just on you! xDD The lecturer gave us exercise and some tips to answer the essay question which will come out on final exam. I sat beside you. Again, I do not concentrate on what she talked. LOLs...Luckily I have snap down the pictures of the past year question of essay. If not, I shall be blur blur what I should write in my essay later. xDD Today was the first time I do homework with you xDD It's quite fun xDD I like it when you're serious doing homework! xDD As what others say, a man is most attractive when he is serious. When we were looking for answer in the notes, I feel that we are so close to each other LOLs It sounds sweet xDDD No choice, we 're really sweet LOLs... After finish HE class, it's just 2.50++ pm. You said your bus will be reach by 3.15pm, so you accompanied me to walk xD We walk together and talk, forget what was the content, but I enjoy walking with you ! LOLs (Why you enjoy everything related to him ? LOL) No choice, this is what people do when they're fall in something xDD When we separate at library, I'm abit down. But it's alright, because I still can meet you tomorrow right? xD So, I back to hostel with my bicycle, at high speed xDD Today I've changed. I ate a piece of bread ! LOLs (That's abnormal because I hate eating bread xD) And I even take bath at 5pm ! LOLs It sound funny, because I always take bath at night, which is like 10pm or 11pm. It's all because of you xDD Then, I went for sleep on my bed !! (This is really abnormal, I do not touch my bed in evening since I came college xDD ) You see, how much you've influenced me xDD Just now when we chat, I accidentally said out something, that I mentioned I won't be telling you until we graduate. Maybe I 've lost control, or my finger is too fast xDD You saw it and you said that's what you want to say too ! LoLs I felt happy, of course. But what we are now? We can't go any further? xDD Since study is more important right now, we should focus more on it. xD You said you're okay even that we just study, play, eat together. Yes, that's what I think too. We should do what we should do now xD Things should be done at suitable time. But my feel will not change! Hope that you are the same too xD We can take care each other, giving support to one another, and also the most important thing, teach and learn from each other. xDD Although our status is complicated right now, but as long as we're happy, it doesn't matter right? xDD So, just let it be ! As  I said, this is a positive love. I should have positive thinking too xDD So, I hope to be happy everyday, of course with you ! ^^ What do you think? Write it out on your blog xDD I will check it out everyday xDD I know my post is getting shorter and shorter ! No choice, there's something that cannot be describe in words, such as, feelings xDD Never mind, I will tell you some day xDD

Yo..finally xD

Yes, I'm here again xDD Hmmm...I'm glad that I managed to write a post everyday xD But all because of you. The previous posts was all about you LOLs No choice, I think I have nothing to write beside you xD Maybe today I will try to cut down a bit, but I think it will be too hard xDD Don't Care first xD Let's start ^^ Today I can't sleep until 4pm, it is because my parents are coming here to bring us for breakfast. I get a morning call from my mum and she says they are on the way to our hostel from Bentong. I get a shock, although I knew that they did it always (Every week coming to KL to find us LOL) Maybe she miss us too much, or afraid I forget to eat xDD Then I answer her call, she is talking to me while I still half-sleeping xDD She ask us to be get ready in half hour time. ">__<" After ending the call, I checked my inbox xDD You replied my message in 6.08am LOLs It's too early xDD After reply message I sleep back again LOLs...half hour gone, my mum called me again. But I didn't hear it, so she call my sister xDD Then start asking her, why is carol not answering call and bla bla bla. LOLs She asked us to wake up by now ">___<" Then, I get up from bed and go to wash and brush. xD But the thing I concerned was my inbox LOL After back from brush teeth, I look for my hp again xDD You said eat breakfast is good for health xD Although I usually didn't eat, but now I will start to eat xDD (Why everything can be linked to you? LOLs) Don't Care xD They said they reached our hostel gate, then we rush out xD My brother be the driver now, because want to let him be more familiar with driving car xD My dad said we're going to PJ for breakfast? Then he said let him drive to PJ, and then let me drive back xDD It's okay, since I didn't drive on high way for a long time already xDD The feel of driving car at high speed is definitely fun ! But I only managed to reach 110km/h in DUKE highway, and the car will be started to tremble. No choice, it's an old wira which is already 15++ years old. xD My dad says that if drive too fast is not good, because it might lost control LOLs. He asked me to maintain at about 100 or 110 and that is enough. ">___<" But for me 110 is quite okay already, I can feel that I'm like playing car racing game xD But this was in real life, so that will be more fun LOLs After eating and we're heading back to hostel. It's just 2pm when I reach hostel ">__<" I sent you a message and you didn't reply xD I was thinking maybe you are busy, then I go for online. Again, I realize that without you, it was too boring to be online LOLs So, I off the laptop and went for sleep xDD My bed become attractive now LOLs... I sleep and sleep, hoping faster to reach 6pm, so that I can go for dinner and back hostel, then you should be online already xDD Things go as what I expected xDD I woke up at 6pm and went to TBR for dinner xDD You replied message stating that you are at home already xDD I'm happy (for no reason? xD) After finish my dinner, my parents came again LOLs (No choice, she miss me too much ^^) She said she bought many milks for me xDD Then my dad came to TBR to fetch us back hostel xDD No doubts, I have nice parents ^^ But I believe all the parents in this world care their children too. It's very common right? xDD But mine is different, my mum was over concerned about me LOLs She care me too much xD Sometimes until I cannot breathe (Is that so serious? LOLs) But I know it was good for me, at least better than those who left their children alone at outsdie. So, I love my parents, as well as my brother and sister xDD And of course, u too xDD Love for caring me so much xDD And thanks for caring me ^^ Okay, back to hostel already. I online and I saw you online too ! Yes, I 've been waited for so long LOLs (not reach 48 hours yet = =) Then, I find you to chat (can't control xD) Today we've chat many thing xDD We even do homework together xDD I asked you what is important for you now and you answered Study LOL I felt a bit dissapointed but soon you continued with "carol" LOLs I was shocked and can't stop smiling at that moment xD Then I talk about the guy, saying that he is fake xD And I asked you whether you are fake or real LOL You said donno xDD But after that you've tell out something too LOL Never mind, I think I know what you mean xD Then, we talked about many things that makes me can't stop smiling LOL (No need to mention it out 1 by 1 right? xD) Maybe it's too sweet LOLs After finish 1 reading comprehension, you said you're tired and have to continue tomorrow ! You said you're going to finish it in library tomorrow, which is alone xD I said I can go find you but at first you said no need xDD After I say I'm ok then you become so excited LOLs (Admit it la xD No people laugh at you LOLs) Actually I'm happy too LOL (for what reason? not sure xD) So, what's is it all about ? (Not sure xD) Just let it be, everything will be alright ^^ Just don't be too rush and end up like before xDD Woots, It's 3.17am now. Compared to my first post, which finished at 4.29am, it's already quite early I finish the post! Of course, my post is getting shorter and shorter LOL I should be putting more nonsense here and make it longer xDD What I want to say now? It's all about KL, KL and KL xDD But I can't tell it out LOLs You said you will figure it out yourself right? Try your best ^^ Okay, I think I should sleep now xD Else, I will probably wake up after 10.30am and late for class ! xD So...good night Carol ^^ and KL too xDD

Coco Day xD

Today is the co-curriculum day, which is the competition day for many club and society. I was dragged into final because our group only have 2 females, so I forced to join the mixed double competition. As what I expected, we lose. This is because we did not train much and are not professional player ">__<" And of course, without your support I become so down xDD By the way, the female opponent was quite pro, she became champion of female double at last. That's why we will lose. Actually I came on 8am, but my game start at 11a.m. LOLs You just came for a while and have to leave for camp, I become lonely after that ! xDD No choice, the coco day clush with your camp date. After you've gone, I got nothing to do, so I watch the game match. But it was too boring LOLs. We wait and wait, finally it's my turn to fight with the opponent. Firstly, the referee ask us to warm up. Then, the game was started! I keep on fail to hit the shuttlecock that shot by the opponent. Maybe it's because the girl was too tall, or you are not there ! LOLs.. Then we keep on losing point to the opponent because I fail to hit for few times ">___<" At last, we lose, our point was like 2x vs 30, not sure about it because I got no mood to listen xDD Then, we returned to our place and sat on the floor. Again, I got nothing to do, so I listen to music in my iPhone. Luckily I got bring my hp this time, if not I should be died of boredom. I'm clever, right? Else I cannot sms with you until 2pm ! xDD When our game finished, it's just 11am++. I planned to go back, but we haven't get back the attendance slip ! So, I wait for the event to end, by listening music, sleep, and also see the game match. The whole day I was thinking of you, for no reason? LOLs No choice, it happened automatically xD When comes to the last match for mixed double, it was so exciting. The 2 team of players play like as they are playing male single ! Their girl partner was doing the same thing for all the time, that is, keep on escape from the shuttlecock smash by the opponent. They are just like vase standing there ! LOLs...But the males was professional, they keep "fly" left, right, infront, back to hit the shuttlecock. It was a interesting match xDD That 2 team became the champion and 1st runner up for mixed double at last. For male single and double, the champion was belong to Thursday afternoon group. Seems like all the pros are come from Thursday afternoon xDD After giving all the prizes, we have to get back our attendance slip! A girl came to call the name, you're the 1st on name list. she called your name and I help u took it xDD Maybe she thought that I was you ! xDD Then she put 2 ticks on the attendance paper for you. After that, she called our friends name, I not dare to take anymore LOLs Until she called my name, then only I dare to take my slip. But she forgot that I 've took 2 slips ! xDD It was funny right? LOLs. Other people was looking at me, then I quickly keep our slips xDD I'm brave right? Only brave for you xD Then, I returned to hostel and it's just 2pm when I reach my room. Then, I went for bath and open my laptop. You were not online ! Of course you didn't online, because you've went to camp already. I'm so bored and I off my laptop xDD I found that my bed was attractive today, so I sleep on it xDD Opps, I forget to take my breakfast and lunch ! LOLs When I woke up, it's 6pm. I went to TBR with my sister and her friends for dinner. xD I promised you I will eat but I didn't eat ">___<" Never mind, I will eat start from tomorrow xDD (macam yes LOL) At least I will try my best xDD I do not want to let you disappoint xD After having dinner, we returned to hostel. I online again, you were not there ">__<" So, I decided to start to do revision for final exam xDD I've get the secondary school Add Maths notes from my dad this afternoon. So that I can revise pre-calculus more easily, with the formula and solution given xD But I'm not going to do revision for pre-calculus yet. Because the 1st subject in exam is HE. xDD So, I take out a new exercise book and start to copy notes from the power point slide. I do not have a proper way to memorize all the facts. The only way that I tried and it worked was copy all the notes from beginning until the end of the syllabus. Then, study all of it for 10 times. I can guarantee I will memorize all of it. xDD Because when we copying the notes, we will have the scope of what is it all about. Then, we study again and again. So, the facts will all go into our mind. xD Repeat study for many times can memorize all the things. But, this way is not effective if we want to memorize for a long time. Because this is actually forcing our mind to remember what we had read. Maybe we not understand what we are reading, so things that we memorized will be forgot after 1 or 2 days. That's what we want right? Because of the education system here, we forced to memorize all sort of nonsense to pass our examinations. And after that, we do not need it anymore ! LOLs It sounds funny, but that is the truth! So, my way of memorize is true for this suck examination xDD After exam, I can just throw away all of these nonsense xDD Memorizing only useful for theory-based subjects. Regarding pre-calculus and programming, we cannot memorize. We have to understand it ! xD Once we understand the concept, we will remember it for long time, maybe until we die xDD It's good for us to remember because the next level and onwards we have to learn programming too. The concept is same for all programming languages, just that the syntax are different. So, let's understand programming and throw away HE after memorizing it for exam !! xDD YES, it's 3.15am right now xDD Tomorrow you 'll be back xD And I can meet you on Monday, how happy is that xDD I hope that tomorrow is not Sunday but Monday ! LOLs It's time to sleep again xD Hope that I wake up at 5pm and go to TBR at 6pm. Then when I returned to hostel, you're back to home already ! LOLs (Don't care her, she gone mad soon) xDD You see, you influenced me so much LOLs. But I think I have to control myself xDD What you think? Tell me answer xD

Jusco xD

Yes, I'm here to write my 4th post ! xD It's 3.34am right now, I think should be finish by 4.30 or 5am xD Today was a wonderful day xDD I've gone to Jusco with you ! It was too excited although it's just happen in a short time. Okay, let's back to the early morning. I've set 2 alarm last night, luckily it ring on 9am. I wake up in a blur mode and check for message xDD But there was no message because still early xDD No choice, I wait and wait. When it's 9.10am your message came xDD Then the "smiling" was started. Until now 3.42am still haven't stop yet! It's powerful right? Maybe some people will think that I'm insane, but I think you would know the reason xDD Well, after getting your message, my bed is not attractive anymore xDD I went to brush and wash face, then change cloth. As usual, I go down my block to unlock my bicycle xD Then start my journey to college LOLs I reach at about 9.36am then I started to look for you xDD Yeah, I saw you xDD I felt happy again, without showing any expression xD (I was thinking, why would you stay and not return to home) xD Then I walk around canteen and found nothing to eat ! xD It's okay, back to the seat and wait for K'vin. We wait until 10.30am and K'vin still haven't turn up, so we moved to CITC 1st xDD.. K.S had booked a room but it can only allow 4 peoples to go in. Soon, K'vin reached and we asked him to booked the room beside the current one, which is much more bigger xDD Then, we fly to the next room. Yes, I sat down and you sat beside me ! xD Again, happy xD Initially our purpose of coming here was to do the homework, and teach K.S about the PCD. In fact, I've taught him nothing but chatting with you all the time xDD We chat about the music that make me feel something. We listen to the lyrics and I keep on saying the lyrics is all about what I want to say xD Then, I showed you the conversation between me and my friend. LOLs But I forget there is something sensitive inside! You saw it and look so "gek dong". And I keep on explaining xDD Then, we chat in notepad, that sounds funny but we did it ! LOLs Maybe we were talking about something that is sensitive xD So, typing out is far better than voice out. xD But the discussion room was too cold, I keep on trembling and you asked me to go out for warming. xD But I don't want, maybe I want to chat more xDD You said you want know the answer about "what I think now cannot think anymore" .. But I refuse to tell you xD Because there will be many consequences later ">__<" So, you said write it on blog xD Well, I want to write too, but I don't know how to start. So, no need to write xDD Okay, back to chatting. Someone suggest go to McDonald, I thought it is not possible for me to go out with you ! Thanks God, I managed to sit into your car and go to Jusco for McDonald! This is the first time going out secretly with guys xDD (But it's not secret anymore now xDD) I felt guilty, because I did not tell my parents and my sister LOLs. But everything also got 2 sides, I felt very excited too xDD I sat inside your kancil and playing around xD Am I too bad? LOLs By the way, your driving skill was quite good also, at least better than me (for manual car only xD) Time passed really fast, we reach Jusco in just 10 minutes or 5 minutes, not sure about it. But it doesn't matter, as long as can see you xDD This is the first time I want to get up from car without take off the seating belt ! LOLs I opened door and realized that I haven't take off the seating belt ! It sounds funny right? I think so. Maybe feeling too excited and something went wrong in my mind xDD Okay, stop talking about nonsense xD We went to McDonald and have my first McDonald meal with you xDD Woots, I even helped you take a handsome picture and you said you want to put it as your profile picture in facebook xDD Well, you did it just now xD It's really nice shot, which is taken by me ! xDD After that, I bought a ice-cream at McDonald, it tastes so nice xDD Happy moment end really fast, we have to back to college and you have something to do too. Then, you fetch us back to college main gate. Again, I forget to take off the seating belt ! Arghhh....I'm really blur. You helped me to opened it LOLs. Our trip to Jusco was ended xDD I back to college and head to the place I parked my bicycle. xD I was feeling happy LOLs Why is this post is all about you ? I think should have 100% is about you LOL I went to the same Jusco again at night, but this time was with my sister and her friends. Usually going out with them was not fun, but today I smiling all the time xD They feel weird too. But why I keep on smiling? I'm not sure, maybe for no reason xDD  In message you said that you are going jusco with your family too, I feel excited suddenly ! But looking in detail, you said the jusco was the setia wangsa's jusco LOL I'm abit down xDD But soon it was recover LOL No choice, who call me to put all my focus on you xDD Just now the guy find me to chat. If it was last few days, I will be very panic and keep on waiting for his reply ! But now, I do not find him anymore xD I just wait for you to reply xDD I even forget to reply him just now when chatting with you LOLs You are going to camp tomorrow, I'm sure there will be nothing for me to write about this 2 days xDD Because without you, I can't think of what to write LOLs Wow, I found out there are many illegal character appear in my blog post, as well as informal english LOL (That day who said want to write formal english? ) LOLs...Well, I think I will improve again, to get rid of all these informal english xDD Okay, it's 4.53 right now, it's time for me to sleep ! I'm not sure whether I've wrote 1381 or 1317 word or less than that today. But I know definitely you will copy to Microsoft Word and check for it! xDD Woots, I really cannot stand the sleepy feel anymore ! Good night KL xDD

Midnight Stories..xD

Well, continue from my last post... I said I was going to throw the cup of maggie right? I did it ! But this time nothing can be hear. So, what does it means? Obviously, that was my ears problem xD It's okay, I back to my room and go to bed. Before that, I set 2 alarm on my iPhone and 1 on the clock. What was happened in the morning? Neither does the alarm ring nor the clock ring !! Is that sound funny? Yes, it is. Because I could hear the phone call from my mum in 7am. Too bad I fall asleep after ending her call. When it is 8.20am, my phone ring again. I saw the name which I don't like..then I put away my phone (means do not bother it xDD) Just after I put away my phone, another incoming call again!! This time was another person, I felt that something might went wrong and I immediately jump up from my bed. Oh my god, I wake up late !! I quickly answer the call and heard KL asking "Are u coming or not?" xD He said the lecturer will still mark attendance if can reach in 10 minutes.Then I jump down from my bed and change cloth. After took all the things, I rush down to my block and unlock my bicycle. The speed I ride my bicycle was like 100km/h xD When I reached DK C, I quickly park my bicycle there and running all the way to D303 xDD When I arrived it's already 8.30a.m. Thanks God lecturer still mark my attendance xD This is the last practical for IT, she taught about how to remote computers via LANs. We learnt many new things xD. After that, we go for the PCD practical class at 10am. Our lecturer today is quite busy checking the practical exercises. I want to show her mine, but she say keep it for next week practical class. So, the 2 hours practical class I was too boring. I walking around to see other peoples program xD Finally, the class come to the end again xDD I followed some of them go to canteen one, but I do not have to mood to eat at there.(Because someone went for basketball already xDD) So, I rush back hostel and tell them I eat at hostel xD I really planned to go hostel's canteen, but maybe I was too tired. I fell asleep infront my laptop. xD I have class at 3pm, so I slept until 2.30pm. I woke up and eat nothing again. I push all the junk food into my bag and go to college. xD Soon it was 3pm, I moved into the lecture hall and sat down. Then I started to look for KL xDD He came and sit beside me xDD But the guy came too !! It's quite annoying but we can do nothing. Thanks God the guy decided to ponteng ! We 've had a nice chat after that, without disturb by someone xD Originally I want to listen to the lecture, but I found chat with KL is more interesting xDD So, I stop focus on the lecture because the trigonometry is not that hard and we had already learnt in form 5 syllabus too. YES, we've chat about many thing, about the church, the jesus song, the guy, my life, his life, and so on. It was so nice that I can voice up what was kept inside my heart for so long. After all, I'm relax. xDD You're a good listener ! I'm happy to know you ^^ Thanks KL xDD This is the first time I tell people about my thoughts, how I feel, the happiness, as well as the sadness. Before that, all of these was kept securely inside my heart and it's really stressful. Because when I tell out, things will go wrongly. Finally I will probably end up getting blamed. xD But you're different, you won't blame me and you even cheer me up. That's what I wish to have...lols... I will listen what you've said, forget about the guy and all the unnecessary things. We still have a long way to go in our life, the bright future is waiting for us! So, appreciate what we have now xD I will study hard, as well as play hard xDD Opps, I 've talk too much nonsense again. Let's back to the lecture class. After the Hubungan Etnik lecture, it was raining heavily (is that really heavy rain? LOLs) I do not bring my umbrella, you've decide to borrow me yours ! It's quite touching actually xD I rush back hostel with a happy mood today xD Well, you see, it's all about you in my blog post LOLs. No choice I have to do so because you filled up my life with colours xDD  Okay, stop writing about you, if not you will shy xDD It's 2.56 a.m. right now, my blog post is still not long enough!! So, what should I write now? Hmmm....just want to clarify that today I late for class is not your fault xDD It's my own fault, because I love sleeping after I lie on the bed. That's why I do not want to sleep on bed when in afternoon. If not, I will probably wake up at another day morning. LOLs It sounds PRO right? xDD I knew I love sleeping, but I do not have enough time. So, i sacrifice the sleeping time to do other things xDD Especially when in examinations, many people says that must sleep enough to take the exam. But for me, I don't think so. Because whether I sleep or not, it doesn't really matter. There is no such thing that if I sleep earlier I can write out all the answers needed. It just gives us more energy. This world is so realistic, all of us are judge by the grades. So I got no choice but to sacrifice my sleeping time to study, study and study ! You might say study earlier, so I will have enough rest. For me, study earlier is useless. Because I cannot memorize things for more than 24 hours LOLs. I'm not that type of person who can memorize many many things and do not forget. I prefer to understand what I've learn, and then apply to the case, for example, the Programming xDD Programming doesn't requires us to memorize much. Once we've understand the concept, we will automatically know what to code and how to code. Unlike the theory-based subjects such as Hubungan Etnik or IT, we must know the facts before we can write out. If I do not study, how can I give the answer? So, to make my life easier, I forced to memorize things that I do not want to memorize, for the sake of my result. xD Sometimes you might say sleep less is not good for health. I have no choice, unless the god give me 48 hours. So, I could have use the 24 hours for study and play, and the 24 hours more for sleep ! I know what I 've said is not true, but this is what I think xD It's something called "Carol's Logic" xDD Of course I'm also human, I will be tired too. So I decided to sleep more on weekend and sleep less on weekdays. It sounds not logic, because scientist says that if you do not sleep for 1 day, and then you sleep for continuously few days also doesn't help. In conclusion, scientist say we must balance it, that is, sleep 8 hours a day. But according to Carol's Logic, weekdays sleep 3 to 4 hours is enough, and then weekend can sleep up to 13 or 14 hours. Okay, don't bother this girl, she gone mad soon. Let's look at the time again, it's 3.17a.m. KL says sleep earlier is better, so I think I should stop writing now xDD I know you will be happy if I listen to you.. I will also happy if you happy too xDD So, why don't I just off laptop and go to bed now? LOLs...fine...xD good night Carol ^^

Raining xD

Hmmm...It's already 2.27am now but I'm still eating cup of "maggie mee" xD As I mentioned in the last post, I want to write the post in formal English. So, now is the time for me to take the action as the proverb says that "Action speak louder than words" xD I've promised someone that I will write at least one post everyday starting from yesterday, to improve my English level. Well, I hope I will not break the promise sooner or later. xD So, what I'm going to talk about today? Flashing back my memory, I was a bit nervous when I woke up in the early morning. Why? Because today I'm going to meet him, the person that influenced me so much, be it bad or good. But I think negative effects are more than the positive effects xD Before I met him, I still hope that the situation is not that worst. But I've totally changed my mind after I met him. Everything was changed, he has already give up. He has a "new" target, although I knew it earlier. Thing goes as what I expected, so I do not have any big response. xDD As usual, we went to the "old place", the place that we always go since I knew him. xD We sat down as usual, but what we think now is not as usual anymore. xD I take out my "PCD" past year question and start doing like it is very important. This is because I got nothing can do right now. xD He start talking to me, and I reply as simple as I could, acting like very cool. He feels it, and looks disappoint and sad. He continues to sms with the "new target" xD Of course, I continue doing my PCD PYQ xD Time passed really fast, what we talk is less than the 1st day we meet. Why? Because I do not want to confuse him anymore xD So, keep quiet is better than talk. I can feel the silence right now, as well as sadness. I tell him that this is the last time we meet, he replied NO. I got no choice, because my magic cube was at his there. So, I ask him to bring out the cube some day xD After he return the cube to me, I will automatically disappear in his life xDD I do not care whether he agrees or not, I just don't want to suffer anymore ! Okay, I think I have to stop writing about this issue xD As KL said, he is not worth for me to make myself suffer xDD After writing out all these nonsense, I feel more comfortable right now xD I hope this is the last time I write about these matter. God Bless Me xD I will be the new Carol after this ! An optimistic, joyful, and positive thinking Carol xDD Let's look at the time again... It's 3.13a.m. right now, all the negative things happen before this minute will be lost permanently. As a student, I should talk about my studies more than any other things. So, let's move on to my studies. xDD Regarding the PCD Lab Test, which I said it was quite tough, and makes me sweat all the time is now murdered by me ! Yes, I've got full mark for it. Thanks God and also my dear lecturer, Ms Lee. Actually marks doesn't really matter, but it does affect our overall results. The result is actually not really important too, but we are being judged by it. So, in order to proof that we have the skills, we have to, or in another words, We Must try our best to get a good result and not disappoint our parents and also ourselves. It's very nice that we are now in 21th century, whereby we have the chance to study, to gain knowledge and to become bad xD In the old centuries, they got no chance to study. What they do is working, working and working throughout all of their life. And because the old generation had earn some income, when comes to our generation, all the things become easier. So, we should always appreciate what we have. Parents pay for the fees, we have the responsibilities to study hard and if possible, become the best of the best. Moreover, if we get a good result, we can have a merit scholarship award and the tuition fees can be cut down by half, 75% or even free. Actually study is not too hard, compared to working. So, why don't we put in more effort and makes life easier? xD Although the laziness is appear at any moment of our life, but we can try to avoid it. How to avoid? Always remind ourselves the consequences of being lazy, then we will work more harder. xD I've wrote so much nonsense again xD Let's stop it. We move on to another topic xD (How many topics u have? LOLs) Why I tend to write so much today? Because someone says that my first post was not too long actually, so I try to make my second post become extra long. That's why there are many nonsense upside there. Back to my life, after met the "guy", I had go for my English tutor class. Almost 40% of our classmates was absent, the tutor was quite unhappy xD But the presentation is still going on, although I do not present. xDD Some of them even says that don't want to go for the Monday class and so on. This is very common when comes to the end of an semester, many students lazy to come for classes, as well as me ! But as I said, our parents had paid for the fees, we should not waste their money. Every credit hour is money ! So, I do not absent even once after I "came to college" xDD That means I always absent when in secondary school? Exactly! LOLs..It's because secondary school does not required tuition fees. That's the differences between a college and a secondary school. Humans are like this, we do not care much if it is Free Of Charge. xD Let's look at the time again xD It's 3.55a.m. right now and I 've write for 1 hour and the half ? Isn't it too long? No, for the sake of my "English" level, I should write more and more! Okay, this girl is gone crazy. Just let it be. What else can I write now? YES, about the cup of "maggie mee" I mentioned in 2.27am just now! LOLs... I've finished it and I wish to go and throw it now. But it's 4am now ! For the past few days, I 've tried going to toilet at 4am and I heard the sound of water, someone is taking bath at 4am! It's not just 1 time, but it happened few times xD I was thinking who was taking bath at such hour, so yesterday after finish writing my 1st post, I went to the toilet. When I reach there, there is a sound of someone using water! After I go into the toilet, I heard the water sound even more loudly. Then when I finish, the sound was gone xD I come out from toilet and go and see those room 1 by 1, there was nobody there LOLs So, who is using the water? xD Perhaps the water flowing system in the toilet got some problem, or maybe my ears got some problem. Never mind, it doesn't matter xD So, should I go and throw the maggie's cup now? xDD Yes I do !  Hmm...seems like my mood is getting better and better compared to last few days. I hope I can continue being happy xDD Again, Thanks KL ^^

Complicated yet Meaningful Life

Once upon a time, I said I want to improve my "Chinese" standard so I started to post in Chinese. But yet my "Chinese" still didn't get an A in my SPM examinations. It sounds bad but never mind since I've tried my best! Now again I wanted to improve my "English" standard, so I will start to post in English from now until I change my mind. xD I know the "xD" symbol is quite annoying but no choice I have to use it. I can't stop myself from using / writing it wherever i found it needs to be there. But okay, I will try to cut down on writing this meaningful but useless symbol. xD Why I want to improve my "English" ? It is a long long story. Firstly, I found out that my English level is too low, cant even compare to a secondary school student. Too bad right? xD never mind. I will try to overcome this issue as soon as possible! Next, I always like to try out new thing xD This is because I do not ever wrote a formal English before on the Internet, the greatest invention by human. xDD So, I would like to try it out now. I hope I can continue and not change my mind until my English level is acceptable by myself as well as this community. xD Hope the one who looking at my post would not laugh at my grammar mistakes because this is really the first and the really first time I write a post using Formal English. By the way, I just changed the url of my blog xDDD So, there will be not much people know about my blog. Once I feel my "English" is okay then I will share with others xD But that is sure a long time to go. Wow, I wrote so much nonsense and still didn't go into the main point that I wanted to talk about today! Serious now. xD Actually I'm going to say that this few days was stressful and sad for me. I just get involved with some "problems" and it makes me really hurt. I even cried hardly for that. I've suffered for 3 or 4 days with sad and pale face. But Thanks God, everything is alright now. God had given me a nice friend that cheer me up when I was really sad. He listened to all of my "nonsense" even though all of those was not related to him. That's why people says the God is always fair. When it takes away something from you, it will give you another thing which maybe better than the one it took away. I lost a "x", and I gained a "y". Although the "x" and "y" are totally two different things, but they had changed my life. One lead me to negative path, and another lead me to positive path. xD So, I'm balanced now and back to normal life. Thanks KL, I really appreciate what you've done. xDDD I always believe that "time can cures everything". Maybe I have to take 1 month or few weeks to recover, but you've recovered me in just few days! I hope I can be fully recover after 1 month. xDD Okay, if you are looking at this post and you can understand what I 've wrote, you're are a PRO (I swear this is the only informal word in my post.) xDD If you cannot understand, then just let it be. Well, it's already 4.05am but I'm not sleepy. Perhaps I'm too excited because I've wrote an "essay" here ! Maybe I will keep on writing until I feel sleepy? It's okay, I will write out the time when I end my post. xDD Regarding my studies, I've tried my very best on the coursework. I hope the result would not disappoint me, or my family. Everything is over right now, just left the final examination. Some coursework take 40% of the total marks whereas some take 60% of total mark. But PCD takes 50% for coursework and final exam. In the evening just now, I've checked all the subjects in our course, all the Programming subjects take 50% for coursework and final. Maybe this is the way they evaluate the result of students? Not sure xD I just hope that I can maintain my merit scholarship, that is, CGPA above 2.75 xD But I think first semester should can get higher than that because it is a bit too simple. (Too Proud?) No, not really. As I said I 've checked all the subjects in our course. All the other subjects in the coming semester was quite tough and complicated. When I looked at the course outline, I get a shock, because I totally don't know what is it all about. Am I choose the wrong course? That doesn't matter anymore. I should love what I've chosen even though I know it's tough for me. So, what can I do for now? There is only one and the only answer, that is, study hard. Some senior says, TARC is easy to get in, but not easy to graduate. Perhaps it is true, because so far I've seen most of the lecturers are quite strict and responsible, at least my lecturers are like that. It's not like what people says "going College is like going for honeymoon". I cant get any honeymoon's feel here. What I do everyday was study, study, and study. Study, in my opinion, include doing homework, research, and test. So, my life is all about homeworks, tests, assignments and examinations. At least, this four years will be like that unless I withdraw from the course but this is nearly impossible. Once I've decided to do something, I will not give up easily, as well as my studies. So, let's wait and see how is my performance ! xD It's 4.26a.m. now. I think I should stop writing, because this "essay" is quite long already. Thanks for anyone who viewed my first post of formal English. It is greatly appreciated. And please forgive me if I 've done some, or perhaps all grammar mistakes in this post. Again, thanks KL. You helped me get up ! xD